Wondering..

There's a lot of things I've been wondering for the past few weeks. I don't feel like telling anyone, but well some things are not meant to be told but to be read. Okay, I don't know if that sentence was right. But the point here is, I'm prepared to let everything out here. I have been wondering; do friends stay with you no matter what? No matter what they're going through, alone or between friends, are they still gonna be there for you? Well to me, in life there is no such thing as best friends, great friends. But I do believe in TRUE FRIENDS.

Some people may say that they have lots of best friends. But I've been through something where I said that they are my best friends which automatically make me trust them, but in the end we ended up being just a normal friends because there was no "trust" between us. Friends comes and goes. Anyway, like I said, I believe in true friendship. I found the people I trust, I depend on, the people I hope every morning to meet and to tell them what happened about my day before. I found them. But sometimes, when I depend too much on them, I tend to hurt them and myself without noticing it.

I know, people makes mistakes in life. And the point of making mistakes is to deserve a second chance and to learn from the mistakes we've made and to never repeat that mistake ever again.

Everyone deserves a second chance. Well anyway, back to the story of "FRIENDS"

I have this friend, whom I truly care and love but ever since this one time, we have not been talking to each other like how we used to and not seeing eye to eye. (I'm not mentioning any names here) Well, this friend of mine, somehow thinks that I hate her for telling the truth. Well my friend, let me make it clear here, I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE SAID THAT I HATE YOU. NEVER! Because I don't. I appreciate your honesty but when you said that my words hurt you, well let me tell you. Your honesty HURT me 10times.

Anyway,

I tried talking to you, making the first move by pretending that everything was okay but nothing changed. It was still the awkward moment. I know, pretending is wrong, but I don't know what to do other than pretending that everything was okay even if it's not. I know I can't make things back to the way it was before, but I'm trying. And it helps if you try too. Well, I don't wanna make things worst between my friend and I. So I'll stop about that here.

Anyway, I read this sentence somewhere which I can't remember "As you grow older, the number of people you know grows bigger. But somehow, the number of people you call FRIENDS grow smaller." Well, I agree. At some point, we will notice that we know a lot of people in life but the people we call friends will disappear step by step. I'm somehow worried. In high school, yes. Yes, we have our true friends, our "best friends", our friends but what happens the minute we step into the life of a college student? Will we still have those TRUE FRIENDS, BEST FRIENDS ? I guess we'll just have to wait and see.

I'm hoping for, when we step into the college life where people call us College Student no longer a school girl/boy, I hope that my true friends (names are not to be mentioned) will stay and will always be my true friends. I hope, in the future I can still call them late at night just to tell them about my problems, gossips. I hope that I can still trust them with my problems, with my secrets. I hope I can still call them my "TRUE FRIENDS" I hope that in the future, the tittle stays to them whom I gave it to now in the presents.

Random updates

Wow, haven't been updating my blog for like ... hmm, long? Well, I've been busy with finals. But now, I'M FREE WITH NO EXAMS! Well, at least for this year though. Have loads to update, but can't remember most of 'em. Hmm, well final week of exam was boring. We had only one paper a day. It's like a waste of time. Had loads of talking with my classmates before the exams. I mean, during our free time. Oh, 1st of Nov, my school is organizing a dinner. Should i go?? I wanna go. But, who else is going?

Well, back to my random updates. On the final day of exam, we planned not to go anywhere. I mean, just Taipan la. But then, suddenly, we all wanted to go to pyramid. So we went. I pick Tasha and Qairul at Tasha's house. Then we went jalan2, then we had our lunch at Secret Recipe. Then, Desh and Irfan came. Then Teyra Sue and Tiya came. Then Fajran and Putera came. Sue, Teyra and Tiya came to look for a job. Fajran and Putera came to watch movie. I belanje-d Tasha, Qairul, Desh & Irfan lunch. Well, just Tasha and Qairul. Desh had brownies and Irfan had milkshake Oreo. So yea. :)

After that, Tasha Qairul and I went to Forever 21. Banyak baju cantik2. Sakit mata tengok. NO MONEY! Then, we went to Sunshine. Shisha. TAK BEST! ;p Oh yea, met Ahbear there. So lepak kejap with him. yadayadayada, went back home around 5.50pm. Dalam kereta macam orang gila with my sisters, Tasha, Qairul and Mummy. lol. FUN! Loads of picture, but its all with Tasha.

Dinner, went to Pyramid again. We ate at Tony Roma's. Nice weh. It was fun with my family. When back home around 9.30pm. The ride back home was like so long. Tiring. I slept in the car. I was too tired. haih, anyway. That's all I did during our last day of exam, which was Friday.

I'll update about today, sometime later. :) xoxo, babyfara.

Bored.

