To start of the blog , I didn't go to school again today . Well , I'm too lazy la lately now to go to school . Anyway , yesterday we (the angels) sent my dad to the hotel somewhere . HAHA , i forgot the name . He's staying there for a few days . And guess what ! I'm sleeping there tomorrow . Maybe until friday :) NO SCHOOL ! YEAAAAY ! hahaha.
Anyway , at first , my day was really exciting today . Because , my eldest sister's friend , Kak feeza called me and asked if I can dance for a annual dinner for a Quantum Logistics . I was excited and so does my friends who wanted to participate. Then , she told me that they are paying rm400 for 10 minutes k . That's not enough ! And then I asked my teacher to choreograph and she's gonna choreograph a contemporary malay dance to the song Hijau by Zainal Abidin. I know it will be interesting cause she's good in choreographing . Then suddenly she said that , she's charging rm950 not including the rental for the studio ! I know la , as a choreographer Rm950 is cheap enough . But for a big company to organize a annual dinner and only paying rm400 ? That's like gila fake ok ! BIG COMPANY PULAK TUH !
Haih , I was excited dah sebab dapat dance again . But then tak jadi . Sorry to Shasha , Nelly and Fero sebab tak jadi . I promise if there's any other event , I akan ajak korang k . :) Anyway , off to dinner with mom and sisters . Bye .
p/s :: I'm disappointed sebab tak dapat dance ! I want to dance ! DANCE DANCE DANCE ! :(
Monday, June 30, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday the 27th
No , it's not Friday the thirteen . HAHA , instead , it's Friday the 27th . Well , it was a FUN FUN FUN day ! Well , to start the story , I didn't go to school . I was too lazy to get off my bed and tell my mom , so i decide to ask my maid and tell my mom that I'm not going to school . Then around 8? My mom woke me up and asked me why I didn't go to school . So I didn't want to make up any excuses , I told her that I'm lazy . THEN ! I was shocked that mummy invited me to go to breakfast with her and my eldest sister at Mc'd after sending Farabiha to college .
So yea , we went to Mc'd at ss15 ? yeaa , we ate then send my eldest sister to college . Then mom send me back home . Then around 11.30 am I was learning some steps from youtube, mummy called me . She asked me if i want to follow my sisters , sara and jereline to pyramid for a movie . Mummy said she'll pay for my ticket . So I said yea sure. Then she picked Sara up and then she send us to pyramid . Then at first we were supposed to watch Wanted , but then it was full . So we ended up watching Dooms Day . Our tickets were free . Then we watch . OMG! I sat beside Sara . Then both of us were like screaming and all , until everyone around us were pissed . HAHA . The movie was empty. It was just like 30 people ?
That movie was like disgusting yaw ! hahaha , but anyway , after the movie , we just had a walk window shopping . haha , THEN ! we went into Puma , Sara likes this sweater . It's nice la. Then Farabiha likes this handbag . Nice jugak , AND ! I like this off shoulder 8sweater . It's so nice ! I wanna buy it I don't freaking care ! HAHAHAH . Then , every friday is our hang out time at Carlos USJ 9. So i asked mummy and daddy if I can go , and they said ok but be back by 10.30 . SO ok .
IT WAS SO FUN ! I hang out with Ahbear and my eldest sister most of the time . But then , most of my friends were there . So I hang out kejap la with them. Then , I was like laughing like hell because Ahbear Wan and Eri kuat melatah. Especially Eri la . HAHAAH! Everytime Eri came to our table , ahbear cucuk eri . and he melatah like gila gila . I was laughing like hell until i had to kencing twice . HAHAHAHA! Sumpah lawak gila .
but then , while i was having fun , I confronted to Fajran . I told him the truth about something la . Then he was freaking pissed until it pissed me off too . So yea , that's the only thing that spoils my day la . but other then that , it was super fun . I laughed like hell on that day . HAHAHAHAHA ! :)
Anyway , my point here is that , I told my mom that I was too lazy to go to school , and I thought she was going to get angry and ground me . But then , she gave me total freedom on that day . We went breakfast then she let me watch movie with my sisters and she also lets me hang out with my friends . So yea . IM HAPPY ! :) haha
Today , I didn't do much . My parents and eldest sis are out to some dinner and my 2nd sis and I are at home . So we ordered Mc'd and just talk talk talk . ahah , best doh ! Anyway , I wanna eat now . So bye bye . (I know todays blog is like errrrrr kan . haha , I'm just too lazy to blog with proper english and you the right word . HAHAA) BYE !
So yea , we went to Mc'd at ss15 ? yeaa , we ate then send my eldest sister to college . Then mom send me back home . Then around 11.30 am I was learning some steps from youtube, mummy called me . She asked me if i want to follow my sisters , sara and jereline to pyramid for a movie . Mummy said she'll pay for my ticket . So I said yea sure. Then she picked Sara up and then she send us to pyramid . Then at first we were supposed to watch Wanted , but then it was full . So we ended up watching Dooms Day . Our tickets were free . Then we watch . OMG! I sat beside Sara . Then both of us were like screaming and all , until everyone around us were pissed . HAHA . The movie was empty. It was just like 30 people ?
That movie was like disgusting yaw ! hahaha , but anyway , after the movie , we just had a walk window shopping . haha , THEN ! we went into Puma , Sara likes this sweater . It's nice la. Then Farabiha likes this handbag . Nice jugak , AND ! I like this off shoulder 8sweater . It's so nice ! I wanna buy it I don't freaking care ! HAHAHAH . Then , every friday is our hang out time at Carlos USJ 9. So i asked mummy and daddy if I can go , and they said ok but be back by 10.30 . SO ok .
IT WAS SO FUN ! I hang out with Ahbear and my eldest sister most of the time . But then , most of my friends were there . So I hang out kejap la with them. Then , I was like laughing like hell because Ahbear Wan and Eri kuat melatah. Especially Eri la . HAHAAH! Everytime Eri came to our table , ahbear cucuk eri . and he melatah like gila gila . I was laughing like hell until i had to kencing twice . HAHAHAHA! Sumpah lawak gila .
but then , while i was having fun , I confronted to Fajran . I told him the truth about something la . Then he was freaking pissed until it pissed me off too . So yea , that's the only thing that spoils my day la . but other then that , it was super fun . I laughed like hell on that day . HAHAHAHAHA ! :)
Anyway , my point here is that , I told my mom that I was too lazy to go to school , and I thought she was going to get angry and ground me . But then , she gave me total freedom on that day . We went breakfast then she let me watch movie with my sisters and she also lets me hang out with my friends . So yea . IM HAPPY ! :) haha
Today , I didn't do much . My parents and eldest sis are out to some dinner and my 2nd sis and I are at home . So we ordered Mc'd and just talk talk talk . ahah , best doh ! Anyway , I wanna eat now . So bye bye . (I know todays blog is like errrrrr kan . haha , I'm just too lazy to blog with proper english and you the right word . HAHAA) BYE !
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Just another day.
Firstly , I would like to say thanks to my cousin Khaleesa for helping me with this blog thingy . HAHA , as you can see , she posted a blog here in my page , HAHA . I love you SOULMATE ! :)
Anyway , lets get started aite . Lets see , nothing much happen this week . Today , I hate PJ, but most of us (the girls) didn't wear our Pj baju . Then our Pj teacher , Cikgu Muriza . I don't know but she was all bad mood today . I went down after putting my beg in the class . Then she asked us to sit down at our assembly hall . Then I sat beside Teyra . Then I was talking to Teyra , then I heard cikgu Muriza said "saya suruh kamu duduk situ , bukan berborak." I was like WTF? whats with this teacher ? Baru dapat period ke apa kan? I don't hate her , but I dislike her . Because , she is like a totally freak . ok la, that's bad rite. Not freak la . But she likes to talk shit bout my 2nd sister , Farabiha . She always 'pandang rendah' towards my sis. I mean she does that just because when my sister was in form 4 , Cikgu Muriza was her english teacher , then my sister corrected the teachers english , then since then the teacher was like treating my sister like shit ! I hate people treating the people I love like shit ! I mean, you as a teacher , you should know la not to talk bad bout others . Dah la kuat bergossip. Tak sedar diri betul !
Anyway, back to the story . I didn't wear the Pj baju . The asked ALL of us who didn't wear the baju our reason why we didn't wear . I just said "well, saya baru baik demam and my mom tak bagi PJ." It's TRUE ! I was just whats the word , baru baik demam bla3. then she asked us to walk or run 5 rounds around our assembly hall . Well , Wei ling , Teyra , Tasha and I just walk and chit chat . HAHA , but it was tiring though . You know what, if she's an EXCELLENT teacher , she should walk with us FIVE ROUNDS and know how and what we feel . Seriously . I mean , it's our fault la jugak sebab tak pakai baju PJ but then ... BORING tau PJ with her . I mean , if we get Pn.Natalie , she will let us play fun things . Like Bola Baling , football ? You something that will make us sweat like hell ! but then ? haih . whatever la . Hopefully next year we won't get this teacher again . If I'm not mistaken , this year is the 2nd year Cikgu Muriza taught me PJ. macam bosan la gak. But tak baik la kan , ckp mcm tu . so yea . Whatever.
