Sorry sorry, TRULY sorry.

Well, I'm so sorry for not updating my blog. It's not that I didn't want to update it. I want to, but I have been really busy for the past week. So, Ikram is back. Met him the other day at Tok Ma's house. He's like gila kurus now. But still the same Ikram. lol. Kinda miss him, but it's good that he's back. But only for few weeks. Anyway, I just wanna let you readers know that, I'll be really busy probably until school starts. I'll be away tomorrow till sunday. Well, 1 day je la. But I probably wont be updating my blog that rarely now.

Okay, I gotta go now. Busy!

OH! Happy 23rd Anniversary to Mummy and Daddy! You both are the best best BEST parents ever. Although, we have our issues sometimes, just know that I do really love the both of you. GREATEST PARENTS EVER!

Busy busy b!

Oh god, I'm so sorry bout not updating my blog. I've been really busy. Well, as promised, I was supposed to update about Khaleesa's BBQ dinner and birthday celebration. So, I'll make it really short because I don't have much time.

So, went to Khaleesa's house in Damansara with the family. The food was really great. My sister brought home made lasagna and one more thing i forgot what it's name. Had a great time. I watched this P.Ramli competition with my grandparents and sister. It was not bad. Took some pictures during the BBQ.

Around 10.30pm maybe the parents went home. Us kids slept over. At sharp 12am we sang the birthday song to Khaleesa. :) Angah, Najwa and I watched tv. We watched the movie Lucky you. Khaleesa slept while we were watching that movie. Ayom and Cheeya slept early. The next morning, woke up around 10am maybe? Got ready to go to Pyramid. Khaleesa's driver sent us there ; Ayom, Angah, myself, Najwa and Khaleesa.

We ate lunch at Italianese. Then, we walked around and bought the movie ticket. Guess what movie did we watch? TWILIGHT. It was my 3rd time. Najwa's 2nd time. Angah's 4th time. and Khaleesa & Ayom's 1st time. It was fun. Well, before the movie, we went to J.co. Played cards. Took pictures. After the movie, we went to Friendster since we have nothing better to do. We played cards, talk and well, talk? lol.

Went back home around 6.30pm maybe? Khaleesa's driver droped my siblings and I home. It was a fun fun day. :) Pictures are still with Khaleesa. Will post some of 'em when I get them.

Till then.

O.M.G

Oh my God! I know I'm supposed to be done with the updates that I've post in one of my post. But, I was really busy for the past week. and I'm gonna be even more busy this week and the coming week. In easy words, I'll be busy till school's start. SERIOUSLY. I haven't been online like really online ; chatting, myspace, fb. But, I'll find the time to update my blogs. I'll update the 2 post by tonight, Insyaallah.

Busy busy bbbbbb!

Lets continue the updates, shall we?

Saturday 13/12

Alright, Ayom planned a BBQ for her friend, Alyz's farewell. So, I invited few friends. Teyra, Tasha and Sue. So, I asked them the night before. Tasha and Sue confirmed! The next day, I mean, on the day, Tasha came to my house early because Ayom was gonna colour Tasha's hair. So, Tasha came at 2.30pm. We talked. I took my shower while Tasha was watching Wild Child. Then, Ayom coloured her hair. But guess what, after 5 times colouring her hair, the colour still COULD NOT be seen. It was frustrating. Then, around 2pm, I called Teyra and asked if she's coming, she said YES. So, a big smile on my face. Complete 4! :)

So, around 7.30pm, Teyra came while I was getting ready. What a coincidence, Teyra and I were wearing blue. While Tasha's was kinda purple but in the pictures it looks like blue. So, we asked Sue to wear blue too. Then, Wan came for our shisha.

Those were the pictures before Sue came. (banyak lagi but malas nak upload)

We forgot to buy Coke, so Wan, Tasha, Teyra and I went to buy coke. Then Sue called saying she has arrived but we LEFT her. lol. It was funny. Anyway, we eat eat eat. Took lots of pictures.

Those were the pictures before the guys came. (banyak lagi, serious! But malas).

We went up to my room and played Tai Tee. I WON like 3 times! :) Then, Teyra invited Yudesh and Sue invited Syazwan to my place. SO, when they came, we went down and shisha while playing cards. :) Angah joined us for a lil while. OH, Tasha asked her Dad if she can sleepover at my place, and he said YES. So, then Teyra asked too and her Mummy said OKAY. Sue? It was kinda complecated, but she slept over at my place too. It was seriously fun. I had a great time. We went out, took lots of pictures, LAUGH like mad people because of YUDESH! yes weh, you made us laugh our ass ooffff! LOL.

There are a few pictures where Desh made us pose which cause us laughing like mad people! (but malas nak post.)

Got back into the house at 1am. We talked for a lil while waiting for Lily to go downstairs. So, Teyra and Sue haven't watch Wild Child, so they watched it in my room. After that, we talked. Oh, the best part was Teyra and Sue switch phone when Sue was talking to Syazwan. So, there's thi one time, so almost fell down the bed and Teyra was talking to syazwan pretending to be Sue. But, when Teyra saw Sue was falling, she said to Syazwan "Sue jatuh katil! Sue jatuh katil!" It was seriously funny! You had to be there to see. HAHA.

