And it's true that I love, and it's true you're the only one :)

Hey peeps! Sorry for not updating this dull blog. Been really busy lately. Well, I'mma update about my week aite? :)

Monday 21st Dec
- Mummy and I picked Azrin up at the Ktm. Went to Subang Parade for lunch. Then, mummy sent us to Sunway Pyramid. Hang out, met Helmi, Zaf, Hisyam, Fana, Sue & Syzwn. Had a great day with the boyfriend. We were suppose to celebrate our 3 month anniversary just the two of us, but our friends came. Hehe, it's okay though. Sent sayang to Kelana Jaya station. Had a wonderful day with him :D

Tuesday 22nd Dec
- Had lunch with Teyra. It's been a while since we last hang out. Had lunch at Strawberry Fields. It was great catching up with her. Hang out from 2pm - 5pm. At night, went to Food Garden taipan with the sisters. That's practically it.

Wednesday 23rd Dec
- First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIFDI! :D Alright, continue. Went to KLCC with Mum and sisters for lunch. Met up with Daddy there. It was too packed so we headed off to Pavilion to meet up with the boyfriend :) Went to see him work, then we walked for a while. Went to the food court for sayang's break. Then we walked around. Sayang went back to work at 4pm, my family and I went back home at 430pm.

Reached home at 645pm. Took my shower and headed off for rehearsal at Aswara. Sayang followed :D hee, sorry syg for being a burden and thanks for the support. I love you! :D Rehearsal ended at 10pm. Mum, Azrin and myself went to Wangsamaju :) hehe. Had dinner first with them. And sent sayang back home.

Thursday 24th Dec ; Today
- Had rehearsal just now at Putrajaya for Sehati Berdansa final. Rehearsal was from 1pm - 4pm. It was seriously tiring but fun :) Oh btw, Congrats to Lydia & Vernon for your great results in PMR :) Siti, Alfred and I were a bit worried for our SPM results next year :\ Got home ate my late lunch and now I'm here. hehe

Tomorrow will be the full dress rehearsal. It's from 230pm - late night. Saturday is the big day. I'm nervous and excited! Hehe, I guess that's it for now.

Bye bye!

P/s : sorry no picture. Am using dad's laptop :)

Dear bestfriend,

I know school's ending, life's changing, but i seriously hope that our friendship is not ending. It just hit me knowing that, we rarely hang out lately, we rarely talk, we rarely update each other about our lifes. I know, we have our own lifes right now but i seriously miss my bestfriend. I had a memory flash just a few seconds ago. I remembered when we used to hang out like everyday, we talk, we laugh. You were there when I was down. We were there for each other doing everything together.

What we've been through, is what I want to keep. I just hate the fact knowing that school's ending cause I know we'll be a part. Though i have a boyfriend and so do you, at times, I need my bestfriend. I need to talk to you, laugh with you, cry to you. Get what I mean? I just need you, my dearly bestfriend. I know I know, I'm being all mushy and sentimental, but heck (!) this is what I'm feeling right now. I'm just a girl who is missing her bestfriend.

Whom I've always done everything together with. I miss us. I miss the times when I was bored, down, or sad, I texted you and yea you accomponied me till I feel okay. Or the times when you were up late at night afraid or bored then you texted me. Get what I mean? I know all of you know that my bestfriend is girl. So just to make the facts clear, I'm not a lesbian aight. I have a boyfriend and I love him. (takut korang fikir lain la pulak kan haha)

Anyway, enough said. I just hope the friendship we've had for 2 years, wont stop here. I've made a promise once that even if I have a new life, that life would include the people I love. And yes, you are in it. Our 2 other girls are in it too. My loser boyfriend is in it too and of course the family la kan. Double Duh! So, yea. That's it for now. I've learned that, those people I'm afraid of losing are the people that I have made the decision that I want them in my life forever. Haa, get it? haha. Go figure if you don't!

Bye peeps!

Happy birthday my one and only Sue Hani :)

SHOUT OUT!

Happy 17th birthday Suraya Hani (!)

baru turn 17 ey? Next month I 18. dah legal. HAHA, I love you sue gila! Putting a side all the fights we've had, I still do love you no matter what!

I know you had a simple birthday , but we'll celebrate it after SPM k. Just a few days away sue. Hang in there! I love you!