Other than that , our last period was English . And yea surprisingly , Mr.Thiru came into the class on time . Well , he did that because Ms.Patricia asked him for our class evidence on our oral . And to be honest , our class didn't even do our oral ! So yea , Mr.thiru gave us like 20min? to write our evidence in a paper , an essay . So ya , my title was "My dreams" then I asked him if I can change it to "My hobby" because it's like 10X easier. I wrote about my hobby la which is dancing . I don't know why but lately I've been missing dance too much ! I've lost my passion in dancing oh! I have to start dance class again ASAP ! Well , Serafina helped me since her english is soooo GOOD! So yea. She helped Teyra and I until she didn't even have the time to write hers. So yea, we had to finish it first then only we can go back home . Teyra tasha and I keluar lambat for like 15min? Gila punya cikgu ! Anyway , I helped teyra with her essay . :)
Then got back home around 1.40pm . Then makan, mandi then open YouTube to see my idols dance . Yannus and Manuela. OMG! I' obsess over them oh ! Seriously . Call me a freak, but that's the truth ! HAHAHAHAH! ;p Then , mummy picked me up around 3.20pm and send me to taipan . Since tasha sume belum sampai, I hang out with my eldest sister and her friend at Starbucks. Omg, her friend is like sooo caring . When I wanted to walk to Mc'D he was like becarefull , jaga your beg, dah sampai text your sister. I was like ooookay . HAHA . Then went to big bookshop with Teyra, Tasha , Sue , Shasha , Fana , and Araff . Then we walked back to Mc'd and met Qairul there . We did our lisan . HEhe , i wrote yawww on the kertas majong ! ahahah! :) Then, putera , helmi and fajran came . Took lots of pictures, then laughlaughlaugh , HAHA! Mcm fun gila ! but tiqot was not there . So yea .
Well , then around 6pm Tasha, Qairul, Shasha, Fana, Araff and I went to Kopitiam. Just hang out and took more pictures . HAHA , Araff is like a laughing gas ! aahaha! he makes me laugh like gila2. Well , then ada mcm awkward moment for a while . But lets not talk bout that . So yea , that's all for now . OMG ! So you think you can dance is gonna start in exactly 26min . I gotta go now.
Until next time , you know you love me . xoxo . Babyfara.
Anyway , lets get started aite . Lets see , nothing much happen this week . Today , I hate PJ, but most of us (the girls) didn't wear our Pj baju . Then our Pj teacher , Cikgu Muriza . I don't know but she was all bad mood today . I went down after putting my beg in the class . Then she asked us to sit down at our assembly hall . Then I sat beside Teyra . Then I was talking to Teyra , then I heard cikgu Muriza said "saya suruh kamu duduk situ , bukan berborak." I was like WTF? whats with this teacher ? Baru dapat period ke apa kan? I don't hate her , but I dislike her . Because , she is like a totally freak . ok la, that's bad rite. Not freak la . But she likes to talk shit bout my 2nd sister , Farabiha . She always 'pandang rendah' towards my sis. I mean she does that just because when my sister was in form 4 , Cikgu Muriza was her english teacher , then my sister corrected the teachers english , then since then the teacher was like treating my sister like shit ! I hate people treating the people I love like shit ! I mean, you as a teacher , you should know la not to talk bad bout others . Dah la kuat bergossip. Tak sedar diri betul !
Anyway, back to the story . I didn't wear the Pj baju . The asked ALL of us who didn't wear the baju our reason why we didn't wear . I just said "well, saya baru baik demam and my mom tak bagi PJ." It's TRUE ! I was just whats the word , baru baik demam bla3. then she asked us to walk or run 5 rounds around our assembly hall . Well , Wei ling , Teyra , Tasha and I just walk and chit chat . HAHA , but it was tiring though . You know what, if she's an EXCELLENT teacher , she should walk with us FIVE ROUNDS and know how and what we feel . Seriously . I mean , it's our fault la jugak sebab tak pakai baju PJ but then ... BORING tau PJ with her . I mean , if we get Pn.Natalie , she will let us play fun things . Like Bola Baling , football ? You something that will make us sweat like hell ! but then ? haih . whatever la . Hopefully next year we won't get this teacher again . If I'm not mistaken , this year is the 2nd year Cikgu Muriza taught me PJ. macam bosan la gak. But tak baik la kan , ckp mcm tu . so yea . Whatever.
Other than that , our last period was English . And yea surprisingly , Mr.Thiru came into the class on time . Well , he did that because Ms.Patricia asked him for our class evidence on our oral . And to be honest , our class didn't even do our oral ! So yea , Mr.thiru gave us like 20min? to write our evidence in a paper , an essay . So ya , my title was "My dreams" then I asked him if I can change it to "My hobby" because it's like 10X easier. I wrote about my hobby la which is dancing . I don't know why but lately I've been missing dance too much ! I've lost my passion in dancing oh! I have to start dance class again ASAP ! Well , Serafina helped me since her english is soooo GOOD! So yea. She helped Teyra and I until she didn't even have the time to write hers. So yea, we had to finish it first then only we can go back home . Teyra tasha and I keluar lambat for like 15min? Gila punya cikgu ! Anyway , I helped teyra with her essay . :)
Then got back home around 1.40pm . Then makan, mandi then open YouTube to see my idols dance . Yannus and Manuela. OMG! I' obsess over them oh ! Seriously . Call me a freak, but that's the truth ! HAHAHAHAH! ;p Then , mummy picked me up around 3.20pm and send me to taipan . Since tasha sume belum sampai, I hang out with my eldest sister and her friend at Starbucks. Omg, her friend is like sooo caring . When I wanted to walk to Mc'D he was like becarefull , jaga your beg, dah sampai text your sister. I was like ooookay . HAHA . Then went to big bookshop with Teyra, Tasha , Sue , Shasha , Fana , and Araff . Then we walked back to Mc'd and met Qairul there . We did our lisan . HEhe , i wrote yawww on the kertas majong ! ahahah! :) Then, putera , helmi and fajran came . Took lots of pictures, then laughlaughlaugh , HAHA! Mcm fun gila ! but tiqot was not there . So yea .
Well , then around 6pm Tasha, Qairul, Shasha, Fana, Araff and I went to Kopitiam. Just hang out and took more pictures . HAHA , Araff is like a laughing gas ! aahaha! he makes me laugh like gila2. Well , then ada mcm awkward moment for a while . But lets not talk bout that . So yea , that's all for now . OMG ! So you think you can dance is gonna start in exactly 26min . I gotta go now.
Until next time , you know you love me . xoxo . Babyfara.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
its me ; KHALEESA .
hey all . :) its not babyfara . its me Khaleesa . her soulmatee . hahahahha . x) saja je , takda kerja . :P so i decided to post a random post for my beloved fara nabira binti ruslizan . <33 i love you babyy . haha
roger and outt .
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roger and outt .
:)
OMG!
OMG ! I just found out that Kak Dya (my cousin) , she saw Yannus and Manuela at Manuela's dance work shop . errggghhhh ! I so wanna meet up with them or just see them dance lively . HAHA Lame , I know. But if you guys have this dance feeling I'm sure you guys are going to be like how I am now . HAHA . I sooooo wanna learn dancing now . :(
Oh , anyway , today at school was B.O.R.I.N.G ! We had the assembly for like 1 hour and 2 minutes because of some Hari Koperasi , Science & Maths week , and Sayang diri something somthing la . Trust me , it was seriously panas ! Then anyway , today didn't really study. Studied for Bm and Modern Maths . Add Maths teacher didn't came into the class because she had to handle the Sudoku competition. And then Mr.Thiru (english teacher) like always, he came in like lambat! and then crap a lot ! and then he asked us to do some summary . Well , surprisingly , I'm going to finish his homework and pass it up tomorrow . :)
See ! Even though I HATE him so much , I still do his works . Pelajar cemerlang kan ? :)
Other than that , nothing much happened at school . OH! Araff and Dann came ! They ponteng sekolah . HAHAHA . So yea , I'll update more later . I want to finish my homeworks . Most of it's due date is end of this week . so yea . tata.