So, then Sue was talking to Yudesh pretending to be Syazwan. Then, Sue jumped because Yudesh didn't know it was Sue. Then, when she jumped, she terlanggar this bakul behind her full with books. IT WAS SO FREAKING FUNNY! Sumpah! hahaha. Anyway, Sue forced us to play Hotel 626. She said the ghost are just cantoon like, not real. YEA RIGHT SUE! haha . Teyra and I were sitting infront the laptop. So, the first part was we had to take pictures in the toilet. I mean, if you see anything moving, snap it! So, we did, then the last part it was scary! We snap the picture and the face of the ghost was right at the screen. I scream! Sue laughed. Kurang aja ah kau. HAHA, then the Baby part, Teyra scream! It was freaky okay.

Anyway, Tasha Teyra and I slept at 7am while Sue slept at around 6.30am maybe? She was not feeling well. I hope you're okay now Sue. :) So, we got up around 3pm. Not Tasha la. She went home quite early and I didn't even realize. lol. But over all, I had the best night! It was so fun hanging out my bitches! I love you girls. <3

There are more pictures, but I'm too lazy to post 'em all here. So, this is my favorite picture of that day.
Till then, will update again the others by end of this week.

Let me update some :)

Thursday 11/12

Well, I woke up around 11am. Got a message from Mom. She asked if we (my siblings and I) wanna go out for lunch at KLCC with Daddy during his lunch break. So we did. We arrived around 12.45pm. Went to the food court. The food choices was great! Seriously, but since it was a school holiday, it was too packed! But lucky for us, we got a table. Had lunch and walk around. Then, Mom and Farabiha decided to watch The day the earth stood still. So, since Dad has work, we went back to the office and we watched the movie.

The movie was not so good, not so bad kinda movie. It was kinda boring la actually. But not bad. In easy words, it's 50-50. So, we left KLCC at sharp 5pm, but we got home around 6.45pm. KL is just crazy oh! Never go there between 4.45pm-5.30pm. Well, scratch that. Don't LEAVE KL from 4.45pm-5.30pm or you'll get stuck in the massive jam! Haih, I wonder how Daddy can stand it. So, while waiting in the car, Teyra called and asked if I wanna go to Carlos to meet someone. So, asked Dad, he said ok. So Teyra came to my house at 7pm. We went to Carlos at 8pm. Had our dinner and chit chat. It was fun. Anyway, to cut the story short, I got back home around 10.30pm. Had totally FUN with the Family and Friends :D

Friday 12/12

Daddy's BIG day! His birthday! Like he says, it's the ONLY important day in DECEMBER. Well, you got that right dad! ONLY in december, because in JANUARY, 26th Jan is the most important day. *wink wink. Anyway, at sharp 12am, my siblings and I wished Daddy HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I WAS THE FIRST. :) Anyhow, got up at 11am. Went to Subang Parade with Mom and Ayom. Bought some stuff. Got back home around 1pm. Had Mc'D for lunch.

Teyra texted saying she wants to go out. No no, wait! She said, she CAN go out and hang out. So, we went to Burger King. Had our girly girl talk :) Then, Tasha came. Then, Yudesh. After that we went to Big bookshop because I needed to buy some thing. Tasha bought game cards. THEN! We went to Mc'D and played Tai tee. At first, it was just Yudesh, Tasha and I who played. Then Teyra joined. :) lol. It was fun. Went back home at sharp 6pm.

Dad decided to go to Port Klang for Dinner. We arrived around 8pm/8.30pm? But before that, we gave Dad his present. A perfume. Very nice smell. So he used it. :) HOPE YOU LIKE IT DAD! The food was great! The singer who sang there SUCK big time! I think, I could sing better. Seriously. They wore over exposed clothes. BAD BAD IDEA! Anyway, had a great time.

Sent ayom back home then went to Usj 18 to get something. Then, we arrived home, Angah tricked dad. She asked him to take the stuff from the car JUST because we want him to enter the house last. So, when he entered, we sang the BIRTHDAY SONG with a cake on the table made by Mom! Carrot cake - Dad's favorite cake. :)

Anyway, to Dad. I know you read my blog. So if you do, I wanna say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY or maybe BELATED birthday! Hope you had a great day the other day. I love you! You're the greatest Daddy ever!

This is it for now.

Night love!

Crazy week.

*Updated.
I have already updated about Thursday and Friday. So, wait for more of my post aite? *cheh, macam orang banyak baca je kan? LOL.

I have A LOT to update!

thursday 11/12
lunch and outing with family at KLCC - visit daddy ; work

friday 12/12
Daddy's birthday! - dinner.

Saturday 13/12
Sisters BBQ -Girlfriends came ; sleepover - fun.

Sunday 14/12
Dec bday BBQ at Khaleesa's - sleepover at Khaleesa's ; birthday celebration - movie

Monday 15/12
Khaleesa's 14th bday. Outing; Pyramid - Movie Twilight 3rd time. :D

I'll update everything by this week. WITH photos, InsyaAllah. Am tired now. Not enough sleep. Night night!

Night LOVE!

I can't get enough of it.