P/s : Sorry, post ni delayed. hehe, but you know I love you right sue? :D

Grow up and stop being immature

God, haih. There's this girl who is (trying to find the right word, but can't seem to find it) haih. I mean, come on la dear. You have a boyfriend but yet you're going crazy about your past lover which is my boyfriend. FYI, I'm NOT jealous. I'm just thinking about my beloved bestfriend who is your CURRENT BOYFRIED and I am also concerned about MY boyfriend. So, please dear. If you have a heart, think about your boyfriends feeling. He loves you, he really does cause I know, but then you're hurting him badly here dear. Don't just think about your feelings.

About your past with my boyfriend, there's a saying which is past is past. So just forget about it. Hey babe, it's not that I don't want you to be friends with my boyfriend, I don't mind seriously. But with your attitude and character like this, I'm reconsidering it. And just so you know, MY boyfriend didn't sent to me all the quotes or poems that you wrote for him. All he did was just gave me a song which you gave him. ONE song. That's it. I don't know la.

I think you're a nice person, i seriously do think so. But, hey! Stop being childish please. If you're acting this way and you don't change, I'm sorry but you'll gonna get it some day in the future. I don't hate you, but i dislike your attitude. Attitude which you have a boyfriend but you're blogging about my boyfriend saying oh you loved him and sort. Babe, if you tell your boyfriend that you love him, but you don't mean it, i suggest you stop! Cause your boyfriend which is my bestfriend, he loves you with all his heart. So don't hurt him if you don't love him. Don't just say you love him but deep down in your heart you know you love someone else. Please, that's pathetic.

Don't get me wrong, I don't wanna fight. I wanna get things straight. Your boyfriend loves you okay dear. I know that because he always talk about it, talk about loving you. So please, think about him. And about your past with my boyfriend, well, that's the past right dear? So, just get over it please.

P/s : I'm not trying to get into a fight. I'm just blogging about what I feel & i just wanna get things straight. So yea.

She said I don't deserve him.

The title says it all. I found out about something, and yea it makes me think. Should I just let it be and go on with my life or should I settle it? Khai & Azrin said, don't just keep the feelings cause sooner or later, it will burssstttt. haha Hmmm. To be honest, I'm kinda disappointed knowing X (bukan nama sebenar) said that. Haih, this is life right? hmm. If you think I don't deserve him, wey berani kan diri la cakap depan depan. Jangan setakat cakap dekat orang lain. Ini ada kena mengena dengan perasaan kot. Sakit gila wey! haha (kalau dah bengang memang post it Bm la kan) haha

Enough about that. Today, 28th Oct '09, I HAD A GREAT DAY. A WONDERFUL DAY. A SPECIAL DAY. A MEMORABLE DAY. :) hehe I don't think imma update bout it. But I just wanna say, i love you and thanks for everything baby :) And to Teyra & especially Rifdi and Khai, thanks a lot for today. You guys have helped us so much today. Being the transporter hahaha making today a wonderful day for us. heee, terima kasih doh! sayang korang. Including Azrin baby! :) haha

Enough, I'm tired. I want to sleeeeeep hehe today woke up at 7am wey. haha, mengantok dah. Tomorrow have to wake up early again pfft. Damn you PLKN. hahahah :p Night everyone!

Wanna know a story?

Yes? Wait till tomorrow k? hahaha, i'm not in the mood to blog cause I feel really tired. My body's aching, my head's spinning. HAHA, I can't even focus to study. So, am taking a few hours break from studying. BYE! I'll TRY to update tomorrow.

Pictures says it all.

I'm super lazy to update this dull blog of mine. So, I'm just gonna post some of the photos during the Raya open houses & also Tasha's surprise 17th birthday celebration. :)

enjoy!

Photos :

Aleef's open house

After Aleef's open house we went to Sue's. Pictures with Qairul. Then from Sue's we went to Shahrul. We didn't take any picture from Shahrul's house.

Teyra's open house

Imran's open house. More picture with Imran. :)

Finally, we (the girls) planned a surprise belated birthday for Tasha. :) It was a small gathering since we respect her mom's decisions :)

We went to her house at 2pm to prepare all the stuff. Tasha& her mom were out.

This is before she came.

