Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Hoping for a change.

Well, it has been 4 days since we last talk. To be honest, I was being all "OKAY" in front of my friends, but deep down inside my heart, I'm hurting, confused, and sad. I seriously don't know what to do. 4 days, 4 days I have not been in my right situation. I tried, but I failed. I surrender. I'll do whatever you want as long as you tell me your reason of doing this. Seriously, I can't think of other things beside this. Haih.

My birthday is in 6 days time. Hmm, I'm not really looking forward about it. Seriously, I'm not. But whatever la. For now, I'll try to calm myself down by making myself busy (even though I know it won't work) and I'll try not to think about him (even though I know it's not gonna happen)

I don't have much to update. That's all for now. BYE!

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