Btw , KAK DYA ! If there's Manuela or Yannus dance work shop anytime soon , do let me know ! I wanna go ! Both of them are like my Idol now ! haha :)
Oh , anyway , today at school was B.O.R.I.N.G ! We had the assembly for like 1 hour and 2 minutes because of some Hari Koperasi , Science & Maths week , and Sayang diri something somthing la . Trust me , it was seriously panas ! Then anyway , today didn't really study. Studied for Bm and Modern Maths . Add Maths teacher didn't came into the class because she had to handle the Sudoku competition. And then Mr.Thiru (english teacher) like always, he came in like lambat! and then crap a lot ! and then he asked us to do some summary . Well , surprisingly , I'm going to finish his homework and pass it up tomorrow . :)
See ! Even though I HATE him so much , I still do his works . Pelajar cemerlang kan ? :)
Other than that , nothing much happened at school . OH! Araff and Dann came ! They ponteng sekolah . HAHAHA . So yea , I'll update more later . I want to finish my homeworks . Most of it's due date is end of this week . so yea . tata.
Btw , KAK DYA ! If there's Manuela or Yannus dance work shop anytime soon , do let me know ! I wanna go ! Both of them are like my Idol now ! haha :)
Monday, June 23, 2008
Everything ,
All right , everything is almost back to normal . I mean , Tiqot and I no longer have any misunderstanding . I understand her and slowly I know she'll understand me . But everything is back to normal now . And trust me , not talking to her for like 1 day is such a toucher . Seriously . Anyway, somehow I have a lot to blog right now . But I don't know where to start. Well here goes , I didn't go to school today . Oh , I didn't go to school for like 3 days straight . I'm sick . I had a bad fever but now thank God the fever is gone but I still have a really really bad cough and flu . It hurts ! and my body is aching . Seriously my right hand is like aching . And it hurts so much !
Other than that , I was watching the news yesterday with Daddy and Mummy , Yes I do watch the news . Anyway back to the story , there's this one kid . I can't really recall his name but anyway , he was born a non-Muslim . When he was 4 months old , he started to read the Al-Quran . Can you imagine it at 4 months old he can already read the Al-Quran . And if I'm not mistaken , he started to berdakwah (I don't know what is it in english) . He give talks about our religion during friday prayers , and also certain talks la kan . And you know the best part is that he could read and memorize (If I'm not mistaken) the Quran . Plus ! His parents convert to Muslim because they saw that their son was a gift . He was born special . :) I was so surprise to see that news . I was like it shows to everyone that God do exist and God has the power and I mean THE power . All power . yea . :)
Besides that, I wanted to blog about how I miss dancing so much ! I watch "So you think you can dance" every Thursdays . For the season 1 , my dance teacher , Suhaili was in the Top 4 . Sadly she didn't win . But seriously , she's a true dancer . The way she dance , gives me inspiration to just dance it all the way too . But then , I've stop dance class for 2 years now ? :( And I miss it so much . Anyway , Season 1 is way better than season 2 . I mean Season 1 , the dancers dance their routines with enthusiasm . but this year ? I can say some of them do but some no . The choreographers choreograph the dance real nice and fun . Seriously . Especially Yannus and Manuela . Their choreography really makes me want to learn dancing again .
I searched from YouTube for Yannus and you know what I found ? Tons of video of his dancing . Some of it was Last Night , How do I breathe , Gone , Whatever you like etc.. I tried learning the steps of Last Night but you know what I SUCK AT IT ! I want to join dance class AGAIN ! Pleaseeee :( Anyway , Yannus and Manuela is a couple and you know what Yannus is soooo HOT ! Tambah lagi dengan the way he dance , perrggghhh *meltsss* ;)
Further more , I wanted to blog about .... *thinking* ... yea my life . And the people who are in it . But I guess I'm tired now after blogging about those things up there . And my right hand is in pain now . So I'll update again some other day .
And and SPAIN ROCKS ! And I want to watch moviesss ! There are a lot of new movies now . Anyone up for a movie marathon ? List of movies I wanna watch is :-
1- Made of Honor
2- The Happening
3- The Hulk
4- Hancock
5- Wanted
Those are the movies I want to watch ! :) Anyway until next time . I wan to rest because I'm going to school tomorrow . (I know, SUCKS !) haih .
Other than that , I was watching the news yesterday with Daddy and Mummy , Yes I do watch the news . Anyway back to the story , there's this one kid . I can't really recall his name but anyway , he was born a non-Muslim . When he was 4 months old , he started to read the Al-Quran . Can you imagine it at 4 months old he can already read the Al-Quran . And if I'm not mistaken , he started to berdakwah (I don't know what is it in english) . He give talks about our religion during friday prayers , and also certain talks la kan . And you know the best part is that he could read and memorize (If I'm not mistaken) the Quran . Plus ! His parents convert to Muslim because they saw that their son was a gift . He was born special . :) I was so surprise to see that news . I was like it shows to everyone that God do exist and God has the power and I mean THE power . All power . yea . :)
Besides that, I wanted to blog about how I miss dancing so much ! I watch "So you think you can dance" every Thursdays . For the season 1 , my dance teacher , Suhaili was in the Top 4 . Sadly she didn't win . But seriously , she's a true dancer . The way she dance , gives me inspiration to just dance it all the way too . But then , I've stop dance class for 2 years now ? :( And I miss it so much . Anyway , Season 1 is way better than season 2 . I mean Season 1 , the dancers dance their routines with enthusiasm . but this year ? I can say some of them do but some no . The choreographers choreograph the dance real nice and fun . Seriously . Especially Yannus and Manuela . Their choreography really makes me want to learn dancing again .
I searched from YouTube for Yannus and you know what I found ? Tons of video of his dancing . Some of it was Last Night , How do I breathe , Gone , Whatever you like etc.. I tried learning the steps of Last Night but you know what I SUCK AT IT ! I want to join dance class AGAIN ! Pleaseeee :( Anyway , Yannus and Manuela is a couple and you know what Yannus is soooo HOT ! Tambah lagi dengan the way he dance , perrggghhh *meltsss* ;)
Further more , I wanted to blog about .... *thinking* ... yea my life . And the people who are in it . But I guess I'm tired now after blogging about those things up there . And my right hand is in pain now . So I'll update again some other day .
And and SPAIN ROCKS ! And I want to watch moviesss ! There are a lot of new movies now . Anyone up for a movie marathon ? List of movies I wanna watch is :-
1- Made of Honor
2- The Happening
3- The Hulk
4- Hancock
5- Wanted
Those are the movies I want to watch ! :) Anyway until next time . I wan to rest because I'm going to school tomorrow . (I know, SUCKS !) haih .
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Weiling, Qairul, Tasha, Teyra, Sha, Tiqot.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH ! and I don't want to fight with any of you .
Truly from the bottom of my heart , I'm sorry for any of my wrong doings , Sorry for all the disappointment I've done , sorry for all the wrong or harsh words I've said , sorry for EVERYTHING !
Wei Ling : I'm sorry for that one time we've had a misunderstanding . (you know about you and your ex) . I'm sorry .
Qairul : I'm so so sorry for the fact that I'm the one who caused you and Sha to fight . I'm truly sorry . I didn't know that I did that . Truly I'm sorry .
Tasha : Sorry for everything that I did . I'm so sorry . I love you. :)
Teyra : Sorry for the past . The past where we had a misunderstanding about the Futsal thing . I'm sorry for being all emo to you that time . Sorry yea .
Sha : I'm truly sorry for the part where I was being all emotional to you about close friend thingy . And sorry if what I did was what you didn't like . But you should know that I tell Ahbear everything okay . :)
Tiqot : I'm truly sorry to trouble you with all my problems . I'm sorry if I didn't understand what you're going through . But just to let you know , I understand and I hope you understand what I'm going through too . I'm sorry if I'm trouble maker to you . SORRY .
I seriously hope that all my guilty-ness feelings will just go away anytime soon . Because I'm seriously trying to change to be a better person . I hope we can all just be like how we've used to be . Happy , Fun , and full of Joy . I want that moments . I love you guys truly from the bottom of my heart . And I just wanna say Thanks for everything that you guys have helped me through out my life . I appreciate it sooooo much ! and I do also appreciate our friendship . You girls are my TRUE GIRLS FRIENDS . And I DON'T want to loose any of you as I will die without all of you . Seriously .
Yours truly,
BABYFARA
all my fault , I know
Well , basically we BOTH have our issues . I know what you're going through , okay maybe I don't really know but you should know that you're not the only one who has a lot in mind . I too have problems okay . And I know certain things that I can't or just can't tell anyone cause it's personal . But I don't get pissed with people who's not even guilty .
Okay ,
I still have the guilty-ness feeling in my mind towards people who's innocent and didn't do any wrong .
I have the financial problems.
I'm sick :- Fever , flu and cough.
So you should have not just lepas kan your geram to me . You should understand how or what I'm going through . Maybe you're going through something too but tak patut la kan lepas dkt orang macam tu je.