SURPRISE! :)

Then, the girls went to Sunway Pyramid. Wanted to go to Ampsquare but it was freakingly expensive. So decided to go to RedBox but screw that lady! I dislike you! So, we just hang out at starbucks and went to Starcafe after that.

That's all, hope you liked the surprise tasha :) And since tomorrow is the 20th, Raya's over! Thanks to everyone who invited me to their open house and sorry to those who's house I can't make it.

Oh oh, tomorrow is THE day :) 20th oct. One month baby! :)

:)

Will update later :) Bye bye. Off to sleep and it's what, 146PM. haha :p

Washed out dream

They said, my dream was just an imagination, my dream was never gonna come true, they stopped me from following my dream. Dreams were washed out. But one day, I'm gonna prove to everyone that my dream is NOT an inagination, it WILL come true and they CAN'T stop me from persuing my dream. and my dream WON'T be washed out.

Those were just what I'm feeling. Anyway, I've been lazy to update my blog. It's not that I don't have the time. I do, but I'm more to TRYING to study and more to facebook :) I do study okay. After a week of self-declared holiday, I went to school on Monday & Tuesday. Monday was a BIG MISTAKE. 5 Fitrah was only myself, Teyra & Yusof. So we studied in the library. Studied account, document. It was satisfying. :)

Got home and slept. Woke up with a body ache. Studied accounts again. Did the document and I got the imbangan duga, imbang. haha. Proud ey? :) On Tuesday, was all ready for accounts but then had Economy paper 1 first. Then after recess was Accounts. It was a BIGGGGGGGGGGG NO NO. I got my imbangan duga to imbang. BUT, my answer was totally different from the smart asses. haha I was furious! Seriously.

Got home, slept the furious away. Wtf? haha, And was not in the mood. BLAME THAT PERSON! Changing plans without telling, what kind of friend are you? haih, nasib baik tengah sabar lagi ni. Today, skipped school. Ergh! I SO WANNA GO FOR THE BEYONCE AUDITION! But sadly, they didn't give the red nor green light. So , i don't know la. So much for supporting me in wanting to be a professional dancer. pfft. -.- whatever lah.

Tomorrow's someone special's birthday! :) hehe, baby im sorry I can't celebrate it with you. I feel guilty but we'll celebrate it after SPM though it's like months away. And don't worry, there are many birthdays to come and we'll celebrate it together k baby? :) You know I love you right.

I'm tired of studying Agama. So taking a break. See, I do study okay! And I DO CARE ABOUT SPM. haih. Oh oh, got some of the pictures from Teyra's open house. Well, pictures from her camera la. From Qairul's camera? Haha, wait la till end of the year confirm baru dapat. :p Oh, I'm listening to this song. I don't know who the singers are, but what I do know it's a friend of my friend. haha, don't know their names. But the song is quite nice.

Dah la, malas nak update panjang panjang & malas nak upload banyak banyak. BYE!

Ramai-ramai.

Helmi gila.

lets continue alright ,

So, yesterday the 6th of oct was my Aunt & Uncle's birthday. MakChoo and Mood. Well, they're both twins. :) Cool huh? Anyway, went to lunch with Mommy, Ayom, Angah, myself, Makchoo, uncle Zaidan, Khaleesa, Shaheera, Mak lala, and Najwa. We went to Delicious in Bangsar. It was seriously fun. We laughed, we took pictures, made fun out of each other. haha, ate A LOOOTTTT! Seriously, I'm going on a diet starting today.

Went back home, change and headed to tuition. Laughed with Rifdi & Teyra including Azrin (he was otp with me though but it was fun.) haha I love you baby. Anyway, back to the story. Got home around 645pm. Helped Angah pack her bags. I know, last minute much. Sara & Syuk came by. We went to the Lcct Airport at 845pm.

Checked in Angah's bags. Walked around, Angah bought a new bag. NOT FAIR! :( hahaha, mengada. We ate, no drink at this place called Chocolate I think. Oh God, it's like heaven on earth. Talked about MY future with Daddy, Mommy, Angah, Ayom, Sara and Syuk. Trying to think of what I wanna do after SPM. Hmm, graphic designing? Performing Arts? I don't know man.