Today, woke up at 11am. Mom texted saying we're having lunch with Daddy at KLCC. So, got there around 12.40pm. Went for lunch with the adorable family :) Watched movie with Mother and siblings. We watched THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL. It was kinda boring, but okay la. Got out from KLCC at sharp 5pm, BUT we got home at 6.45pm. Typical KL huh? Haih. But anyway, had a great day with the family. Yeah yeah!

I got home, Teyra came. We talked for a lil while and went to Carlos at 8pm. Had our dinner and CHIT CHAT! That's we ALWAYS do! :) Fun! Then Desh came for like 2 minutes, then Sue came. Then hang out with the friends. Fun! HAHA. Got back home at 10.30pm. Well, now I'm blogging. There's nothing much that I wanna blog about.

Oh, about the title, I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF MY LOVES! MY LOVES ARE :-

-The family.
- The GIRLFRIENDS.
-The true friends.
- The cousins!

Had a talk with Khaleesa. She had a problem. BABE! I'm here. Always for you! Hang in there okay sayang? See you this Sunday! Can't wait!!! :) Tomorrow, well in 17minutes is Daddy's birthday. :D I LOVE YOU DADDY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE! *i know you read my blog. :) hahaha.

That's all for now. I'm watching Wild Child. FUN! :)

Night and later love!

I should learn how to SHUT UP!

Haha, the title is true. I tend to talk too much that I don't even know what I was talking about. You can ask my mom, my sisters, my WHOLE family. They know. That's the real me. I like to talk, but hey! I just realized that it's annoying. lol. whatever, i'll shut up! *see what I mean?* LOL.

So, I have tons to update, but I'm lazy! Khaleesa and Shaheera slept over at my house few nights ago. It was fun and FUNNY! Seriously. You'll probably read it in Khaleesa's blog. I bet she'll make fun of me! There's some part that is really funny! It involves, cards, beds, song. LOL! Lets not talk about it. The sleepover was fun, nuff said. Oh, raya haji was also fun! Except the fact that I could not enjoy the FOOD due to the pain I had. jeez. But, let's not talk about that either.

Yesterday, had lunch with Tasha at Strawberry Fields, Taipan. Then, Qairul Ain joined us at Kopitiam, then went to video easy then Burger King. OH! We saw Mr.Thiru! LOL. It was funny. But whatever. HAHA, got back home around 6pm. Tasha hang out at my place for a lil while. That's practically it. Oh, I slept from 7pm to 10.30pm and now it's 1.58am and I can't sleep. Smart huh? Haih. But anyway, this is just a simple update. Will post some of the picture during the sleepover (even though there's not much pictures) and will also some of the picture with Tasha & Qairul Ain at Burger King when I get it from Tasha.

NIGHT LOVE!

I'm at my grandparents house

hello all. I'm at my grandparents house. Raya right? Lol. So I'm updating this using khaleesa's iPhone. Man, its kinda hard.hmm, what should I talk about? Nothing much I guess. Khaleesa is herewith me. She's with me now. She's updating me about her life. Oh, no! Scratch that! She's updating me about her LOVE LIFE! Hahaha. I love you baby! We're waiting for ash and his family to come! Oh I'll update more later ok. Have to do something! *sakit tekak! Bye everyone! Later, bye love.

I'm in the MOOD .

Okay, let me warn you. This post might be a long post. Possible. So, if you don't like reading LONG post, better stop now and get out. Thank you.

So here goes. Yesterday (saturday) I thought I was going out with the family since it's a weekend right? But I woke up at 2pm, parents and eldest sister went to Mydin, Angah had exams in the morning. So yea. Woke up, lay on the bed because I was too lazy to get my ass off it. Took my shower at 3pm. Got down, I was freaking hungry. Mom and Dad came home with FOOOOOD! Ayam penyet. lol. It was delicious. Online, chit chat with the sisters. That's all I did in the afternoon. Around 7.30pm maybe, went to business centre. Bought KETAM. 2 days straight makan ketam. haih,. :p Around 9.30pm Teyra message me saying she was at Carlos. So, since Angah was there with her friends, i went. Hang out with Teyra, Sue, Fajran, Syazwan, Desh and Qairul Anuar. Saw some familiar faces. Well, that's a normaly thing. lol.

So, there's this part where Fajran and Teyra was asking Desh if he's gonna cut his hair bold next year. lol. Teyra said to Desh "if you sayang I, jangan botak." Then Fajran used the same sentence. Then, Desh came out with a stupid example. He asked Fajran "okay, kalau macam, aku dengan Fara tgh main kejar2 dekat some gunung, then kitorg 2 mcm nak jatuh dari gunung, siapa kau selamat kan?" haha, it was funny. Then we were like "mana boleh guna tali. Mana ada tali" yadayadayada. You had to be there to laugh and understand. LOL. Serious funny. haih. Oh then fajran almost terlepas a name. HAHA, funny! Whatever. So, went back home around 11pm. Sara send me back home. Angah is sleeping over at Sara's house with Nab. So yea.

