Sorry sorry, TRULY sorry.

Well, I'm so sorry for not updating my blog. It's not that I didn't want to update it. I want to, but I have been really busy for the past week. So, Ikram is back. Met him the other day at Tok Ma's house. He's like gila kurus now. But still the same Ikram. lol. Kinda miss him, but it's good that he's back. But only for few weeks. Anyway, I just wanna let you readers know that, I'll be really busy probably until school starts. I'll be away tomorrow till sunday. Well, 1 day je la. But I probably wont be updating my blog that rarely now.

Okay, I gotta go now. Busy!

OH! Happy 23rd Anniversary to Mummy and Daddy! You both are the best best BEST parents ever. Although, we have our issues sometimes, just know that I do really love the both of you. GREATEST PARENTS EVER!

Busy busy b!

Oh god, I'm so sorry bout not updating my blog. I've been really busy. Well, as promised, I was supposed to update about Khaleesa's BBQ dinner and birthday celebration. So, I'll make it really short because I don't have much time.

So, went to Khaleesa's house in Damansara with the family. The food was really great. My sister brought home made lasagna and one more thing i forgot what it's name. Had a great time. I watched this P.Ramli competition with my grandparents and sister. It was not bad. Took some pictures during the BBQ.

Around 10.30pm maybe the parents went home. Us kids slept over. At sharp 12am we sang the birthday song to Khaleesa. :) Angah, Najwa and I watched tv. We watched the movie Lucky you. Khaleesa slept while we were watching that movie. Ayom and Cheeya slept early. The next morning, woke up around 10am maybe? Got ready to go to Pyramid. Khaleesa's driver sent us there ; Ayom, Angah, myself, Najwa and Khaleesa.

We ate lunch at Italianese. Then, we walked around and bought the movie ticket. Guess what movie did we watch? TWILIGHT. It was my 3rd time. Najwa's 2nd time. Angah's 4th time. and Khaleesa & Ayom's 1st time. It was fun. Well, before the movie, we went to J.co. Played cards. Took pictures. After the movie, we went to Friendster since we have nothing better to do. We played cards, talk and well, talk? lol.

Went back home around 6.30pm maybe? Khaleesa's driver droped my siblings and I home. It was a fun fun day. :) Pictures are still with Khaleesa. Will post some of 'em when I get them.

Till then.

O.M.G

Oh my God! I know I'm supposed to be done with the updates that I've post in one of my post. But, I was really busy for the past week. and I'm gonna be even more busy this week and the coming week. In easy words, I'll be busy till school's start. SERIOUSLY. I haven't been online like really online ; chatting, myspace, fb. But, I'll find the time to update my blogs. I'll update the 2 post by tonight, Insyaallah.

Busy busy bbbbbb!

Lets continue the updates, shall we?

Saturday 13/12

Alright, Ayom planned a BBQ for her friend, Alyz's farewell. So, I invited few friends. Teyra, Tasha and Sue. So, I asked them the night before. Tasha and Sue confirmed! The next day, I mean, on the day, Tasha came to my house early because Ayom was gonna colour Tasha's hair. So, Tasha came at 2.30pm. We talked. I took my shower while Tasha was watching Wild Child. Then, Ayom coloured her hair. But guess what, after 5 times colouring her hair, the colour still COULD NOT be seen. It was frustrating. Then, around 2pm, I called Teyra and asked if she's coming, she said YES. So, a big smile on my face. Complete 4! :)

So, around 7.30pm, Teyra came while I was getting ready. What a coincidence, Teyra and I were wearing blue. While Tasha's was kinda purple but in the pictures it looks like blue. So, we asked Sue to wear blue too. Then, Wan came for our shisha.

Those were the pictures before Sue came. (banyak lagi but malas nak upload)

We forgot to buy Coke, so Wan, Tasha, Teyra and I went to buy coke. Then Sue called saying she has arrived but we LEFT her. lol. It was funny. Anyway, we eat eat eat. Took lots of pictures.

Those were the pictures before the guys came. (banyak lagi, serious! But malas).

We went up to my room and played Tai Tee. I WON like 3 times! :) Then, Teyra invited Yudesh and Sue invited Syazwan to my place. SO, when they came, we went down and shisha while playing cards. :) Angah joined us for a lil while. OH, Tasha asked her Dad if she can sleepover at my place, and he said YES. So, then Teyra asked too and her Mummy said OKAY. Sue? It was kinda complecated, but she slept over at my place too. It was seriously fun. I had a great time. We went out, took lots of pictures, LAUGH like mad people because of YUDESH! yes weh, you made us laugh our ass ooffff! LOL.