Angah went in at 1115pm :( It was sad, but I didn't cry. In 9 weeks time she'll be back Insyaallah. Oh, Ikram and Mama has gone back to UK too. They went on the 2nd of Oct. Mama will be back in few weeks time, and Ikram will be back in 10 weeks time. yeaaay I can't wait.

Hmm It's already 257am. Baby's asleep :( Hmm, it's okay he's sick. So he SHOULD rest.

Oh I wanna make a shout out to NURUL NATASHA aka TASHA

Happy 17th birthday Tasha!

It's sad that we can't celebrate your birthday together but it's ok. After SPM, we'll celebrate okay? I just wanna say that I'm thankful to have you as my friend. You understand me, you know me well, and I'm glad for that. I miss you everyday but it's okay. We'll hang out everyday after SPM k. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN TASHA! HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY AND MAY ALL YOUR WISH COME TRUE. I love you bestfriend <3

Issues ,

I got issues , but heck I'm tired of thinking about it. Please God, help me through this.

Anyway, sorry for neglecting. I've been kinda busy hanging out with my sisters, studying (right), focusing on my family first :) Raya has been great; open houses and sorts. I've put on weight! Man, time to go on a diet AGAIN :| So, I have actually a lot to update but i'll try to keep it short & simple.

First day Raya pictures :)
(some of it though)

SiblingsDaddy and IDaddy & Mommy :)Ikram & ayom (look at Ikram's face) hahaNajwa, Khaleesa, Babyfara, Farabiha, FaraAyom

Somehow, this year doesn't really feel like Raya to me. I don't know why. But heck, it was still fun. Hmm, what else is there to update?

Oh yea, on Saturday; 3rd of Oct, had many open house to attend. Firstly at 12pm it was my sisters. Then at 430pm, was Aleef's. Went at 5pm I think with Safuan.

Hmm wait, I wanna make it short and simple right, so let me try this. From Aleef's we went to Sue's to Shahrul's. We convoy cars, motors. We laughed, we talked, we screamed. Basically, on that Saturday was fun :)

Sunday? Wasn't really my day. But one thing I was happy about was, I met Azrin aka the boyf. Though it was just for 5 minutes, but heee I love you sayang. Thanks for putting the effort to drop by and thanks for the choc. Though I don't eat choc with nuts in it, but I LOVEEEEEEE YOUUUU for putting effort b. It's the thought that counts right baby? :) That was the only thing I was happy about on that sunday. Other than that, I was practically down. God knows why.

Will continue later

pssst ,

Nak update, tapi malas :) hehe, sorry. Will update once I get my blogging mood. Not really in the mood to do anything. sorry. Bye!

P/s : i love you baby! :)

Why your so obsessed with us. haha

I miss this bitch. I also miss the others. Sue, tasha, azrin, rifdi :)

haha, I didn't know how to start this post. hee. :p So how was your day everyone? Mine was , so-so. woke up, did nothing actually. My maid's back. Yeaaay! No more washing the dishes, no more doing my laundry. hehe I'm soooo happy. I don't have much to update. Today, well actually yesterday since now is already 1.21am. So, yesterday went out for lunch with the family except eldest sister, Ayom but including Sara and Nab. We went to Lake Club.

Got home around 4.30pm? I don't know. Rest for a while at home, then around 6pm, Uncle Mood and his daughters came for Raya since we didn't get the chance to see his kids because they were with their mother. Had the chance to bully Mood. *big big smile* hahaha, since he ALWAYS bully us kids, yesterday, we had the chance to bully him. Oh such a relieve. hahaha Sorry mood, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf zahir & batin. :)

Around 7.30pm, went to Kuala Selangor with the family and Sara to see the firefly. Oh God, it took us about an hour to get there. The roads were like errgggh! Massive headache cause. But when we got there, i was excited. :) Since there were 6 of us, they said one boat or in malay you call it sampan, so one sampan can only fit four people. So, we split into two. Three - three. Dad, Angah and Sara went first, then it was Mom, myself and Ayom. Honestly, I was scared to death cause it was super duper dark.

But the guy who brought us was a 58 year old pakcik. Oh my God, he's so friendly. hahaha, oh the firefly was breath taking. Though it was scary but the place was very peacefully. Like the pakcik said, while we were there looking at the firefly, all our problems are gone but when we get back to the stop, all of our problems will come back. Oh, it's soooo true. I felt what he was saying.

