exactly 10 months.

In exactly 10 months is SPM. Yeap, Pn.Rachel told us. The second she told us, I was like "oh god, help me! I've not covered my form 4 topics." 1 week of school has past just like that. Time is seriously flying too fast. I like it, but I'm scared at the same time. I somehow know, I will definitely miss school days once I step in College. Well, that's life. You start with Tadika, off to Primary school, then High school, College, University and then, Work and family. Wow, seriously I am scared of life. haih.

Anyway, school's okay. I'm starting to like Add maths and Modern Maths. Well, i like it basically because the first topic is easy. I'm sure when we learn other topics, I'll get all stressed up about it. Well, lucky for me, I'm starting tuition next week and I'm concentrating in class. I NO LONGER sleep in class (cheh, baru first week of school) Haha.

Tasha's back for 4 days. Hang out with her and the others today. It was fun just before someone made me feel down. Yea. But anyway, I don't have much to say.

Oh, i've said what I wanna say. I've let it ALL out. Well, mostly. But I'm proud of it. Even if nothings gonna happen, at least I know I did the right thing. Right? -.- But anyway, some things are just bugging me. And I can't seem to stop it. I don't want anything to distract me from my studies. I've promised myself that I wanna do well in SPM because it's the last exam in High School and also it is very important. I've made my promise and I'm gonna stick to it. I wanna make my family proud and i wanna make MYSELF proud.

For the past few days, I've been missing "that person" TOO much. I know, one day I'm gonna realize that it's not good for me to miss "that person" too much because it will hurt me. I just know. But, if it doesn't, then it's fine. [If you don't understand about what I'm saying, deal with it. I'm just trying to say what I wanna say.]

Oh, Ikram has left. AGAIN. :( I cried, AGAIN, when we said our goodbyes. Well, what do you expect. He's my first cousin. And I take him as a brother, and he's not gonna be here for my 17th birthday. That's just sad. Lets hope he won't forget my birthday *finger crossed* Oh, another cousin of mine, a close one too. He's living too. Ashraf's leaving to MCKK this Sunday. :( Again, I know I'm gonna cry this saturday because that's the last I'm gonna see him before he goes. I can't send him because I have school on Monday. :( Ashraf is also like a brother to me. Ikram and Ashraf are the brothers I never had. Ikram is like my elder brother. He's caring and kind , even though he likes to bully me :p and Ashraf is like my little brother. He's sweet, a gentleman and also caring. He's really MANJA :) I love you both!

So, enough for today. I promised myself I won't post long. So, yea. DONE. night.

Just so you know, I'm not rich I'm not poor. I'm just normal. My family and I, we're just Us. We ain't rich. So, if you see us as RICH, it's fine. If you see us as POOR, it's fine too. As long as WE, my family and I, know who we are, that's fine.