Well, I have nothing much to blog. Suddenly not in the mood to blog anymore. lol. Not that long la right this post? haha. If you say this is long, I have no idea what to say. haha, oh, am still waiting for the pictures from Qairul Ain. Haih, lambat betuik. hahaha. I LOVE YOU QAIRUL AIN! Upload la. Nanti I belanja you makan. :D haha, night love!

"You are my life now"

"You are my life now."

-Edward Cullen-

Hehe, I know I'm obsess with Twilight. But you can't blame me. LOL, Khaleesa doesn't like the movie. When I told her that I love the movie, she laughed and said "what happened to you, b?"
Hahaha, siot punya cousin. But it's okay, I love her. :) So, anyway enough about Twilight.

It was raining just now, and I was thinking about the past. HAHA. Okay, I'm being serious now. I was thinking about the past. About, how my life was early this year. It was perfect. Well, wait. Not perfect, but almost perfect? Ah, you get what I mean. I was happy with my friends, we were all together. We didn't backstab each other, we didn't say any bad things behind each others back. But now? When I come to this point, I keep thinking. What did I do wrong to be treated like this? When I think about "her" NO, not you! Why would I think about you? Scratch that. I was kidding. I do think about all of 'em. (Name's are not to be mentioned) This is my blog. So , it's up to me what I wanna blog about. If you have a problem with that, then STOP reading and get out from Babyfara-nabira.blogspot.com. :)

So, back to the story. Why did she talk crap behind my back? For all I know, I've respected her, looked up to her as one of the best girls I know. Who's talented and creative. That's my thought about you BEFORE i found out the truth. Well, now when I have known the truth, why should I call you "my girl" right? This thing, the thing that you talked about me, did not JUST happen. It was months ago! You don't know how I feel when I knew the truth. It hurts. I felt like crying, but I come to my senses that, why the hell should I cry over you? I should be angry and anxious to confront you. But a friend made me realize and remember about what YOU're going through, with your family and all. So, I decided to lay back and try to put it all behind me. But guess what, each and everyday I try to do that, it hurts me even more! It hurts me that A FRIEND could do that to anothet friend.

I still remember how my heart acted when I found out about the truth. I was having breakfast with friends (names are not to be mentioned again. You should know who you are). They said "B, we have to tell you something" and I'm like shit, this doesn't sound right. And BOOOOMMM, they said it. I was like .... SPEECHLESS. not in a good way okay! in a BAD way. I was like , in my heart i was like "shit, why the hell did she do that for? i didn't do anything bad to her." Well, that's what you get for being TOO nice to someone. Without you noticing it, they'll stab you from behind. And it hurts.

Well, now there's no need for me to talk about it. It hurts even more. So, I just hope that IF I see you, I won't burst out yelling. I hope I'll take it easy. Hopefully. But I doubt it. LOL. I'll post of some pictures that I really really miss the moments. :')

P/s : DON'T ASK ME WHO THIS PARTICULAR PERSON IS. If you know, keep your mouth shut and good for you. If you don't then keep guessing but I don't give a damn if you know or not. The ones who are close to me, should know who I'm talking about.

I miss these moments. -
The fun outing

The breakfast & lunch

The day we finished our end year of Form 4The taipan session.
The dinner before Ikram left(cousins outing)The times where we always hang out in Kopitiam, Taipan.The groceries shopping for our BBQ

The first outing to Sunway Pyramid together

The lunch before practice

New yet Boring.

Okay, I've change my layouts. I don't really like fancy layouts. I just like simple. So, this is it. LOL. I'll update again later.

Give me the green light .

I'm at home now, doing nothing. I have actually nothing to blog about. Just that, last night, I was chatting with Teyra and we we're bored. So we played games at MSN. But my internet was being a bitch! Most of the games we tried to play, we didn't get to play it due to MY internet! haih. But anyway, we played UNO twice. The first time , none of us won. Then the second time, it got stuck. So we played Checkers. At first, Teyra was winning, but in the end? I WON BABYYY! hahaha, TEYRA, you loser pon I still sayang you okay? :p

Well, My baby's back! KHALEESA. She's back. Yeaaayyyy! I miss her. (Not that I always see her anyway) but when she's here, in MALAYSIA, we can call or text each other. See, technology rocks my socks! hahaha. I'll probably see her on monday, since it's Raya Haji. :) Can't wait. Oh, today is the 5th of December. In exactly ONE MONTH, school is starting. HOW BORING. Boring because we have to study and SPM man! shit! But the best part is getting to see my friends almost everyday. Awhhh, how sweet I am. I know.

I'm dead bored now! I have nothing to do. So, I'm posting this to kill time. I'm gonna play games with Teyra at MSN now. Waiting for the freaking game to load. Lama betul nak loading. Anyway, will update again.

P/s : I still haven't got the pictures from Qairul Ain yet. She wants me to give a thumb drive, but I aint go one. So, hoping for her to upload the pictures in MS. :) Bye for now.

"I will do whatever it takes to make you safe again."

