When things goes wrong, can I count on you?

Knowing you is a gift. Doing the first move, I never will regret. Getting to know you more is my gold. Getting you is what I want. - I bet none of you understand what I'm saying. Well, few of you would.

I wonder, if things goes wrong in my life, can i ever count on you? Can I call you in the middle of the night if I had a bad dream? Can I lean on your shoulder when I feel like crying? Can I always depend on you? I wonder. All I want to know is, is it worth it for me to miss you? Is it worth for me to keep wanting you? Is it worth it for me to hope on this? on you? I wonder.

I keep wondering if ALL of this is worth it. And I think, it does. I've always said that I'll wait for the guy I like no matter what, but I never kept that promise. That promise tends to break whenever a guy hurts me. But with you, I know I will keep that promise. Because, there's something about you that keeps me wanting you more. I just don't know what it is. I wish I do, but I don't.

I'm happy whenever we keep in touch, I cry easily when I miss you. I'm happy when you're happy but I'm sad when you forget me. Although, we don't have anything together, but yet, I still do miss you every second of my life. I want you to know, I am always here for you no matter what. But, I wonder, are you always going to be there when I need you no matter what?

I wonder, is it okay that we text and call every single day. I wonder do I ever bother you. I wonder do you always think of me like how I always think of you. (?) When you don't call nor text me for just one day, I feel that my day isn't complete. I don't promise I can be the best person in the world, but I can promise I will try.

Well, I hope that one day, one fine day, I'm gonna get the answers of the questions I keep wondering. *finger crossed*

Night love.