I've been putting up with your attitude for the past 6 months we've been close , but now ? I just have to say this "You have to atleast try and change . Try and trow you ego and try to relax" I'm saying this as a friend . I don't like it when we fight or not talk to each other but somehow, i think its the best for now ? I mean , I think we should all take a break (time out/time alone) to just relax and think if we are best friends , TRUE friends , we should understand each other and not to just jump to a conclusion in a fight or not just to lepas geram to anyone . (no offence)
So yea , basically , all i want is , to forget EVERYTHING and just to start a new life with all of you (my true girl friends) . I really do appreciate and love our friendship but I don't want us to fight nor have any misunderstanding . I've had enough with all this table talks . We've done 2 table talks if I'm not mistaken , but then , nothing seems to change . Maybe a little , but not a big different . So what I want to do is just to have a LAST table talk and I want ALL of us to let go EVERYTHING . I don't want any silent from anyone . I want all of us to just say and let it out . Because I want that to be the last table talk we're gonna have . because I want everything to go back to normal like early this year . please .
Well , I hope this blog doesn't offend any of you people's feelings . It's just a taught that I feel like letting it out . And i did . So yea , I hope you understand me and I'll try to understand you . Please .
(okay you should just ignore the part where I say we should take a time out, because I think thats dumb ! But I want to find a way so that we can ALL be happy like how we've used to be before this . Seriously I want . So please help me . I can't be the only one finding a way to solve this puzzle . We as a group have to help each other . okay. )
Okay ,
I still have the guilty-ness feeling in my mind towards people who's innocent and didn't do any wrong .
I have the financial problems.
I'm sick :- Fever , flu and cough.
So you should have not just lepas kan your geram to me . You should understand how or what I'm going through . Maybe you're going through something too but tak patut la kan lepas dkt orang macam tu je.
I've been putting up with your attitude for the past 6 months we've been close , but now ? I just have to say this "You have to atleast try and change . Try and trow you ego and try to relax" I'm saying this as a friend . I don't like it when we fight or not talk to each other but somehow, i think its the best for now ? I mean , I think we should all take a break (time out/time alone) to just relax and think if we are best friends , TRUE friends , we should understand each other and not to just jump to a conclusion in a fight or not just to lepas geram to anyone . (no offence)
So yea , basically , all i want is , to forget EVERYTHING and just to start a new life with all of you (my true girl friends) . I really do appreciate and love our friendship but I don't want us to fight nor have any misunderstanding . I've had enough with all this table talks . We've done 2 table talks if I'm not mistaken , but then , nothing seems to change . Maybe a little , but not a big different . So what I want to do is just to have a LAST table talk and I want ALL of us to let go EVERYTHING . I don't want any silent from anyone . I want all of us to just say and let it out . Because I want that to be the last table talk we're gonna have . because I want everything to go back to normal like early this year . please .
Well , I hope this blog doesn't offend any of you people's feelings . It's just a taught that I feel like letting it out . And i did . So yea , I hope you understand me and I'll try to understand you . Please .
(okay you should just ignore the part where I say we should take a time out, because I think thats dumb ! But I want to find a way so that we can ALL be happy like how we've used to be before this . Seriously I want . So please help me . I can't be the only one finding a way to solve this puzzle . We as a group have to help each other . okay. )
Weekend updates.
I'll update you guys about thursday , friday , & saturday .
Thursday
Well, I was sick like a pig. HAHAHA , so yea . I woke up at normal time. 6.45am. Then Daddy felt my body and he said I'm sick. So yea, he told me to take my shower , rest then go to clinic later with mummy . So yea , I took my bath and rest . Around 9am mummy brought me to the clinic . The Doctor said my fever has gone down which good but it might just come back anytime. Then he said I have a bad cough and also flu . So he gave me antibiotic , panadol , cough medicine , flu medicine , and also some sweet (no really sweet la) it's a medicine for my tekak . :) haha So then after that , I just sat at home and rest .
Around 8.30 pm here goes . The moment I HATE so much ! I texted the girls asking if they're going to school or not on friday because our school had this Pemimpin Muda thingy . So yea , 4/8 said they're going cause they were forced by their parents . SO then , I told tiqot la that they said they're going . So then she started being bengang . And she lepas kan her bengang to me. I mean like , I'm sick and I have like a lot of things in mind that is killing me yet she still wants to let all out to me . Well then fine la. I okay je.
Friday
I woke up around 9.30am ? Had my breakfast with my 2nd sis at home . Then , I saw Sha online. So she said that ALL of us didn't go to school . So okay la. Then I texted tiqot and asked her what is she doing today ? because I wanted to invite her hang out at Taipan . But then around 4pm she said she was at Aiman's house and they're going swimming . and she invited me . Well , if it's last minute obviously I couldn't come la kan . So yadayadayada . At night , again same thing happened . I was at Carlos with my sister her boyfriend, Wan, Kak Irma and her boyfriend . We just hang for a while because Kak Irma just got back from Sabah and she was tired .
Then suddenly , Fana msg me asking if I'm going to Carlos or not because she's going with Tiqot and others . She texted me around 8.15? Again last minute . but I told them I was there already and I can't hang out long so come fast . Then when I got up from my chair because we were going back already , Fana and Kai yuen just arrived . So yea , I balik je la. Then Tiqot texted me around 11 ? saying she just got there . And yadayadayada , there is where we started fighting ? (malas la nak cerita)
But whatever it is , if you have problems , you should know that you're not the only one who has problems . bla3 thats it for friday .
Saturday
Woke up around 10 ++ am ? Just lepak at home . Then around 2.45pm , Mummy Daddy eldest sis and I when to Pyramid . Farabiha was already there with Sara and Syukri . Then while mummy and daddy went to the computer place , eldest sis and I went and meet her friend at starbucks . We just hang out . Then yadayadayada , ate dinner at some Arabic restoran . The food was nice and delicious . :) After that we just jalan jalan . Then went back home around 8pm.
After that around 9pm , Farabiha , Sara , Syuk , Eldest sis and I went to SS15 . Hang out at Mango where Wan's shisha business there . It was fun . Syuk Farabiha Sara and I hang out together shisha. haha, fun. we gossiped ? HAHAA . ;p talk and talk . Then went back home . OH! Sara was driving so when she wanted to park her car in my house (because she's sleeping at our house) then , her car macam kene scratch dkt dinding ! OMG ! I was freaking out and SARA lagi la kan . But okay je la . Mummy said can polish and touchup . So it might cost few hundreds la . So Sara takut la because it's her mom's car . So we're going to fix it tomorrow . bla3 , now here I am doing this .
Enough as an update ? thank you very much . :) goodnight !
Thursday
Well, I was sick like a pig. HAHAHA , so yea . I woke up at normal time. 6.45am. Then Daddy felt my body and he said I'm sick. So yea, he told me to take my shower , rest then go to clinic later with mummy . So yea , I took my bath and rest . Around 9am mummy brought me to the clinic . The Doctor said my fever has gone down which good but it might just come back anytime. Then he said I have a bad cough and also flu . So he gave me antibiotic , panadol , cough medicine , flu medicine , and also some sweet (no really sweet la) it's a medicine for my tekak . :) haha So then after that , I just sat at home and rest .
Around 8.30 pm here goes . The moment I HATE so much ! I texted the girls asking if they're going to school or not on friday because our school had this Pemimpin Muda thingy . So yea , 4/8 said they're going cause they were forced by their parents . SO then , I told tiqot la that they said they're going . So then she started being bengang . And she lepas kan her bengang to me. I mean like , I'm sick and I have like a lot of things in mind that is killing me yet she still wants to let all out to me . Well then fine la. I okay je.
Friday
I woke up around 9.30am ? Had my breakfast with my 2nd sis at home . Then , I saw Sha online. So she said that ALL of us didn't go to school . So okay la. Then I texted tiqot and asked her what is she doing today ? because I wanted to invite her hang out at Taipan . But then around 4pm she said she was at Aiman's house and they're going swimming . and she invited me . Well , if it's last minute obviously I couldn't come la kan . So yadayadayada . At night , again same thing happened . I was at Carlos with my sister her boyfriend, Wan, Kak Irma and her boyfriend . We just hang for a while because Kak Irma just got back from Sabah and she was tired .
Then suddenly , Fana msg me asking if I'm going to Carlos or not because she's going with Tiqot and others . She texted me around 8.15? Again last minute . but I told them I was there already and I can't hang out long so come fast . Then when I got up from my chair because we were going back already , Fana and Kai yuen just arrived . So yea , I balik je la. Then Tiqot texted me around 11 ? saying she just got there . And yadayadayada , there is where we started fighting ? (malas la nak cerita)
But whatever it is , if you have problems , you should know that you're not the only one who has problems . bla3 thats it for friday .
Saturday
Woke up around 10 ++ am ? Just lepak at home . Then around 2.45pm , Mummy Daddy eldest sis and I when to Pyramid . Farabiha was already there with Sara and Syukri . Then while mummy and daddy went to the computer place , eldest sis and I went and meet her friend at starbucks . We just hang out . Then yadayadayada , ate dinner at some Arabic restoran . The food was nice and delicious . :) After that we just jalan jalan . Then went back home around 8pm.