There are a few pictures where Desh made us pose which cause us laughing like mad people! (but malas nak post.)

Got back into the house at 1am. We talked for a lil while waiting for Lily to go downstairs. So, Teyra and Sue haven't watch Wild Child, so they watched it in my room. After that, we talked. Oh, the best part was Teyra and Sue switch phone when Sue was talking to Syazwan. So, there's thi one time, so almost fell down the bed and Teyra was talking to syazwan pretending to be Sue. But, when Teyra saw Sue was falling, she said to Syazwan "Sue jatuh katil! Sue jatuh katil!" It was seriously funny! You had to be there to see. HAHA.

So, then Sue was talking to Yudesh pretending to be Syazwan. Then, Sue jumped because Yudesh didn't know it was Sue. Then, when she jumped, she terlanggar this bakul behind her full with books. IT WAS SO FREAKING FUNNY! Sumpah! hahaha. Anyway, Sue forced us to play Hotel 626. She said the ghost are just cantoon like, not real. YEA RIGHT SUE! haha . Teyra and I were sitting infront the laptop. So, the first part was we had to take pictures in the toilet. I mean, if you see anything moving, snap it! So, we did, then the last part it was scary! We snap the picture and the face of the ghost was right at the screen. I scream! Sue laughed. Kurang aja ah kau. HAHA, then the Baby part, Teyra scream! It was freaky okay.

Anyway, Tasha Teyra and I slept at 7am while Sue slept at around 6.30am maybe? She was not feeling well. I hope you're okay now Sue. :) So, we got up around 3pm. Not Tasha la. She went home quite early and I didn't even realize. lol. But over all, I had the best night! It was so fun hanging out my bitches! I love you girls. <3

There are more pictures, but I'm too lazy to post 'em all here. So, this is my favorite picture of that day.
Till then, will update again the others by end of this week.

Let me update some :)

Thursday 11/12

Well, I woke up around 11am. Got a message from Mom. She asked if we (my siblings and I) wanna go out for lunch at KLCC with Daddy during his lunch break. So we did. We arrived around 12.45pm. Went to the food court. The food choices was great! Seriously, but since it was a school holiday, it was too packed! But lucky for us, we got a table. Had lunch and walk around. Then, Mom and Farabiha decided to watch The day the earth stood still. So, since Dad has work, we went back to the office and we watched the movie.

The movie was not so good, not so bad kinda movie. It was kinda boring la actually. But not bad. In easy words, it's 50-50. So, we left KLCC at sharp 5pm, but we got home around 6.45pm. KL is just crazy oh! Never go there between 4.45pm-5.30pm. Well, scratch that. Don't LEAVE KL from 4.45pm-5.30pm or you'll get stuck in the massive jam! Haih, I wonder how Daddy can stand it. So, while waiting in the car, Teyra called and asked if I wanna go to Carlos to meet someone. So, asked Dad, he said ok. So Teyra came to my house at 7pm. We went to Carlos at 8pm. Had our dinner and chit chat. It was fun. Anyway, to cut the story short, I got back home around 10.30pm. Had totally FUN with the Family and Friends :D

Friday 12/12

Daddy's BIG day! His birthday! Like he says, it's the ONLY important day in DECEMBER. Well, you got that right dad! ONLY in december, because in JANUARY, 26th Jan is the most important day. *wink wink. Anyway, at sharp 12am, my siblings and I wished Daddy HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I WAS THE FIRST. :) Anyhow, got up at 11am. Went to Subang Parade with Mom and Ayom. Bought some stuff. Got back home around 1pm. Had Mc'D for lunch.

Teyra texted saying she wants to go out. No no, wait! She said, she CAN go out and hang out. So, we went to Burger King. Had our girly girl talk :) Then, Tasha came. Then, Yudesh. After that we went to Big bookshop because I needed to buy some thing. Tasha bought game cards. THEN! We went to Mc'D and played Tai tee. At first, it was just Yudesh, Tasha and I who played. Then Teyra joined. :) lol. It was fun. Went back home at sharp 6pm.

Dad decided to go to Port Klang for Dinner. We arrived around 8pm/8.30pm? But before that, we gave Dad his present. A perfume. Very nice smell. So he used it. :) HOPE YOU LIKE IT DAD! The food was great! The singer who sang there SUCK big time! I think, I could sing better. Seriously. They wore over exposed clothes. BAD BAD IDEA! Anyway, had a great time.