The title was one of the sentence Edward Cullen said to Bella. I know , i know , I'm like sooo into TWILIGHT. But what the heck. I like the movie. Oh by the way, I just realize that my post were too long and every one was like "gila panjang blog you." or something like that. Well, I just read something somewhere. It says "Blog is a place where you write what you want. You tell stories bout your day in DETAILS rather than talking about it. Blog is where, when you can't express your feelings to someone, you express it in you blog...." It goes on and on about BLOG. and I totaly agree with it. because, in my point of view, blogging is fun when you love writing. Well, I like writing but i dislike reading. So, i guess I write a lot. And that is why most of my post are LONG and you know, sometimes boring. When I feel like blogging, i'll try and make it as simple yet fun to read but when I'm not in the mood to blog that much, I'll just post what you see. Get it? Ahh, it's okay if you don't. So, don't blame me if my post is long okay? I like writing. heee :)

So anyway, today is my baby love's birthday. TENGKU SURAYA HANI! We did a little surprise for her. A small lunch, at Gasoline - Asian Avenue , Sunway Pyramid. The food there is reasonable. :) So, Syazwan (Sue's boyf) bought cake, so we surprised her by the people who were there and cake. We sang, the restaurant Gasoline even turned on the "Happy birthday" song. How sweet of 'em huh? :) So, I hope Sue was SURPRISED! because it was kinda a messy plan, because I don't know la. We were, whats the word - KABUT. At first la. But it turned out okay I guess. After that, we went to Redbox . It was SOOOOOOO fun! I have no words that can describe how fun it was. Seriously. You just had to be there to know what I'm feeling. We went in around 3.30/4pm maybe? The party ended at sharp 6.30pm. But it was a total fun! Friends were sporting, well some of them la. But most of them did. The girls I love was there. The true friends were there. I guess, you guys have seen the REAL me. The party attitude in me. Maybe? But that wasn't all out babe. I have more ATTITUDE for you. LOL. Went back home around 7.40pm with Sara , Angah and Tasha.

My WHOLE body is in pain. But hey, I had fun. Seriously. Pictures are with Tasha and Qairul. hah! Nak tunggu dari Qairul memang few days la. I just the pictures from the outing the other day. I'll post a few la k. :)

Pictures from outing on last thursday -Twilight.

End year sale has begun!

Yeap, as the title says END YEAR SALE HAS BEGUN! I told Mother that I need new clothes. So, today I woke up at 1pm. lol. I thought I was late for outing with my family but, Daddy and Ayom went to the Saloon, Mommy was baking pie, Angah was in College for some charity thing. So, fuuuuuiih! Anyway, went out around 7.30pm. Wanted to go to Sunway Pyramid but it was jam! We know if we went towards Sunway, we'll get stuck for about an hour. So, we went to Subang Parade instead. Went to Voir but I didn't see anything I like. So, went to Parkson. Got a blouse. Then, went to Dorothy Perkins. Got a skinny and a blouse. :) Next shop, Clarks.

Okay, about this it's kinda complicated. On Wednesday i think, I bought a pair of shoes in Subang Parade too. But it hurts when I walk. So, Daddy and Mommy decided I should buy a new shoes that is comfortable and would last long. So, thats why we went to Clarks. I bought a pair of shoes there. Daddy bout his too. :) HAPPY! But I'm still hoping that I'll get to buy another pair of jeans, few blouse that I'll definitely wear and a dress maybe? Oh, I'm in need of T-shirts for my daily wear. You know, if I'm going out just to hang out kind of T-shirts. Oh, and hoping to buy the trend style nowdays which is the box shirt. Ala, yang budak2 zaman sekarang suka pakai. LOL. But, if I get maybe 55/100% of what I want is already good enough. :)

So, it's already 12.08am now. I shall go to bed. My kaki's are killing me. My eyes are half open. I'm having a headache. So, yea. I shall sleep now. Oh, I hope tomorrow Daddy wouldn't mind if I wanna shop a lil more. Subang Parade and Sunway Pyramid maybe? I want to buy another blouse I bought from Parkson and the Boot cutted jeans from Dorothy. heee :) From Sunway? Hmm, I shall see what's eye catching to me. LOL. Night love!

P/s : I have not gotten the pictures from Qairul Ain yet. So, be patient yea. LOL.

Vampire

So, as the title says, Vampires. Vampires are sometimes hot. Well, in movies I mean. And, it just melts my heart when I see a guy protecting the girl of his life. The girl he loves, the one he calls "my soul" It's so hot when a guy is protective of the girl, but not overprotective lah. You guys must be thinking, what the hell am I saying right? So, here goes. Twilight the movie was great. Since I didn't read the book, i didn't know what to expect. For some people, they have put high expectations for the movie since the book was a top 1 book. So, we (Fana, Farah, Tasha, Qairul, Saiful, Shar's sister and I) went into the movies late. We didn't get to watch maybe about 5minutes of the starting. But, guess what. The minute Edward Cullen appeared in the movie, the scene where he came into the cafeteria, I was like "OH MY DEAR GOD!" That guy is so fineeee. About 90/100% of the people in the movies, was like "awwwwww" the minute Edward step inside the cafeteria. And I was ONE OF THEM. Trust me, to all the girls who HAVEN'T watch the movie, believe me your heart will melt when you watch Edward's character. He's just TOO hot.