After that around 9pm , Farabiha , Sara , Syuk , Eldest sis and I went to SS15 . Hang out at Mango where Wan's shisha business there . It was fun . Syuk Farabiha Sara and I hang out together shisha. haha, fun. we gossiped ? HAHAA . ;p talk and talk . Then went back home . OH! Sara was driving so when she wanted to park her car in my house (because she's sleeping at our house) then , her car macam kene scratch dkt dinding ! OMG ! I was freaking out and SARA lagi la kan . But okay je la . Mummy said can polish and touchup . So it might cost few hundreds la . So Sara takut la because it's her mom's car . So we're going to fix it tomorrow . bla3 , now here I am doing this .
Enough as an update ? thank you very much . :) goodnight !
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
20.
Hey , know what ? This is the 20th blog I've post for this month . It's a surprise for me cause I don't always update my blog . hahaha , but anyway , it's fun to update but sometimes I'm just too lazy to update. Well , today 18th June 2008 , Wednesday is quite a tiring day for me . I don't know why . I was just too tired and lazy . =/
Further more , I slept like almost 1 an a half hours in school ? But whatever . I was too tired . But know what , my classmates kept disturbing me while I was sleeping . Wilfred , Rasyidi , Aizuddin . Haih . No life la you people . HAHA .
Hmm , when I reached school today , I didn't really talk to 'her' . Because to me , SHE did the mistake which she said that gang but bla bla bla ... So yea , I was pissed so I didn't talk to her . Then SHE told this other girl the story . Well I don't mind but to me , if SHE really wants me to forgive her , she should have just come to me and say it face to face that she is sorry . Yea , I don't blame the other girl who SHE told the story to . :)
Well , then while I was waiting for my mother to pick me up after school , SHE came to me and said sorry . Somehow at first I didn't really want to forgive her because it took her THAT long to come and ask for forgiveness face to face . Then , I pity her . So I just hugged her and forgive her . I really hope she won't repeat her mistakes anymore because it's not her first time doing this . Jumping to a conclusion without asking anyone about it . So yea , I hope she'll change after this . Hmm , then now every thing's fine , I guess .
OH ! I saw DINIE ! Damn I miss him man . but then he's like so SOMBONG ! haih . I miss the moments where last year we were in the same class and we used to hang out together . Then I miss that BBQ night . Which we all slept over at Tiqot's house , hang out and all . RINDUUUU ! But anyway , hmm . Don't know what to say . HAHAHA!
So , I guess that's it for today . OH OH OH ! Kak Irma is coming back this Friday ! HAHA . She's my eldest sister's best friend . She was studying in Sabah but now she's done studying so she's coming back here . hehe , can't wait to hang out with her and others . (Rindu time time lepak dgn Wan , Cu , Aizat semua) hmm , yea that's it for today :-
Until next time , you know you love me . xoxo ..
Further more , I slept like almost 1 an a half hours in school ? But whatever . I was too tired . But know what , my classmates kept disturbing me while I was sleeping . Wilfred , Rasyidi , Aizuddin . Haih . No life la you people . HAHA .
Hmm , when I reached school today , I didn't really talk to 'her' . Because to me , SHE did the mistake which she said that gang but bla bla bla ... So yea , I was pissed so I didn't talk to her . Then SHE told this other girl the story . Well I don't mind but to me , if SHE really wants me to forgive her , she should have just come to me and say it face to face that she is sorry . Yea , I don't blame the other girl who SHE told the story to . :)
Well , then while I was waiting for my mother to pick me up after school , SHE came to me and said sorry . Somehow at first I didn't really want to forgive her because it took her THAT long to come and ask for forgiveness face to face . Then , I pity her . So I just hugged her and forgive her . I really hope she won't repeat her mistakes anymore because it's not her first time doing this . Jumping to a conclusion without asking anyone about it . So yea , I hope she'll change after this . Hmm , then now every thing's fine , I guess .
OH ! I saw DINIE ! Damn I miss him man . but then he's like so SOMBONG ! haih . I miss the moments where last year we were in the same class and we used to hang out together . Then I miss that BBQ night . Which we all slept over at Tiqot's house , hang out and all . RINDUUUU ! But anyway , hmm . Don't know what to say . HAHAHA!
So , I guess that's it for today . OH OH OH ! Kak Irma is coming back this Friday ! HAHA . She's my eldest sister's best friend . She was studying in Sabah but now she's done studying so she's coming back here . hehe , can't wait to hang out with her and others . (Rindu time time lepak dgn Wan , Cu , Aizat semua) hmm , yea that's it for today :-
Until next time , you know you love me . xoxo ..
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Shisha
A shisha business . This is Wan and Azali's Shisha business .
Place : Mango (near Taylor College) Ask for direction please .
Price : -
Big bong - RM 12
Big bong plus Milk - RM 14
Small bong - RM 10
Small bong plus Milk - RM 12
Flavor : There's a lot of flavor . You name it . :)
Time : They open from 9pm - 3am (they will extend their time due to the respond of people who come)
Just go there and ask for Shisha . Trust me , Wan's Shisha is the BEST ! The asap is like superb! :)
So yea , I'm promoting their business . Do go there yea . You won't regret it . :D
Place : Mango (near Taylor College) Ask for direction please .
Price : -
Big bong - RM 12
Big bong plus Milk - RM 14
Small bong - RM 10
Small bong plus Milk - RM 12
Flavor : There's a lot of flavor . You name it . :)
Time : They open from 9pm - 3am (they will extend their time due to the respond of people who come)
Just go there and ask for Shisha . Trust me , Wan's Shisha is the BEST ! The asap is like superb! :)
So yea , I'm promoting their business . Do go there yea . You won't regret it . :D
Fathers day and Tok ma's birthday
Okay , I didn't update about Father's Day celebration yet . Well here goes . Basically on Sunday , I woke up quite early la . HAHA , Then I washed the cars with my eldest sister . Then around lunch time we went to The Curve . Well , I was moody before we went BECAUSE , I didn't have any shoes to wear . My palm shoes dah koyak . So I wore my snickers which I bought at Hong Kong 2 years ago ? Damn it was too tight you know ! So Daddy didn't want to buy me a new shoes at first because I asked for a converse shoes but then he said it was too expensive . So yea, when we reached The curve , I saw this one pair of shoe , it was something like a Converse shoe . It's only RM60+ but then there was a 50% discount , so the shoe was only like Rm29.90? Damn cheap right !? So yea , Daddy bought me that shoes . I like . It's green-ish . :)
Well , then while at the curve we were also looking for my Tok Ma's birthday present and also Tok pa and Atok father's Day gift . So yea we bought Tok Ma a baju . I don't know la , Mummy and Ayom choose it . Then we bought Shirts for Tok Pa and Atok . It was nice nice nice :) Well , then around 5.30pm I think we went back home .
Then when we reached home , we all got ready to go out for dinner with my Mom's side family at Sheraton Subang . So yea we were the first to arrived . Like duh ! We live just like 15min away ? HAHA , but anyway , there was no kids except Ayom , Ikram , Angah , Khaleesa and I . :) The others are the adults . People who came :-
Mummy , Daddy , Ayom , Angah and I
Tok ma , Tok pa
Mack , Mak lala
Mak Choo , Uncle Zaidan , Khaleesa
Mood
Mama , Ikram
Tok Mummy , and husband
It was seriously fun . I miss hanging out with them . So yea , we just laughed laughed laughed and LAUGHED ! :D It was seriously awesome . Ikram was a father and Ayom was a mother . HAHA , it's more of a inside joke though . hHAHA . It's been a while since we last hang out ALL together . BUT guess what ! Mummy is planning a holiday trip for ALL of us this coming holiday in August for Ikram since he's going away to UK in September ? So yea , can't wait for the holidays but I truly will miss you Ikram ! But you promised me ! You have to pick me up from school atleast once before you go . :)
There's some picture I took with Khaleesa. :) Will post it once I get it from her . Oh we also celebrated Tok Ma's birthday on that day too since her birthday is the next day . :) So yea .
Monday , 16th June .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOK MA ! I'm so so sorry I didn't call you due to the tired-ness and lots of homework that I needed to do . So yea, I've wish you the day before . So yea . HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! I love you so much and I hope you'll live to see me get married and better have cicit ! hehehe :) Love you loads !
Well , then while at the curve we were also looking for my Tok Ma's birthday present and also Tok pa and Atok father's Day gift . So yea we bought Tok Ma a baju . I don't know la , Mummy and Ayom choose it . Then we bought Shirts for Tok Pa and Atok . It was nice nice nice :) Well , then around 5.30pm I think we went back home .