Sent ayom back home then went to Usj 18 to get something. Then, we arrived home, Angah tricked dad. She asked him to take the stuff from the car JUST because we want him to enter the house last. So, when he entered, we sang the BIRTHDAY SONG with a cake on the table made by Mom! Carrot cake - Dad's favorite cake. :)

Anyway, to Dad. I know you read my blog. So if you do, I wanna say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY or maybe BELATED birthday! Hope you had a great day the other day. I love you! You're the greatest Daddy ever!

This is it for now.

Night love!

Crazy week.

*Updated.
I have already updated about Thursday and Friday. So, wait for more of my post aite? *cheh, macam orang banyak baca je kan? LOL.

I have A LOT to update!

thursday 11/12
lunch and outing with family at KLCC - visit daddy ; work

friday 12/12
Daddy's birthday! - dinner.

Saturday 13/12
Sisters BBQ -Girlfriends came ; sleepover - fun.

Sunday 14/12
Dec bday BBQ at Khaleesa's - sleepover at Khaleesa's ; birthday celebration - movie

Monday 15/12
Khaleesa's 14th bday. Outing; Pyramid - Movie Twilight 3rd time. :D

I'll update everything by this week. WITH photos, InsyaAllah. Am tired now. Not enough sleep. Night night!

Night LOVE!

I can't get enough of it.

Today, woke up at 11am. Mom texted saying we're having lunch with Daddy at KLCC. So, got there around 12.40pm. Went for lunch with the adorable family :) Watched movie with Mother and siblings. We watched THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL. It was kinda boring, but okay la. Got out from KLCC at sharp 5pm, BUT we got home at 6.45pm. Typical KL huh? Haih. But anyway, had a great day with the family. Yeah yeah!

I got home, Teyra came. We talked for a lil while and went to Carlos at 8pm. Had our dinner and CHIT CHAT! That's we ALWAYS do! :) Fun! Then Desh came for like 2 minutes, then Sue came. Then hang out with the friends. Fun! HAHA. Got back home at 10.30pm. Well, now I'm blogging. There's nothing much that I wanna blog about.

Oh, about the title, I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF MY LOVES! MY LOVES ARE :-

-The family.
- The GIRLFRIENDS.
-The true friends.
- The cousins!

Had a talk with Khaleesa. She had a problem. BABE! I'm here. Always for you! Hang in there okay sayang? See you this Sunday! Can't wait!!! :) Tomorrow, well in 17minutes is Daddy's birthday. :D I LOVE YOU DADDY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE! *i know you read my blog. :) hahaha.

That's all for now. I'm watching Wild Child. FUN! :)

Night and later love!

I should learn how to SHUT UP!

Haha, the title is true. I tend to talk too much that I don't even know what I was talking about. You can ask my mom, my sisters, my WHOLE family. They know. That's the real me. I like to talk, but hey! I just realized that it's annoying. lol. whatever, i'll shut up! *see what I mean?* LOL.

So, I have tons to update, but I'm lazy! Khaleesa and Shaheera slept over at my house few nights ago. It was fun and FUNNY! Seriously. You'll probably read it in Khaleesa's blog. I bet she'll make fun of me! There's some part that is really funny! It involves, cards, beds, song. LOL! Lets not talk about it. The sleepover was fun, nuff said. Oh, raya haji was also fun! Except the fact that I could not enjoy the FOOD due to the pain I had. jeez. But, let's not talk about that either.

Yesterday, had lunch with Tasha at Strawberry Fields, Taipan. Then, Qairul Ain joined us at Kopitiam, then went to video easy then Burger King. OH! We saw Mr.Thiru! LOL. It was funny. But whatever. HAHA, got back home around 6pm. Tasha hang out at my place for a lil while. That's practically it. Oh, I slept from 7pm to 10.30pm and now it's 1.58am and I can't sleep. Smart huh? Haih. But anyway, this is just a simple update. Will post some of the picture during the sleepover (even though there's not much pictures) and will also some of the picture with Tasha & Qairul Ain at Burger King when I get it from Tasha.

NIGHT LOVE!

I'm at my grandparents house

hello all. I'm at my grandparents house. Raya right? Lol. So I'm updating this using khaleesa's iPhone. Man, its kinda hard.hmm, what should I talk about? Nothing much I guess. Khaleesa is herewith me. She's with me now. She's updating me about her life. Oh, no! Scratch that! She's updating me about her LOVE LIFE! Hahaha. I love you baby! We're waiting for ash and his family to come! Oh I'll update more later ok. Have to do something! *sakit tekak! Bye everyone! Later, bye love.