Anyway, I cried for about 2 scenes from the movie. The reason why I cried because, it was so sweet seeing Edward protecting Bella and was being all cool and I'm-ready-to-give-up-my-life-for-you kinda action you know. It just melts my heart. At first, I thought, why the hell is this guy being all rude and not smiling in the movie. Towards the end, when he smiled, I swear he is just HOT. Okay, I know I've mention he's hot for like many times, but I just can't get enough of it. I have this habit where, if I like the movie or story, I'll imagine myself in it. Well, after I've watched it la. Get what I mean? Ahh, never mind if you don't. It's a big secret in my life. It's embarrassing.

But it's just a big disappointment when I see Edward Cullen or his real name Robert Pattionson's picture outside of Twilight. It's a big turn off! In twilight, he is just simply HOT, but outside? He doesn't look good. That is because of his uglaaaaayyy hair style. If he styled up his hair and doesn't go all messy, I bet he'll be hotter than ever. But who am I to judge right? All the girls and GAYS still goes crazy over him even with his hair style. I guess that's just him. :) So, I shall stop talking bout Twilight or I know I'll spread all the details here. I know some of you have not watch it, so I'm gonna be nice. I'll hold back and WON'T spread the details here. See, I'm nice.

So, now I'm gonna update about what I did after watching the movie. Movie ended about 6pm. Walked around Pyramid with them. Too lazy to mention any names. You guys should know who you are. Hang out at J.Co donuts. Got back home around 7.45pm. Mother came to pick me up. Got back home, I was too tired to do anything. but I still had to online for some reasons. Wan and Nik came by for Shisha. Hang out with them for about half an hour. I was toooooooo tired! Was wishing that I could sleep before 1am. But it didn't happen. I couldn't sleep. So, I watched Ugly Betty till about 2.30am. Tried to sleep, but still couldn't. So listened to musics for a while and fell asleep at sharp 3am. Woke up around 1.30pm. That's what I do this holiday. Sleep late, wake up late, eat, online, out, tv, sleep and the routines just goes round and round. It's BORING! I need some excitement. But what the hell, I need to enjoy life while I can, right? That's what I'm doing.

So back to the story. woke up at 1.30pm, Qairul texted me and invited to go for a jog in MPSJ. At the very last minute, I was lazy and had stomach ache. So, I didn't go. I jog at home. On the treadmile (however you spell it). Started at 4.30pm and ended at 5pm sharp. So half an hour enough la right? Atleast I excerside. So, Daddy gave me the permission to go out that night since I haven't gone out at night this week. So, went to Carlos (typical friday routine). Hang out for a while with Ayom, Lily and Kak Irma. Then Tasha came. Oh that minah lied to me. She said she couldn't come but she did! Nasib baik aku sayang kau! Then, ate my dinner while waiting for the guys to come. Hang out with them. Laughed a lot. I realize, I laughed a lot for the past 2 days. Thursday and Friday. Hoping that today, Saturday I'll laugh again. So, Angah and Sara picked us up. Got back home around 10.20pm. 10 minutes early from curfew time. LOL. Proud! ;D

Got back home, watched Nanny Diaries with Angah, Mother and the maid. lol. It was a fun movie la. It was ok, not bad. haha. So, went up wanted to update the blog before midnight, but I was just too lazy. It's 2.10am now. I want to sleep, but I'm not that tired yet. I'm just killing time so that I'll get tired and I'll sleep. LOL. But my sister, Ayom is next to me now. She's sleeping. BISING! haih, I get so annoyed when she sleeps. I wish if I snap my finger, she'll stop bising! *I just tried it, but it didn't work. haih.

I shall stop blogging for now. Am tired of it. Don't get me wrong. I'm stopping from blogging for today. For atleast 12-15 hours la. I wanna rest from it. I'll post some of the pictures during the day out with friends at Pyramid ones I get the pictures from Qairul Ain. Night love!

P/S : Blogspot is being a bitch! I typed all this like half an hour ago, and when I post it, it was just messed up! I had to type it all over again, lucky I have saved it. So just copy paste la right. LOL. BYE

This post is kinda Long. I didn't realize. Sorry. I promise I'll post a shorter post the next time. LOL. Night all.

Random thoughts.

Well, today was a boring day I guess. I didn't do anything. Sat at home. hmm , I don't know what to blog about. Well, let me see. Why must people tend to be so rude and acting all like oh-im-working-i-have-a-job. Just so you know babe, it's just part time. I know you'll say that it's experience, but hey! You don't have to go all rude and snobbish bout it. Everyone will get their experience of working. duh! *OH, i'm not talking about you. Jangan terasa siapa-siapa okay.

Anyway, back to the story, I'm glad and thankful you HAVE a job. A BIG CONGRATS to you. *applause applause but, when you have a job, but you act as if it's like a big job, trust me my dear, people will act nice in front, but behind you all they say is "eh asal dia budget gila ada kerja?" or "gila perasan sial dia. ada kerja nak gelabah penat la apa la" You get what I mean?

Well, if your job is like an internship or proper job then that's a different story la right. haih, I don't know la what to say. Do whatever you want ok, my dear beloved friend?