Then when we reached home , we all got ready to go out for dinner with my Mom's side family at Sheraton Subang . So yea we were the first to arrived . Like duh ! We live just like 15min away ? HAHA , but anyway , there was no kids except Ayom , Ikram , Angah , Khaleesa and I . :) The others are the adults . People who came :-
Mummy , Daddy , Ayom , Angah and I
Tok ma , Tok pa
Mack , Mak lala
Mak Choo , Uncle Zaidan , Khaleesa
Mood
Mama , Ikram
Tok Mummy , and husband
It was seriously fun . I miss hanging out with them . So yea , we just laughed laughed laughed and LAUGHED ! :D It was seriously awesome . Ikram was a father and Ayom was a mother . HAHA , it's more of a inside joke though . hHAHA . It's been a while since we last hang out ALL together . BUT guess what ! Mummy is planning a holiday trip for ALL of us this coming holiday in August for Ikram since he's going away to UK in September ? So yea , can't wait for the holidays but I truly will miss you Ikram ! But you promised me ! You have to pick me up from school atleast once before you go . :)
There's some picture I took with Khaleesa. :) Will post it once I get it from her . Oh we also celebrated Tok Ma's birthday on that day too since her birthday is the next day . :) So yea .
HAPPY FATHERS DAY to all fathers in the world
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------And most importantly , Happy fathers Day to you DADDY ! I love you so so much ! Sorry for not giving any gift (No budget la. hehe) But all I wan to say is , I'm proud and thankful that I have a loving father just like you . I love you ALWAYS and FOREVER ! Thanks for everything .
Monday , 16th June .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOK MA ! I'm so so sorry I didn't call you due to the tired-ness and lots of homework that I needed to do . So yea, I've wish you the day before . So yea . HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! I love you so much and I hope you'll live to see me get married and better have cicit ! hehehe :) Love you loads !
Monday, June 16, 2008
I need inspiration .
Yeap , I need inspiration to blog . I have a lot in my mind right now and I just can't think . Well , basically there's tons of things in my mind and I need to get them out because it's making me moody , hot tempered , and being all emotional . So here goes my story .
Firstly , I feel bad for making the wrong decision before this . I mean being in a relationship with someone whom I know I'm not ready for . Well , then to know that he actually is not ready too . Basically , I'm not sure if he truly wasn't ready or just to cover the sadness in his heart . And now , we barely talk or even making any eye contact . So yea , that's one thing that is on my mind . And by typing it here , somehow , I don't really feel relieved .
Secondly , I have made someone close fight because of a misunderstanding . Well , I didn't realized I did that . I just realized after that one person told me why she fought with the other person . So basically , I feel bad you know but I'm trying to clear that person whom is innocent . I'm sorry syg . But what I told my pet brother is not wrong right ? Because I told him those things because it's true . Not because I made it up . But anyway , I hope by tomorrow everything will be fine . I'll try to clear your name so that you and her can be close as normal . I do not mind if she wants to marah me , because what I did is what I knew . So yea .
Thirdly , this is sort of personal . No one knows except for one person . But I don't intend on writing it here . So yea , this is very personal . So once , I feel that it's no longer personal , I'll post it up here . I hope you guy understand .
But whatever it is , those are some of the things that are going up spinning in my mind . There's lots more but I just don't feel like typing it all here . So yea , I'll update about my Fathers Day celebration later . I'm too tired to update bout that . Am too sleepy . So yea , I'll go take a nap and I'll update about it later yea . :)
Firstly , I feel bad for making the wrong decision before this . I mean being in a relationship with someone whom I know I'm not ready for . Well , then to know that he actually is not ready too . Basically , I'm not sure if he truly wasn't ready or just to cover the sadness in his heart . And now , we barely talk or even making any eye contact . So yea , that's one thing that is on my mind . And by typing it here , somehow , I don't really feel relieved .
Secondly , I have made someone close fight because of a misunderstanding . Well , I didn't realized I did that . I just realized after that one person told me why she fought with the other person . So basically , I feel bad you know but I'm trying to clear that person whom is innocent . I'm sorry syg . But what I told my pet brother is not wrong right ? Because I told him those things because it's true . Not because I made it up . But anyway , I hope by tomorrow everything will be fine . I'll try to clear your name so that you and her can be close as normal . I do not mind if she wants to marah me , because what I did is what I knew . So yea .
Thirdly , this is sort of personal . No one knows except for one person . But I don't intend on writing it here . So yea , this is very personal . So once , I feel that it's no longer personal , I'll post it up here . I hope you guy understand .
But whatever it is , those are some of the things that are going up spinning in my mind . There's lots more but I just don't feel like typing it all here . So yea , I'll update about my Fathers Day celebration later . I'm too tired to update bout that . Am too sleepy . So yea , I'll go take a nap and I'll update about it later yea . :)
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Days
Okay , lets see. I haven't been updating my blog lately . I mean , I update it but not like really really update it . I don't really give out the details right ? alaa , paham2 ah . but anyway , I wanna tell you bout my weekend ( friday and saturday ) . Here goes the story .
Well , it was Friday the 13th . So Tiqot had planned something last month that we should ALL hang out and just ... HANG OUT ? hahah , anyway , I went to Taipan at 3.30pm . Had a late lunch with my siblings and mom . They ate la . Mummy and I just watch cause we've already eat . Then met Fajran bla3 .. I think I've update bout the time we were at Taipan , right ?
Then , that night , Tiqot , Qairul , Fajran , Yudesh , Kai Yuen , and ramai lagi went to Carlos . We hang out , shisha . I met AHBEAR ! :) rinduuuu! Then , I told him the story bout me and you know who from A to Z . Then he as a big brother to me gave me advices that I really really needed . Then I all just hang out and talk . laugh laugh laugh . haha , it was seriously fun . We should do it often . Well then , I went back home around 10.40pm. Mummy picked me up .
Okay , here's the story of Saturday the 14th . I woke up at 9am . Tiqot , her mom and her sis picked me up . Then we went to Melur . Met Fajran there . Then we went to The Curve. hmm . Then we walked and then Tiqot and Fajran played Pool . hahahah! Fajran is quite good in it . But tiqot ? hahahahha! ;p Well , then we watch movie . Kungfu Panda . :D hahaha , that movie is ohsoCUTE ! Then the movie finished at around 2.30pm ? Then we went to Big Apple . haha , Then balik . OH! before the movie , Tiqot Fajran and i went to take pictures at the sticker booth . hahaha , SUMPAH FUNNY gila that time . But it was seriously FUN ! :) First time we hang out just the 3 of us . :')
Then I reached home around 4.30pm. My family and I had late lunch . Then we just talk and talk . Somehow it was fun . hehe , but it's normal. we always do that . ahah! Then at 5.30pm ALL of us slept . HAHA ! we were all too tired . Daddy slept in the room. So did angah and ayom . Mummy and I slept downstairs . They all woke up I don't know what time . ahhah , but I woke up at 7.25 pm. haha
Then , at 7.50pm , Mummy , Daddy , Ayom and I went to Anjung Merah II with my grandparents (Father's side) for a early fathers day celebration because we're not free during fathers day . So yea, we ate and just talk . OH! Ayom made a new friend . hahaha! A 5 year old girl . She's so CUTE and ADORABLE ! :) Well , then at 10 pm Daddy and Mummy send Ayom and I to Carlos . haha! It was seriously fun you know . NOT ! hahah , okay I was being sarcastic bout the Carlos fun part . haha , it was kinda boring . Because it was just the 2 of us and we just hang out for like an hour ? haha , then the part where we went back home is the funny part . But I can't type it here due to certain reasons . So , If you're too desperate to know , ask me in person k . hahahah! ;p
Well now , I'm here doing this . hahah! OH! Most of my friends now have blogs . haha , cool ah? ;p Anyway , it's already 1.33am . And I have to wake up early to wash the cars . Then tomorrow , well actually today , we're going out for dinner at Sheraton Subang with my mothers side . :) Can't wait . But then , the next day is school . haih , boring . BUT ! I get to see TASHA ! yeaaaay ! :D Oh, I'll post the pictures from The curve once I've upload it up to my laptop aite . Tiqot and Fajran , SABAR ! hahahah ;p
So yea,
till next time . You know you love me , xoxo ..
Well , it was Friday the 13th . So Tiqot had planned something last month that we should ALL hang out and just ... HANG OUT ? hahah , anyway , I went to Taipan at 3.30pm . Had a late lunch with my siblings and mom . They ate la . Mummy and I just watch cause we've already eat . Then met Fajran bla3 .. I think I've update bout the time we were at Taipan , right ?
Then , that night , Tiqot , Qairul , Fajran , Yudesh , Kai Yuen , and ramai lagi went to Carlos . We hang out , shisha . I met AHBEAR ! :) rinduuuu! Then , I told him the story bout me and you know who from A to Z . Then he as a big brother to me gave me advices that I really really needed . Then I all just hang out and talk . laugh laugh laugh . haha , it was seriously fun . We should do it often . Well then , I went back home around 10.40pm. Mummy picked me up .
