Reality

It's 2.52Am now, 2nd January '09, and I can't sleep. I was feeling down due to the rain. I tend to cry and will have a melt down every time it rains heavily. The reason is because of my late friend passing away due to the lightning of a heavy rain. Anyway, let's not talk about that. It will tear me up. So, 2008 was a great year. Full of great memories. Bitter & Sweet. I definitely will miss and treasure those memories I had with the friends and family. All the drama, the ups and downs, the sadness, the happiness are all locked in my heart.

Let's just say, '08 has taught me many new things. First of all, the ones you hate or dislike are the ones who are always there or I might say who is honest front and back. Secondly, never be too nice or people will just take you for granted. Thirdly, I learned not to say sorry if it's NOT my fault. The list may go on and on if I'm gonna write out everything I've learned. But the one thing I know that, 2008 has taught or made me a better person. Confidence were build even though it was towards the end of the year (I'm still proud of it).

I may have say this already, but 2008 has tons of memory that I love. Although there are TONS of drama during that year, but to me, 2008 was the best. The girlfriends, the guyfriends, the families, all. EVERYTHING! Everything and everyone or better yet, 2008 has made me a better person.

To those who were there for me during my joy and happiness, melt downs, mood swings, emotional, & sadness, I thank you all. Thanks to all who are friends with me for who I am. To those pretenders out there, I have just forgive for whatever you've done to me because, IT'S A NEW YEAR! A fresh start is what I want. So yea, I'm actually just killing time.

Happy 2009 everyone! There's no need for me to post up my new years resolution because to me, it won't be done. I won't do it. Except for the study part. I HAVE to study hard for this year. It's not an option.