P/s : siapa-siapa yang terasa, nasib la ok. I didn't mention any names or where the person works. So, don't blame me if you terasa. It might be you, or maybe you. See, there's many "YOU" in this blog. So, jangan terasa. LOL. *Just killing time. am tired but can't sleep. BYE all.

I just stopped .

Today, Monday November 24th 08, was a very fun fun day. NOT! haih, I woke up at 11 maybe. Texted Tasha. She said her car is full so I can't follow her to Lake view. Hmm. Then , she said she's going at 1pm with Sue. So i was on the way, I called her, sue was still sleeping at her house and Tasha was not ready yet. So punctual huh? So i canceled, and went to Pink in Sunway College. Hang out with my sisters for a while. Hang out with Fad , 2 girls and Johan. It was kinda funny la hanging out with Fad. He's funny and friendly :) Got back home around 2.15pm.

The minute I got home, I tried to send songs to daddy via email, but guess what! My internet connection was being a bitch! I was waiting for half an hour for it to send the FIRST SONG, but it didn't even send okay! During that 30 minutes, I had a plate full of Nasi Goreng Sardin, I got to clean my bedroom (well part of it) burn like 3 cd's. haih, so slow! I could have had a 30minute nap, but I'm not the nappy type of a person. So yea. Messaged Dad, told him I'll transfer the songs to his thumb drive when he gets back home. It took only 5 minutes okay! Haih.

So anyway, back to my MONDAY , November 24th. It was boring. Come on guys! Spell it together with me - B.O.R.I.N.G! So, didn't do much today. Wanted to shisha at home, texted Tasha, she was going to watch a movie with some guy. haih! Anyhow, I'm hoping for tomorrow to be NOT boring ok! I need more friends. I'm out of friends. LOL! HAHAHAHA. Hoping for breakfast tomorrow with my sisters. Or maybe sister? lol.

Anyway, that's it for now. BORED! KHALEESA, I NEED YOU BADLY! I'M DEAD BORED! hurry come back home so that I can sleepover your house and have a gossip girl session with you. :)

Nyte all!

Khaleesa Zaidan.

You'll always be a part of me

Khaleesa Zaidan is her name. I've known her all my life. Well, duh! We're cousins. Anyway, we're really close to each other. We tell each other everything. I tell her everything. She knows me well enough to judge me. She knows when I'm lying, she knows when I'm down, she knows when I'm all hyper up. Easy said, she knows me.

We've been through a lot together. We've fought, laugh, cried all together. She's nice, kind, and so NOT greedy! I'm serious. I never, for a second, hated her or dislike her attitude. She is what she is. She doesn't act or in other words, she's not a 2 faced girl. She is what she is. And that's why I love her. I love her for who she is.

Some said, we look like sisters, some said we're best friends, some said she's my bitch. Well, that's freaking right people! She's like my sister, she's my TRUE FRIEND, she's my bitch, SHE'S MY EVERYTHING. Nothing nor no one can even try to make me hate her because, our relationship or friendship is really tight. Out of all people in this world, I trust her the most *well besides my parents & siblings* I trust her because she knows what to do when I'm down, depress or stress about anything. Her words of wisdom are the words I depend on to solve my problems.

Khaleesa Zaidan, you're my cousin, you're my true friend, you're my bitch, you're the person who I trust the most, YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME. You mean the world to me. I can't imagine for a sec, if you're not part of my life. I love you biatch! I miss you! I miss our long talks, long messages, long chat, gossips and all.

I know, I can always depend on her. She's always there for me. And for that, I want her to know that I am always here for her. No matter what happens, even if the worlds fall apart, I am always here for her. Babe, you have to know that you can always depend on me. Not matter how far apart we are.

P/s : Babe, I know this is so cliche, but it's from the bottom of my heart. This post is sincere. All the post that I'm gonna post about the people I love are all from the bottom of my heart. :)

What a day.

Oh well, I have been in this page, I mean this blogspot for quite sometime today. Trying to get up and stop being lazy to update. I just am too lazy. lol. I don't know why. I have tons to update. I'm in the process of posting a post about the people who matters most to me. Well, you guys just have to wait, alright? :)

Khaleesa is in Aussie. I miss her terribly. I had a chat with her yesterday. She said she bought me something. Aww, how sweet of you darling. Can't wait for our family trip end of this year. Days to spend with my precious family! Watched GG and OTH episode 11 yesterday. It was ok. I'm getting tired of their drama. LOL. But it's fun! But sometimes, it's tiring because I'll be all curious about what happens in the next episode. sigh.

Anyway, woke up at 9.30am today. Sent Angah off to her college and she's off to PD for 3 days. Went to Teyra's house at 12pm. Sue was already there but sleeping. lol, had a chat with Teyra while Sue was asleep. Had our lunch together. Around 2pm, we all slept. Includding BIBI, Teyra's kitten. lol. Tasha came at 3.10pm. So much for a before-3pm-arrive right tasha? lol. Chat chat. We didn't do crazy things this time. We planned something. Well, it's not for sure. Hopefully.

Got back home around 5pm. And now I'm here. Blogging. B.O.R.I.N.G.! I'll be going out soon. Hopefully! *finger crossed! Anyway, I gotta go now. Dinner time. Till next time yea. :) BYE!