Okay , here's the story of Saturday the 14th . I woke up at 9am . Tiqot , her mom and her sis picked me up . Then we went to Melur . Met Fajran there . Then we went to The Curve. hmm . Then we walked and then Tiqot and Fajran played Pool . hahahah! Fajran is quite good in it . But tiqot ? hahahahha! ;p Well , then we watch movie . Kungfu Panda . :D hahaha , that movie is ohsoCUTE ! Then the movie finished at around 2.30pm ? Then we went to Big Apple . haha , Then balik . OH! before the movie , Tiqot Fajran and i went to take pictures at the sticker booth . hahaha , SUMPAH FUNNY gila that time . But it was seriously FUN ! :) First time we hang out just the 3 of us . :')
Then I reached home around 4.30pm. My family and I had late lunch . Then we just talk and talk . Somehow it was fun . hehe , but it's normal. we always do that . ahah! Then at 5.30pm ALL of us slept . HAHA ! we were all too tired . Daddy slept in the room. So did angah and ayom . Mummy and I slept downstairs . They all woke up I don't know what time . ahhah , but I woke up at 7.25 pm. haha
Then , at 7.50pm , Mummy , Daddy , Ayom and I went to Anjung Merah II with my grandparents (Father's side) for a early fathers day celebration because we're not free during fathers day . So yea, we ate and just talk . OH! Ayom made a new friend . hahaha! A 5 year old girl . She's so CUTE and ADORABLE ! :) Well , then at 10 pm Daddy and Mummy send Ayom and I to Carlos . haha! It was seriously fun you know . NOT ! hahah , okay I was being sarcastic bout the Carlos fun part . haha , it was kinda boring . Because it was just the 2 of us and we just hang out for like an hour ? haha , then the part where we went back home is the funny part . But I can't type it here due to certain reasons . So , If you're too desperate to know , ask me in person k . hahahah! ;p
Well now , I'm here doing this . hahah! OH! Most of my friends now have blogs . haha , cool ah? ;p Anyway , it's already 1.33am . And I have to wake up early to wash the cars . Then tomorrow , well actually today , we're going out for dinner at Sheraton Subang with my mothers side . :) Can't wait . But then , the next day is school . haih , boring . BUT ! I get to see TASHA ! yeaaaay ! :D Oh, I'll post the pictures from The curve once I've upload it up to my laptop aite . Tiqot and Fajran , SABAR ! hahahah ;p
So yea,
till next time . You know you love me , xoxo ..
Friday, June 13, 2008
Boring .
There's nothing much for me to blog and I know I haven't been blogging for few days . Well , it's because , there's NOTHING TO SAY ! hahaha . But TASHA'S BACK !! Yeay ! I miss her so so so much and and I'm seeing Khaleesa this Sunday for dinner . DOUBLE YEAY! hahahah . I miss them so much man ! Only God knows .
Anyway , I was on diet and I still am . But I don't think I can survive not eating rice for 1 whole month . So I decided to make a new diet plan . I only eat rice once a day and only A LIL ! So either I eat rice for lunch or dinner la . And I go to the sauna everyday for half an hour . Trust me ! I feel good even though some of my friends said I didn't loose any weight pon . But just sabar la ! Baru berapa hari . hahha!
So , yea . I still am on a diet . Anyway , I went to Taipan Mc'd today . (Damn long since I went there with my friends) Well , at first I went to Sunway College with Mummy to pick up my sisters . Then we went lunch at Korean BBQ . I didn't eat because I've ate at home . Then , I went to Mc'd with Fajran , Helmi , Qairul , Yudesh , Fero , Fero's sister and others la . I went back home around 5.55pm . hahah! Because I'm planning to go out again tonight so have to balik awal la right .
So yea , am going to Carlos tonight with Tiqot Qairul and others . Hopefully , I'll have fun . Much more fun then I had just now . hahahaha , I've been kinda stress out lately so yea . I wanna just have fun and be FREE ! :)
Till next time , you know you love me . xoxo ..
Anyway , I was on diet and I still am . But I don't think I can survive not eating rice for 1 whole month . So I decided to make a new diet plan . I only eat rice once a day and only A LIL ! So either I eat rice for lunch or dinner la . And I go to the sauna everyday for half an hour . Trust me ! I feel good even though some of my friends said I didn't loose any weight pon . But just sabar la ! Baru berapa hari . hahha!
So , yea . I still am on a diet . Anyway , I went to Taipan Mc'd today . (Damn long since I went there with my friends) Well , at first I went to Sunway College with Mummy to pick up my sisters . Then we went lunch at Korean BBQ . I didn't eat because I've ate at home . Then , I went to Mc'd with Fajran , Helmi , Qairul , Yudesh , Fero , Fero's sister and others la . I went back home around 5.55pm . hahah! Because I'm planning to go out again tonight so have to balik awal la right .
So yea , am going to Carlos tonight with Tiqot Qairul and others . Hopefully , I'll have fun . Much more fun then I had just now . hahahaha , I've been kinda stress out lately so yea . I wanna just have fun and be FREE ! :)
Till next time , you know you love me . xoxo ..
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Didn't go to school today
Today I didn't go to school because I woke up late . At first , I woke up at 6.45am and I replied Wei Ling's message . Then I decided to sleep for another 5 minutes but then I ended up sleeping until 11 something . hahaha , but who cares , Mummy pon tak marah . But then I feel guilty la didn't go to school because it's only like the 2nd day of school after holidays you know . But WHATEVER . hahaha .
Anyway , nothing much happened today . I woke up then I online for a while . Then I went into the Sauna . :) hehehe , I didn't eat much . Just a lil but sadly I'm HUNGRY NOW ! :( But WHATEVER ! hahaha . Well , then I chatted with Tiqot for a while . hahaaha , I have no idea what to blog now . Oh, I finished my History chapter 4 notes . I have 1 chapter to go . I'm sure Pn.Noraini's gonna check our notes tomorrow . So i better get to it .
Until next time , You know you love me . xoxo ..
Anyway , nothing much happened today . I woke up then I online for a while . Then I went into the Sauna . :) hehehe , I didn't eat much . Just a lil but sadly I'm HUNGRY NOW ! :( But WHATEVER ! hahaha . Well , then I chatted with Tiqot for a while . hahaaha , I have no idea what to blog now . Oh, I finished my History chapter 4 notes . I have 1 chapter to go . I'm sure Pn.Noraini's gonna check our notes tomorrow . So i better get to it .
Until next time , You know you love me . xoxo ..
Surveys
Tagged by Tiqot,
Do you love the person you are sitting next to ?
No one is sitting next to me .
Who did I last kissed ?
hmm , online ?
Tiqot .
Picolo Mondo ?
A friend of mine you all don't need to know.
Not really , but it was okay .
yea , hahaha .
I don't really like to spend my money until i collect it to the amount I wanted . :)
At home ?
Mummy ? Daddy ? Tok ma ? Tok pa ?
hahaha , who doesn't.
Very much indeed . hahha
Yes , few years back .
nope , not right now .
No one . hahaha , not that I can think of now.
Oh apparently , no. I'm glad with what i am and what I have now.
Friends ? Chocolate ? hehe , :)
Nope , never had a picture .
So so.
yes , I'm gonna meet my cousins!
Money ? hehe .
Family and friends .
Eerm , don't know.
YES ! haiih .
Single :)
No one .
Kipas and kotak and dvds
5 including maids room.
nope.
nothing. I'm on a diet .
can't recall .
it's complicating .
Yea . :)
I don't know la. you tell me .
Not really .
Tiqot , Tasha , Teyra, Qairul , Wei Ling , Sha , Araff , Fajran , Radhi , Yudesh . hahaha , you guys describe la sendiri .
till 1 am ?
Not really . haha I'm not so sure.
hmm , Sha ? hehe .
Complicating , tiring , dull .
NOPE ! :(
Oh , I know I am . hahahaha! ;p
more to single for now .
I'm not a betrayer .
errr , I don't like tomatoes .
NOPE ! haha , I love her .
My bed . hahaha , my tilam actually .
Nope . hahaha
TASHA & KHALEESA !
watching Gossip Girls .
Yes , too many to list down .
not really . hahaha
OH I don't think so . I'm not ready .
haa , tatau la.
celebration for Fathers Day and Tok ma's birthday . :) Can't wait !
height ! hahaha ;p
Who do I like ?
Sleeping .
YES ! very much .
aww yea . :)
Not really .
heh ? aha
hahaha ;p err , yeap.
NO! I'm not ready la dumb dumb !
sometimes . hehe
no one .
breaking off with him and knowing that he wasn't even ready to have a relationship :'(
sadly , yea.
nope . my guy best true friends are my brothers . :)
They're the best !
Doing my homework .
hahaha kind of
My mummy , my two cats cassie and siren .
Can't really recall
Moody , confused , frustrated !
Alone .
Many to list down .
none of your business
NO !
school days , mandi . Holidays , depends on my mood .
Yea , most of them .
Rumors :(
too many people .
banyak la !
most of the time is heart broken .
yea .