But anyway, it was a fun trip. Headed to some seafood restaurant after that. The service was super slow, the food was not that nice but since we were all hungry, we ate like there's no tomorrow. HAHA, no lah. Went back home around 11.40pm, got home at 12.20am.

Hmmm, i have nothing much to update. I can't sleep. Baby's probably asleep already. hee, sorry for disturbing you while you were sleeping baby. You know I love you and I can't get enough of you. hehe.

Forced him to get off the phone so that he could go to sleep. Im suppose to be asleep too, but I can't ahah. Not sleepy sayang. I said I was going to sleep but it was just a trick so that you'll go to sleep. hehe. Okay, I should stop now.

Night love!

20092009, i love :)

RAYAAAAAAAAA :)

The day that I have been waiting for has come. Hee, Raya raya raya. :) loveeeee it. Especially the date :p 20092009 , Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin to everyone ! :) Sorry for the harsh words or anything that I did that might have offended you guys. zero-zero aight?

Anyway, my raya was fun. heeee, many reason why it was fun. Having fun with the family. Having Mr.Popular in my life :) haha So, my family and I did our usual raya tradition. Went to daddy's side of the family first then mommy's. At mom's side, I had tons of fun. Though I had a massive headache and was bullied by my cousins, sisters and aunt but it was fun. hahaha.

Did our first day raya tradition. The cousins will go out together to Jaya one after Maghrib. But this year, it was only myself, sisters, khaleesa, ikram and his girlfriend. But it was fun. haha. I have no words to describe my raya. It was full of joy, happines, tears, laughter. It was fun.

Second day raya was err, fun too. Went to Negeri 9 with Daddy's side of the family. Honestly, actually i like to balik kampung. haha, I only like the journey but I dislike visiting the houses. ahhaha, kidding! :p It's fun when you have great people around you. My little cousin Faeeq who's 11? God, he's super annoying but he made our day fun. haha.

Well, first and second day raya was superb. :) haih, honestly now I am missing many people. The boyfriend, Teyra, Tasha, Sue, Khaleesa, haih, everyone la. But the first person I mentioned is the one that I miss most lah :( haih 2 month baby.

Pictures are all with Angah, Ikram and others. Will post some of 'em when I'm not lazy. HAHA.

P/s : honey, i'm willing to wait. You name it, 2 month? 2 years? I'll wait. (But jangan la sampai 2 years. I'd probably go crazy by then. hahaha)

Remembering Sunday,

Been sick for few days already. God, I wanna get better before Raya Celebration, please. Have nothing much to update. I have 2 days left of trials. Tomorrow; Maths and Thursday; Add maths. Pfft, boring. Anyway, seriously I have nothing much to update. All that I've been doing lately is hanging out, sitting at home, watching tv, online, phone, chat yada yada. Same old same old routine.

2 month till SPM, haih. Whatever lah.

Countdown :

5 Days till Raya

Angah is coming back in 4 days :)

Countdown

8 days till Raya :)

(Angah is coming back in 7 days)

Am too lazy to update. Will update later :)

I think, I'm falling for you. :)

Hello world! hahaha, been "busy" for the past few days, NOT. hahaha :p I don't feel like blogging, but heck I'm feeling bored right now. :) hehe,

On friday 4th Sept, went for Buka Puasa with the friends. Met Azrin. :) Then, we went to rooftop (tak da kerja) the guys dance, we took picture, hang out yada yada yada. Went back home around 10pm. Oh, on that day, it was a ... hmm, how do I say this, I've been threatened ? Haha, I'm not gonna blog about it. But to th friends who knows about it, if anything happens to me, you know who to look for first right? :) hahaha, bodoh.

Anywaaaay, sunday dance classes is going great. Though it's really tiring dance and fasting, but heck, it's fun. That's what I do :) heee, To Aunty Farah, thanks for inviting me to join your class. It has changed my life at some point :D *happppppy.

I guess that's it for now. Have to study, pfft. I hate exams.

Countdown :

12 days till Raya :)

Just don't make me read history again.