Correction

HEY GUYS! JUST WANNA INFORM ALL OF YOU THAT, HELMI IS IN THE HOSPITAL DUE TO REMOVING HIS APENDIX. HE'S IN SMC HOSPITAL, WHICH IS SELANGOR MEDICAL CENTRE, SHAH ALAM. FOR MORE INFORMATION, PLEASE CONTACT FARHANA OR HELMI'S SISTER. PLEASE VISIT HIM AS HE IS IN PAIN AND IN NEED OF HIS FRIENDS COMFORT. THANKS!

Why she had to go ?

Why she had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say

I know it's for only 11 months, but to me, 11 months is like few years. I truly can't live without her. I spend almost everyday with her. I share everything with her. I tell her everything. She knows me. When I'm down, she'll know how to cheer me up. When I'm sad, she'll lend me a pair of ears for her to listen to my problems, she'll lend me her shoulder for me to cry on. She'll give me a hug when I need them. When she's far away, who's gonna give me all that? hmm, I wonder.

We got close to each other early this year but we've knew each other few years back. I just can't imagine my days next year without her because this year, I spent almost everyday together with her. We hang out at each others houses, we hang out at our favorite spot which is Kopitiam, Strawberry fields - Taipan. We're in the same class this year. She's the class monitor. She's the laughing gas in the class. She's friendly, kind, loving and the list goes on and on.

There are tons of memory I have with her. We're like sisters. Ever since she told me she's leaving, the memories are all coming back. One by one. And it kills me knowing that she won't be here next year. It's our senior year, and we can't spend the time together. We can't do what seniors do together. I can give you my word that next year, I'll definitely be lost without her.

All the memories won't be erase, but I will treasure it. All our inside joke, our conversations, our pictures - Memories! I'll treasure it forever. I won't forget about it, but I know all of those memories will be kept and lock in my heart & mind.

I know I have other friends that I can share everything with, but it's not easy for me to replace her. She will never be replaced! No matter how far she is, she has the spot in my heart. That's for sure. Our friendship is Gold to me. I wouldn't want to replace it with anything in this world! Our friendship is tight. No one can break us apart.

Nurul Natasha, you will never be replaced. You will always have the spot in my heart. I know you're doing this for your future, and I have to accept the fact. It's hard, but it may take some time. I'm proud of you, I love you, I care about you. I do!

I told Teyra 2 days back. I said, I just can't treat Tasha the way I normally treat her because I know letting her go later will be hard. But Teyra said, I should spend and treasure the times I have with her now. So, yea. I realize that other than crying about Tasha leaving, I would definitely want to spend more time with her and make more memories so that when we finish our high school and we reunite, we can definitely have a blast from the past.

* Gosh, I cried while doing this. Aku sayang kau tasha! SAY, I love you. :)

A day to remember! FUN

First of all, planned to have lunch and movie at Sunway. But then, some of us didn't have the budget for it. So we went to Darus SS15 instead. Oh yea, forgot to mention their names. lol. Tasha, Teyra, Sue and I. I woke up at 12pm. Mother said text her when I'm ready to go. So, picked Tasha and Teyra up. Called Sue. She was still asleep! lol. And there's a funny conversation btween Sue and I. Check it at her blog. Tu la Sue, tidur lambat lagi. Lol. So, reached Darus, had our lunch and waited for Sue to arrive. Makan-makan, talk-talk. Then we planned to go for a karaoke. We planned either Karaoke or Foosball. Then there were too many people. So we decidd to karaoke. 50sen per song. Cheap uh? :)

So we paid that guy RM6. We sang 12 songs. Well, not really 12 la. Wasted about 3 songs cause we salah tekan. LOL. It was really fun. I warned the girls about something. Malu nak tulis dekat sini. haha, So nyanyi-nyanyi. Layan perasaan. Then we danced. HAHA. There's this guy. He passed through our booth. His fas was soooo funny when he saw us, 4 girls dancing. lol. But it was really fun oh. Then, it was raining heavily. We got tired and hot after the singing and dancing session. So we headed down. Yudesh, Irfan and Aiman was there. So we hang out for a while. Waited for the rain to ease down a little. Syazwan came. lol. Gaduh je Sue & Syazwan. But still cute. WHATEVER. lol.

Anyway, we were really really wet. Went to Teyra's house. No one was there except for her cat, BIBI. hahaha. So we had a party! jyeaaaah babeeeyh! lol. We went to the Computer Room. We turned on few songs and danced our ass off! We even recorded it. Funny. I think Teyra will post it. I'm not sure. but I definitely won't post it up. Too embarassed. LOL. So back to the story. We danced, sing, cam whored, chit cat. It was really really extremely fun! No words can describe how I felt yesterday. *Big smile on my face*

There are tons of picture but all with Tasha. So, will upload few once I get it. Seriously, I had so much fun hanging out with the girls. Plus, Mummy was being so cool today. She let me out. Should do this again one day. Soon! Before Tasha leaves! :|

Anyway, I'll post the pictures when I get it. Now tengah pening kena hujan semalam. So, LATER YAW!

UPDATED*

In the Karaoke Booth.Teyra's house after kene hujan. lol
Group photo. FAMILY!