HIM
not really . If that person cheats on me , HELL NO! cause , once a cheater always a cheater . But if that person lied to me , then it depends .
Who do you want to tag?
Khaleesa , Shar , Shaf , Diha .
Do you love the person you are sitting next to ?
No one is sitting next to me .
Who did I last kissed ?
hmm , online ?
Tiqot .
Picolo Mondo ?
A friend of mine you all don't need to know.
Not really , but it was okay .
yea , hahaha .
I don't really like to spend my money until i collect it to the amount I wanted . :)
At home ?
Mummy ? Daddy ? Tok ma ? Tok pa ?
hahaha , who doesn't.
Very much indeed . hahha
Yes , few years back .
nope , not right now .
No one . hahaha , not that I can think of now.
Oh apparently , no. I'm glad with what i am and what I have now.
Friends ? Chocolate ? hehe , :)
Nope , never had a picture .
So so.
yes , I'm gonna meet my cousins!
Money ? hehe .
Family and friends .
Eerm , don't know.
YES ! haiih .
Single :)
No one .
Kipas and kotak and dvds
5 including maids room.
nope.
nothing. I'm on a diet .
can't recall .
it's complicating .
Yea . :)
I don't know la. you tell me .
Not really .
Tiqot , Tasha , Teyra, Qairul , Wei Ling , Sha , Araff , Fajran , Radhi , Yudesh . hahaha , you guys describe la sendiri .
till 1 am ?
Not really . haha I'm not so sure.
hmm , Sha ? hehe .
Complicating , tiring , dull .
NOPE ! :(
Oh , I know I am . hahahaha! ;p
more to single for now .
I'm not a betrayer .
errr , I don't like tomatoes .
NOPE ! haha , I love her .
My bed . hahaha , my tilam actually .
Nope . hahaha
TASHA & KHALEESA !
watching Gossip Girls .
Yes , too many to list down .
not really . hahaha
OH I don't think so . I'm not ready .
haa , tatau la.
celebration for Fathers Day and Tok ma's birthday . :) Can't wait !
height ! hahaha ;p
Who do I like ?
Sleeping .
YES ! very much .
aww yea . :)
Not really .
heh ? aha
hahaha ;p err , yeap.
NO! I'm not ready la dumb dumb !
sometimes . hehe
no one .
breaking off with him and knowing that he wasn't even ready to have a relationship :'(
sadly , yea.
nope . my guy best true friends are my brothers . :)
They're the best !
Doing my homework .
hahaha kind of
My mummy , my two cats cassie and siren .
Can't really recall
Moody , confused , frustrated !
Alone .
Many to list down .
none of your business
NO !
school days , mandi . Holidays , depends on my mood .
Yea , most of them .
Rumors :(
too many people .
banyak la !
most of the time is heart broken .
yea .
HIM
not really . If that person cheats on me , HELL NO! cause , once a cheater always a cheater . But if that person lied to me , then it depends .
Who do you want to tag?
Khaleesa , Shar , Shaf , Diha .
Monday, June 9, 2008
That feeling , I hate .
Yep , i hate to have this feeling . It's not my 1st time . It's my 2nd time . And trust me , this time is WORST . haih . I don't want to hurt your feelings and I don't intend to do it anyway . I don't regret getting together with you but I don't want to hurt you and I do not want to hurt myself again too . I'm only thinking of what's best for both , you and me . And I'm not only thinking about my happiness . I don't mind getting hurt because I'm used to it , but I know and totally know that you're not used to it . I'm sorry if I'm the worst girlfriend ever but trust me , sooner or later you'll thank me for making it over now rather then later . Because I can bet you that you deserve someone better . You deserve to be treated right . Trust me . I've said once that I can't promise you my heart/love but I can promise you I'll try . And guess what , I've tried my best and seriously my very best . But i don't think it will work out .
I don't like to be in a relationship where I know it won't last long . I mean , I know everything is in God's hand . But I know if I have this feeling , it wont last long . I've been through it and I don't say myself a PRO in this kind of situation but I can say I have experience in this moment . I seriously want to be friends with you . Friends like how I am with other guys . I want to be like that with you whom I can tell everything to but I just know that if we're together , I won't be able to be myself . Because I'm not sure of my feelings . Get it ? Who cares if you bloggers do not understand what I mean , as long as I myself understand .
Well , I hope and I wish things wont change between us (although I know that it will) But I just hope that it wont . because I truly care about you . I can't say that I love you but I can say that I care about you . But I just don't know what to do now other than just saying it to you . but i don't want you to hate me as I will feel guilty of what I did . But trust me , my dear this is the best thing to do right now . Like what people always say , If we are meant to be together , then some day we WILL be together . It's just the matter of time . and I just hope you understand that because I totally agree with that . If we are meant for each other , we will someday . Maybe not now or some time soon , but who knows we'll be together some time in the future , right ? I just hope you'll understand .
I can say that , you are a great guy and a girl would be really really lucky to have you as their boyfriend , but I guess it's just not me . Maybe it's karma ? I don't know . but what I know is , I CARE ABOUT YOU and I don't want you to hate me as I don't hate you in any way . In fact , I do like you but maybe its just a crushcrushcrush ? who knows right . Only God knows because I myself do not know what my feelings are right now . :( I'm too tired being like this . AGAIN ! I had my freedom for almost 9 months but I didn't know that I'll miss those days , those freedom so badly . I'm not saying I'm bored here , but I'm saying that I just care about you too much that's why I HAVE to break it off .
Trust me , it's not about other guys nor about what others think . But it's because of what I think . I'm happy , yes . But not as much as how I was having the freedom before we met . Sorry , I know that's kinda harsh but it's the truth . And I don't like to lie nor to be lied to . I've been lying to myself for quite some time , and I'm done with that . I don't want to lie again . I've had enough . I'm sorry . But trust me , all I can say it , don't be sad , I should be the one who's sad , because it's my lost to lose you . You don't lose a single thing because I'm not even a good person , to tell you the truth . I know you are and that why I said it's my lost and not yours .
Gosh ! I seriously cried doing this blog . But anyway , I hope you understand (it's not like you even read this , but who knows . you might read it someday) So yea, I hope you understand my situation . I have lots in my mind and trust me , i have to get things screwed back together first before I can do any serious relationship . I'm sorry .
To all you bloggers , do give comments on what you think I'm doing is right or wrong .
I don't like to be in a relationship where I know it won't last long . I mean , I know everything is in God's hand . But I know if I have this feeling , it wont last long . I've been through it and I don't say myself a PRO in this kind of situation but I can say I have experience in this moment . I seriously want to be friends with you . Friends like how I am with other guys . I want to be like that with you whom I can tell everything to but I just know that if we're together , I won't be able to be myself . Because I'm not sure of my feelings . Get it ? Who cares if you bloggers do not understand what I mean , as long as I myself understand .
Well , I hope and I wish things wont change between us (although I know that it will) But I just hope that it wont . because I truly care about you . I can't say that I love you but I can say that I care about you . But I just don't know what to do now other than just saying it to you . but i don't want you to hate me as I will feel guilty of what I did . But trust me , my dear this is the best thing to do right now . Like what people always say , If we are meant to be together , then some day we WILL be together . It's just the matter of time . and I just hope you understand that because I totally agree with that . If we are meant for each other , we will someday . Maybe not now or some time soon , but who knows we'll be together some time in the future , right ? I just hope you'll understand .
I can say that , you are a great guy and a girl would be really really lucky to have you as their boyfriend , but I guess it's just not me . Maybe it's karma ? I don't know . but what I know is , I CARE ABOUT YOU and I don't want you to hate me as I don't hate you in any way . In fact , I do like you but maybe its just a crushcrushcrush ? who knows right . Only God knows because I myself do not know what my feelings are right now . :( I'm too tired being like this . AGAIN ! I had my freedom for almost 9 months but I didn't know that I'll miss those days , those freedom so badly . I'm not saying I'm bored here , but I'm saying that I just care about you too much that's why I HAVE to break it off .
Trust me , it's not about other guys nor about what others think . But it's because of what I think . I'm happy , yes . But not as much as how I was having the freedom before we met . Sorry , I know that's kinda harsh but it's the truth . And I don't like to lie nor to be lied to . I've been lying to myself for quite some time , and I'm done with that . I don't want to lie again . I've had enough . I'm sorry . But trust me , all I can say it , don't be sad , I should be the one who's sad , because it's my lost to lose you . You don't lose a single thing because I'm not even a good person , to tell you the truth . I know you are and that why I said it's my lost and not yours .
Gosh ! I seriously cried doing this blog . But anyway , I hope you understand (it's not like you even read this , but who knows . you might read it someday) So yea, I hope you understand my situation . I have lots in my mind and trust me , i have to get things screwed back together first before I can do any serious relationship . I'm sorry .
To all you bloggers , do give comments on what you think I'm doing is right or wrong .
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