I'm in the MOOD .

Okay, let me warn you. This post might be a long post. Possible. So, if you don't like reading LONG post, better stop now and get out. Thank you.

So here goes. Yesterday (saturday) I thought I was going out with the family since it's a weekend right? But I woke up at 2pm, parents and eldest sister went to Mydin, Angah had exams in the morning. So yea. Woke up, lay on the bed because I was too lazy to get my ass off it. Took my shower at 3pm. Got down, I was freaking hungry. Mom and Dad came home with FOOOOOD! Ayam penyet. lol. It was delicious. Online, chit chat with the sisters. That's all I did in the afternoon. Around 7.30pm maybe, went to business centre. Bought KETAM. 2 days straight makan ketam. haih,. :p Around 9.30pm Teyra message me saying she was at Carlos. So, since Angah was there with her friends, i went. Hang out with Teyra, Sue, Fajran, Syazwan, Desh and Qairul Anuar. Saw some familiar faces. Well, that's a normaly thing. lol.

So, there's this part where Fajran and Teyra was asking Desh if he's gonna cut his hair bold next year. lol. Teyra said to Desh "if you sayang I, jangan botak." Then Fajran used the same sentence. Then, Desh came out with a stupid example. He asked Fajran "okay, kalau macam, aku dengan Fara tgh main kejar2 dekat some gunung, then kitorg 2 mcm nak jatuh dari gunung, siapa kau selamat kan?" haha, it was funny. Then we were like "mana boleh guna tali. Mana ada tali" yadayadayada. You had to be there to laugh and understand. LOL. Serious funny. haih. Oh then fajran almost terlepas a name. HAHA, funny! Whatever. So, went back home around 11pm. Sara send me back home. Angah is sleeping over at Sara's house with Nab. So yea.

Well, I have nothing much to blog. Suddenly not in the mood to blog anymore. lol. Not that long la right this post? haha. If you say this is long, I have no idea what to say. haha, oh, am still waiting for the pictures from Qairul Ain. Haih, lambat betuik. hahaha. I LOVE YOU QAIRUL AIN! Upload la. Nanti I belanja you makan. :D haha, night love!

"You are my life now"

"You are my life now."

-Edward Cullen-

Hehe, I know I'm obsess with Twilight. But you can't blame me. LOL, Khaleesa doesn't like the movie. When I told her that I love the movie, she laughed and said "what happened to you, b?"
Hahaha, siot punya cousin. But it's okay, I love her. :) So, anyway enough about Twilight.

It was raining just now, and I was thinking about the past. HAHA. Okay, I'm being serious now. I was thinking about the past. About, how my life was early this year. It was perfect. Well, wait. Not perfect, but almost perfect? Ah, you get what I mean. I was happy with my friends, we were all together. We didn't backstab each other, we didn't say any bad things behind each others back. But now? When I come to this point, I keep thinking. What did I do wrong to be treated like this? When I think about "her" NO, not you! Why would I think about you? Scratch that. I was kidding. I do think about all of 'em. (Name's are not to be mentioned) This is my blog. So , it's up to me what I wanna blog about. If you have a problem with that, then STOP reading and get out from Babyfara-nabira.blogspot.com. :)

So, back to the story. Why did she talk crap behind my back? For all I know, I've respected her, looked up to her as one of the best girls I know. Who's talented and creative. That's my thought about you BEFORE i found out the truth. Well, now when I have known the truth, why should I call you "my girl" right? This thing, the thing that you talked about me, did not JUST happen. It was months ago! You don't know how I feel when I knew the truth. It hurts. I felt like crying, but I come to my senses that, why the hell should I cry over you? I should be angry and anxious to confront you. But a friend made me realize and remember about what YOU're going through, with your family and all. So, I decided to lay back and try to put it all behind me. But guess what, each and everyday I try to do that, it hurts me even more! It hurts me that A FRIEND could do that to anothet friend.

I still remember how my heart acted when I found out about the truth. I was having breakfast with friends (names are not to be mentioned again. You should know who you are). They said "B, we have to tell you something" and I'm like shit, this doesn't sound right. And BOOOOMMM, they said it. I was like .... SPEECHLESS. not in a good way okay! in a BAD way. I was like , in my heart i was like "shit, why the hell did she do that for? i didn't do anything bad to her." Well, that's what you get for being TOO nice to someone. Without you noticing it, they'll stab you from behind. And it hurts.