Blerghh, exam was terrible. Yesterday, had Bahasa Melayu 1. We had to do 2 karangan. The first essay was quite bad. I mean, I didn't know if we should right the bad and cause of the topic or what. But the section B was not so bad. I did 500+ words. But somehow, it seems little. :| But anywaaay, while doing the section B essay, my brain suddenly turned blank. I had NO IDEA what to write. So, I took like 15 minutes time off, and berangan kejap. HAHA, while I berangan, I wrote this :-

From the first time we met,
You had me at "hello".
You were the man I dream off meeting,
You took me by surprise.

When we got closer,
I felt the chemistry.
I knew you were the one I want,
The one who can make me smile alone.

Though we got into an argument once,
but that never stopped me from wanting you.
You were always stucked in my heart,
and stucked in my mind.

After so long of not hearing your voice,
you called me by surprise.
I was thankful, I was speechless,
You made me feel happy like there is no tomorrow.

You make my heart beat faster everytime we're in a conversation,
or while making an eye contact.
You took my breath away,
and I can't get you out of my mind.

I wrote that while my brain was out of idea to write about my essay. haha, after I wrote that, I got few ideas for my essay. :)) Goodieeee.

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Today, was history paper 2. It was super sucky! Before recess had few hours to study, so Teyra and I studied like hell. We understood what we learned, but somehow, during the exam, what came out was quite easy, BUTTTTTT, I turned blank and forgot MOST of the answer. I felt like crying. Honestly. I'm so frustrated. haih.

While I was super frustrated about my history paper, teacher said we have 1 hour to go. I was practically done, but most were left empty.

18 days till RAYA :))))

A week has just past.

Holidays is done, and now I have to face my trials AGAIN. Sucks! I can't wait to finish my SPM but it's sad knowing that in a few months, I'm gonna end my school life. I'm pretty sure that when school ends, everything will change. Friends will go their own way. Haih, that's the saddest part. But anyway, I don't want to think about that yet.

So, it has been 10 days of fasting already. Time flies really fast. My one week of holiday was not bad. It was not so fun, not so boring. I'm gonna write about what I remember. hee,

24th of August - had buka puasa with the girls, Tasha Teyra Sue at Strawberry. Then headed to Starcafe with the others.

26th of August - Had tuition at 8.30pm-9.30pm. Hang out with Tasha Teyra and Syidi. Then, headed off to Sunway Pyramid with Tasha & Teyra for a while. We saw a hot guy sitting in front of vincci. Oh my God, he's super hot. :D (lompat sini sana ey tasha teyra?) haha, inside joke. :p

28th of August - had Bm tuition, went for Buka Puasa with Teyra & Rifdi @ Pappa rich. Went to starcafe. Met Tasha syidi and others.

29th of August - Two days in a row : went to Starcafe with Tasha & Teyra. Hang out for a little while only.

30th of August - had dance class at 3.30-5.30pm, it was fun. :) Picked Teyra and Tasha up. Got ready at home, went to Tarbush, Sunway Pyramid for buka puasa with Mom, Dad, Sister, Roger, Tasha & Teyra. It was merdeka eve, so, tasha teyra and I were planning to go for a Karaoke but Amp Square & Red box were too expensive. Texted everyone asked them where they were going. Most were with their family. So, three days in a row, we went to Starcafe. HOW LIFELESS, I know.


31st of August (today) - did nothing. Went to Tokma and Tokpa's. Buka Puasa at home. Feeling really sick. Cough, flu, sakit tekak, pening. Haih.

Tomorrow's a school day. Oh God, help me. TRIALS. Well, am gonna end it here.

Oh, I'm gonna do a countdown on Raya :) weee, can't wait. Angah's coming back for Raya, Ikram's gonna be here too. Oh lets hope it's gonna be fun :))))

20 days to go till Raya :)

P/s : I was speechless. From the first time we met, you had me at hello. Hearing your voice again, I was happy. No words could describe how I felt. No one knows how I felt the moment you called me.

Bring me to a place where there is no trouble.

When something begins, you generally don't know how it's going to end.

When things were starting to be great, it all falls a part. When everything is right, it will turn out wrong. Generally, that's life. Nothing is perfect, nothing is great.

Pfft, ignore this post. It's all emotional stuff.

When I say those 3 words, I mean it. When I say it, automatically, you're part of me. When I say those words, you'll never hear the end of it. Just remember those 3 words means a lot to me. Like I said, when I say it, I really mean it.