Okay, truly sorry for not updating my blog. Well, i'm having my finals now. And thank God that this week is the last week. :) yahoooo! Well, I was supposed to update about many things but, hey! I don't feel like typing it. Too long and too lazy. I'll post up some pictures. No promises ah! I'll try.

Well, I can't really remember what I wanna update. But, I'll just type whatever that's on my mind. First of all, had lots of open house. Kinda fun yet tiring. hmm, Oh! exams are very very hard. Certain papers are quite ok. Add maths, Modern Maths, Economics, and Accounts was very tough. I barely do my accounts. Guess what I did while everyone was busy doing the paper. I wrote something on a paper. Oh wait, Accounts paper was today before recess. Teyra, Tasha and I didn't do much. I did like 2 question only. But hey! Guess what, the first question i did, i found out that I did all WRONG! The 2nd question , I'm not sure. haha, serves me right la. Didn't study. Oh well.

Oh what I wrote doing accounts was this :-

The day I met you was a memorable day.
All though there was no communication, I felt different.
You have the character I want.
You are my Mr.Perfect,
But, Are you my Mr.Right?

You gave me chills from head to toe when you look at me.
You make me smile by the jokes you made.
You make me think about you everyday, every minute.
You gave me strength to stand up straight & be positive.
You make me feel that life is worth a fortune.

I feel no chemistry between us, I admit.
Wondering if thinking bout you is worth the time.
I see no interaction between us, I understand.
You make me wonder,
Do I even exist in your life?
-Babyfara-

Yep, it was written by me. Please do not copy it. I was really bored. Well, this one person gave me inspiration just by thinking bout him. Well, that was written for him. :)

So, back to my Monday. I went back home after recess. Had a drama with teachers. haih, Pn.Roszaimi la. Busy body! But anyway, I went back to school at 1pm to pick up Tasha. because she said she wants to come to my house. So Teyra followed. :) Fun! We ate McD. We all ate the same thing. lol, Teyra was being a "MUSICIAN" konon la kan. hahaha. Inside joke la. Then Tasha got bullied by Teyra and I. lol, it was really funny! Then we watched Hindi Movie. Best weh! First time tengok after Kabi Kushi Kabi Gam (however you spell it) lol.

So I guess that's it for now. Am tired, will be studying later for Science paper 1. Can't wait for exam to finish! :) toodleess!

First update.

Okay, I'm gonna update about my first day of school after a 1 or 2 week of holiday. I can't remember the date. But I remember it was on a friday. :) So, then, the minute I arrived to school, my friends were like "Oh, last day before raya baru nak datang?" I was like, yea yea whatever. Guess what, WE DIDN'T EVEN STUDY ON THAT DAY. NOT EVEN A LIL. We studied Economics just because teacher was absent. We studied a lil only. Well, I can't really recall what happened.

Well, I had it all in mind yesterday about what I wanna update, but then when I'm right here ready to type it all out, my words just got lost. heh. You can't blame me though. ;p

Okay, I'll update again later. :)

No time to update

Sorry for not updating for a long time. I have like tons to update!

Firstly, my first day of school for like a 1 or maybe 2 weeks of no school (self declared holiday) and also Tasha's sweet sixteen.
Exam papers : - Bm , English, Agama, History.
Second, Eid open house organized by Helmi and family.

I'll update once I have the time with pictures aite. I don't have the time. Have to rest. Am really tired from the day I had today and also I have add maths paper tomorrow. So yea, am going to get my rest.

P/s : To the muslim whos reading this, tolong sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada Arwah Om (even if do not know him). He's my uncle. Well, Uncle jauh la. He past away due to a massive heart attack. So, tolong lah sedekah kan Al-Fatihah kepadanya. To the non-muslim, please pray for him to rest in peace. Thanks.

Second day of Eid

Well, there's nothing much to update about 2nd day. It's our yearly routine. Family (Dad's side) will come to my house early in the morning, well not so early la. Around 8/8.30am for breakfast. Then we will all go for a day trip to Negeri Sembilan. Normally, there's many house to visit, but now, just a few.

Back to the story. I woke up kinda late this year. Normally I will be the one semangat waking up early. But I slept late the day before this year. So I woke up at 8.15am. Rushed and took my bath. Got all ready. By the time I was ready, everyone was already eating breakfast downstairs. So I took my breakfast, then we were all ready to go! The minute I step into the car, I listen to my music, and slept. I was too tired. I brought my pillow along. So i slept. It felt so fast. The ride was like a 10minute ride to me but then it was quite long.

Reached the first house. The house we were all looking forward for the Tempoyak. Yes, I eat Tempoyak. :) yummy! Makan, then atok said ok, lets go. So we went to the kubur. Then, we went to the 2nd house. I didn't eat there. I was already too full. But I ate kuih raya and played with Danish. He's too cute to be true. lol. Faeeq got bullied by Ayom and I. Kak Jee and Faeetz just laughed.