Well, now there's no need for me to talk about it. It hurts even more. So, I just hope that IF I see you, I won't burst out yelling. I hope I'll take it easy. Hopefully. But I doubt it. LOL. I'll post of some pictures that I really really miss the moments. :')

P/s : DON'T ASK ME WHO THIS PARTICULAR PERSON IS. If you know, keep your mouth shut and good for you. If you don't then keep guessing but I don't give a damn if you know or not. The ones who are close to me, should know who I'm talking about.

I miss these moments. -
The fun outing

The breakfast & lunch

The day we finished our end year of Form 4The taipan session.
The dinner before Ikram left(cousins outing)The times where we always hang out in Kopitiam, Taipan.The groceries shopping for our BBQ

The first outing to Sunway Pyramid together

The lunch before practice

New yet Boring.

Okay, I've change my layouts. I don't really like fancy layouts. I just like simple. So, this is it. LOL. I'll update again later.

Give me the green light .

I'm at home now, doing nothing. I have actually nothing to blog about. Just that, last night, I was chatting with Teyra and we we're bored. So we played games at MSN. But my internet was being a bitch! Most of the games we tried to play, we didn't get to play it due to MY internet! haih. But anyway, we played UNO twice. The first time , none of us won. Then the second time, it got stuck. So we played Checkers. At first, Teyra was winning, but in the end? I WON BABYYY! hahaha, TEYRA, you loser pon I still sayang you okay? :p

Well, My baby's back! KHALEESA. She's back. Yeaaayyyy! I miss her. (Not that I always see her anyway) but when she's here, in MALAYSIA, we can call or text each other. See, technology rocks my socks! hahaha. I'll probably see her on monday, since it's Raya Haji. :) Can't wait. Oh, today is the 5th of December. In exactly ONE MONTH, school is starting. HOW BORING. Boring because we have to study and SPM man! shit! But the best part is getting to see my friends almost everyday. Awhhh, how sweet I am. I know.

I'm dead bored now! I have nothing to do. So, I'm posting this to kill time. I'm gonna play games with Teyra at MSN now. Waiting for the freaking game to load. Lama betul nak loading. Anyway, will update again.

P/s : I still haven't got the pictures from Qairul Ain yet. She wants me to give a thumb drive, but I aint go one. So, hoping for her to upload the pictures in MS. :) Bye for now.

"I will do whatever it takes to make you safe again."

The title was one of the sentence Edward Cullen said to Bella. I know , i know , I'm like sooo into TWILIGHT. But what the heck. I like the movie. Oh by the way, I just realize that my post were too long and every one was like "gila panjang blog you." or something like that. Well, I just read something somewhere. It says "Blog is a place where you write what you want. You tell stories bout your day in DETAILS rather than talking about it. Blog is where, when you can't express your feelings to someone, you express it in you blog...." It goes on and on about BLOG. and I totaly agree with it. because, in my point of view, blogging is fun when you love writing. Well, I like writing but i dislike reading. So, i guess I write a lot. And that is why most of my post are LONG and you know, sometimes boring. When I feel like blogging, i'll try and make it as simple yet fun to read but when I'm not in the mood to blog that much, I'll just post what you see. Get it? Ahh, it's okay if you don't. So, don't blame me if my post is long okay? I like writing. heee :)

So anyway, today is my baby love's birthday. TENGKU SURAYA HANI! We did a little surprise for her. A small lunch, at Gasoline - Asian Avenue , Sunway Pyramid. The food there is reasonable. :) So, Syazwan (Sue's boyf) bought cake, so we surprised her by the people who were there and cake. We sang, the restaurant Gasoline even turned on the "Happy birthday" song. How sweet of 'em huh? :) So, I hope Sue was SURPRISED! because it was kinda a messy plan, because I don't know la. We were, whats the word - KABUT. At first la. But it turned out okay I guess. After that, we went to Redbox . It was SOOOOOOO fun! I have no words that can describe how fun it was. Seriously. You just had to be there to know what I'm feeling. We went in around 3.30/4pm maybe? The party ended at sharp 6.30pm. But it was a total fun! Friends were sporting, well some of them la. But most of them did. The girls I love was there. The true friends were there. I guess, you guys have seen the REAL me. The party attitude in me. Maybe? But that wasn't all out babe. I have more ATTITUDE for you. LOL. Went back home around 7.40pm with Sara , Angah and Tasha.

My WHOLE body is in pain. But hey, I had fun. Seriously. Pictures are with Tasha and Qairul. hah! Nak tunggu dari Qairul memang few days la. I just the pictures from the outing the other day. I'll post a few la k. :)

Pictures from outing on last thursday -Twilight.