The 3 words doesn't just mean I LOVE YOU. It also includes I MISS YOU, I TRUST YOU & I HATE YOU. So, when you hear me say any of those 3 words, just know I meant it. When you ignore my love, you will never hear me say I LOVE YOU anymore. When you ignore me missing your presence, you will never get me to miss you anymore. When you betray my trust, it's something that you'll never get it back (unless, I forgive you). If you say you hate me, I say I HATE YOU MORE!

Don't say I didn't warn you. I told you to ignore this post cause it's an emotional post.

Back to what I wanna say, promises doesn't mean a thing to me if you don't prove it. Sorry doesn't mean a thing to me if you break a promise.

Money doesn't buy my love. I don't care about what a guy can get me. To me, relationship is just about trust, honesty, love, care, being there for each other. There's no money in it. Like I said, money can't buy my love.

Blergh, I'm feeling dizzy right now. Brains are full of thoughts. I need time to think about EVERYTHING. Don't push me, don't rush into things cause it might just go the wrong way. So, give me time to think everything and when I'm ready to say, I'll say.

(Ignore if you readers don't get what I'm blogging about. Like I said, it's an emotional post.)

Lets just say, I'm doing this for fun.

I'm not in the mood of blogging, but for my friends sake, I'll say something.

My dear,

What is chance? To me, chance is that when someone did a mistake, rather big or small, and they got a second chance. Chance is that someone PROMISES NEVER to repeat what they did. In life, there is only second chance. There's no such thing as third fourth or whatsoever. It's just second chance. And when someone does a mistake AFTER given a second chance, then I'll say you're just plain stupid.

So straight to the point, my dear, chance is given after someone has done a mistake (doesn't matter big or small, it's still a mistake) and by getting a second chance, it's to promise NEVER to repeat what they did. FULLSTOP.

Sorry if my words are not in proper English or sorry if you guys don't understand it. ahah, am too hungry to blog. :p

P/s : you should be lucky to be given so many chances, cause dear, what you did to my friend, it's something that should not be forgotten nor forgiven. If it were me, I'm sorry. You'll never hear the end of it. And I'll never give a second chance cause what you did to my friend, I'm disgusted by you. Yes, YOU! Okay dah, malas nak masuk campur. Just defending my two close friends :)

(You know who you are)
No names mentioned, siapa kalau terasa nasib lah okay?

Happy birthday,

Yesterday was 16th of August. And guess who's birthday was it. It was my Cat, CASSIE's birthday! :) ehehe, he's 3 years old in humans year. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY CASSIE! I love you. Although I know you don't understand what I'm writing or even KNOW how to read or use the laptop, but just know that I love you kucing! hahaha :p

It's so weird posting a birthday shout out for my cat. HAHAAH :p

ATTENTION EVERYONE

2 important things I have to tell everyone.

FIRST :-

USJ 13's Band Audition is CANCELED. I repeat, CANCEL. We have some last minute changes. I apologize to everyone. Please, spread the news that the audition is canceled.

SECOND :-

USJ 13's Prom is also CANCELED. To those whom I've told the details about venue Royale Bintang and so on, just forget about it.

USJ 13 committee has decided to organize a SENIOR PROM PARTY. Just wait either myself or Iskandar or the other committee members to submit the information to all of you.

I apologize for the trouble and hope you guys will support the party that USJ 13 is organizing. :)

JUST WAIT FOR THE INFORMATION, aight??

Special shout out !

Well, it's the 5th of August today people and guess whos birthday is it today! It's ATIRAH RAZALLI or also known as Teyra. :) hahaha, so here goes.

2 years of friendship, I thank God for that. We've been through ups and downs, fights, tears, happiness, sorrows and many more. Though it only has been for like 1 year an a half that we've been real close to each other, but I am glad that we're best friends. You're always there for me and that's what I do for you too.

So, here I would just like to say, HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY , TEYRA! You're a year older now. Though you're already 17, but you're still a budak kecik to me. :) You're like a sister I never had. SO, have a great birthday. May God bless you with joy and happiness.

2008, Oldtown Taipan.

2008, Tiqot's house.

2008, on the way to Tasha's surprise birthday.

2008, my sister's BBQ dinner

2009, Master Mind tuition center.

2009, Master Mind tuition center.

2009, Sunway pyramid.

I LOVE YOU TEYRA!