Then, we went to the 3rd house. Well, actually that house was supposed to be the last house but Nenek wanted to go there first. So we did. A big banglow. Nice house. :) Oh, while in the car on the way to Banglow, Kak jee and Nadia ride along. So we tried to convince daddy to adopt another baby. But NOOOO! He still got away. Well, daddy , if you're reading this, the baby is still not taken, and who knows, adopting this baby might bring good luck to us. Insyaallah. Everyone approves. Even Nenek and Tok ma. So, :) Why not. Remember what I offered you? About my birthday gifts? Think about it daddy. I want a lil brother. ;D

Anyway, back to the story. We ate Mee hailam I think at the Banglow. Then we went to the supposed to be 3rd house. haha, we normally have lunch there and we did. Nice food. I tried eating perut. bur urghh, no! it's not my food. There's this one boy, named Ashraf. TOO CUTE! Something happened. Tiba-tiba there were kambing at the house ground, so that boy, Ashraf, went out of the house and ran to catch the kambing. Guess what, he ran out till the jalan there. (I don't know how to describe it) Well, anyway, Faeetz and Faeeq kejar him. It was so funny. You had to be there to know. lol

Then that boy, he was eating choki-choki (however you spell it) then he made some weird sound because I can't remember who said that it looked like worm. Whatever la. You just have to be there to understand. But it was so funny. My family and i got on the road around 4pm. And headed to Tok Lang's house. Tok Lang is my mom's uncle which is my tok pa's younger brother. So yea. I like the house. It's a small kampung house but nice and comfy. Tok lang looks exactly like tok pa. Well, duuh! They're brothers. lol.

So we went back home around 5.30pm maybe. Got home around 7pm. Again I didn't realize that it was a long ride. :) Slept again. Got back home, terus baring on the sofa and slept till Maghrib.

Well, till next time. That is all about 2nd day raya. No pictures though. Sorry. :D Will update again later later. toodleees!

First day of Raya :)

First of all, let me say this Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin. Sorry for everything that I have done to any of you. Sorry if I have ever offended anyone. Sorry if my ego was too high. Sorry for all the jealousy and all. Sorry for everything, 'nuff said. Forgive and forget is all i'm asking for. :)

Okay, let me tell you about my first day of Raya. I woke up at 8a.m. Got ready and all. Went down, mummy was ready too. My sisters were getting ready. Daddy was at the Mosque. Then around 8.30/9am daddy got back home. We ate breakfast. Rendang, kuah kacang, Mee Rebus, nasi impit.. Just delicious. Then, we started our raya tradition. Asking for forgiveness. Since I'm the youngest in the family, i have to salam everyone in my family. Well, except my cats. ;) hee.

Went to Nenek and Atok's house at USJ 4. Salam salaman. Makan makanan. lol. Got $$ hahaha. We didn't take any photos there, since I don't have any camera and it wasn't complete. The family members I mean. Then around 11am went to Tok ma and Tok pa's house. It was really fun. Raya this year is incomplete for both side. At tok ma's house, we ate like a lot. Especially the chicken. :) yuuum!

Grandparents - Mom's side.

The cousins took pictures. Well, that's what we do!Then we took a family photo. We took it and Mack is planning to send it to Ikram in U.K. I'm not sure if that's sure yet la.

The families :-

Mummy's Family
Mack's family

MakChoo's family
Mood's family
The siblings (Mama missing)

The twins in the family. Mood and mak choo.

and

The whole family (Mama and Ikram missing)

Then, around 1 something I think, many people came to my grandparents house, so we helped a lil then my family and Khaleesa's family went out. We went to Wan's house. Just 5 minutes away from my grandparents house. Makan, then we went to Tok Mummy's house. As usual, many people. oh, I saw many cute guys. All of 'em are Tok Mummy's grandkids. Then we went to Nek Ngah's house. Then back to Tok ma's house.

We sat there till night. Around 7.30pm, Mama came online from U.K. We talked for a while on Skype. Then, Mak choo drove Maklala, Ayom, Angah, Najwa, Khaleesa, Ashraf and I to Jaya One. It's our first day raya routine. Every year we will go somewhere to buy Startbucks and we have to belanja the driver which is Mak Choo. So we went to Jaya one, bought the drinks, then some of them wants to buy Wendys. So we did. Then went back to Tok ma's house. We wait for Ikam to come online because he messaged Tok Pa and said he'll be online at 2pm there, means 9pm here. So then he came online! Cool! I talked to him for a while.

:) Went back home around 10 something . I think. It was so fun. My first day of Raya was a blast! Eventhough it was incomplete, but it felt complete since we had a chit chat with Mama and Ikram online. :)

Well, this is it for now. Will update about 2nd day Raya later.