Malas.

Malas nak update, takda mood. BYE!

You're still a part of everything I do,

Hey there. Sorry for the dull blog. I've been trying to make myself busy for this holiday. Holiday is such a .... As said, most of my friends were away, but thank god, on wednesday, Tasha and Sue got back. I don't really wanna update about my holidays, cause it was simple and boring. Hang out, tuition, home yadayada. Same old same old. BORING. Anyway, school's starting tomorrow. Know what, I haven't touch my books for exactly a week today. My english books are not complete. And I have english tomorrow. SHIT! Other subjects are, lets say 90% complete.

Will be getting our results. Mother F man! I can bet you, I'll only pass few of the subjects. I'll be thankful if half of the subjects that I'm taking, well, I'm taking 9 subjects so, do your maths. Anyway, back to what I was saying, I'll be thankful if I even pass half of what I'm taking. Honestly, I didn't really study for the first term exams. So , I guess it serves me right if I fail most of it, ain't it? Haih, I promise, starting tomorrow, I'll concentrate on my studies. I've decided that everything else comes seconds. STUDY is my PRIORITY now.

My grandma (TOKMA) left to Dubai last night. Before she left, she hugged me and said "Make sure you study. Get straight A's. Prove it to people that you can do it. Prove the everyone who looks down on you, prove to them that YOU CAN DO IT! Make your family, make me proud. I love you" Right after she said that, it hit me. I wanna prove to everyone, especially my family. I want them to be proud of me. So, I promise. I will study! No, I WANNA STUDY! I wanna set my priorities straight. I wanna study. Parties, hangouts, and sorts comes later. I'll party my ass off after the BIG EXAM (spm).

Anyway, I wanna get some rest now. I'm tired, and I seriously feel sick. Pening teruk gila. So, till next time babies.

Bye babies!

Never have I ever miss someone like this,

Khaleesa Zaidan,
I miss you terribly. Honestly, I've never felt like this before. I feel that we are not connecting to each other. I miss the old times. I miss us telling each other everything. What happened babe? I know we have our own things to do, but you have never for a second, slip my mind. I really miss you. :( This is beyond miss. I NEED YOU! I WANT YOU! Haih, life is so dull without you babe. It's been a while since I've heard from you. Call me sayang, I miss you. Seriously.
I LOVE YOU KHALEESA!

P/s : I also miss my other friends. The girls, Rifdi, Helmi, Jai, Safuan, and the list goes on. BALIK LA CEPAT DARI CUTI! RINDUUUUUUU!

Class of '09

So, 5 fitrah's class dinner was held in Bubba Gum, Sunway Pyramid. I arrived around 7.10pm. Met Teyra. And we headed to the restaurant. At first, it was awkward cause I'm not really close to them. But then, we bond. :) We took pictures. It was quite fun la to be honest. After dinner, went to Star Cafe with Yudesh Fajran and Teyra. Went back home around 11pm. I don't have much to update, and I only have gotten few of the pictures. So, here are the pictures. :) Just a few lah, malas nak upload banyak banyak. haha.

I think got one person who is not 5 Fitrah, but can't recall her name. haha.

That's all.

Night, babies!

Tired.

Hey, just got back home from Sunway, then Carlos. Had 5 fitrah class of '09's class dinner. It was quite okay. Will update about it tomorrow. Pictures are not with me. Most are with my classmates. Will post some of 'em IF i get it from them. (don't know how to get it from them)

p/s : Xin Yin, if you're reading this, please post the pictures in your blog k. I'll take it from there. :) Thanks.

Special post,

Weee, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TEUKU FAJRANALDI. :) If you guys don't know who he is, he is one of my closest friend. I love him to death. He has always been good to me. He's a great friend. I can't imagine my life without him. Weh, happy birthday. You know I love you and I know you love me more. HAHAHA, anyway. Hope you had a great birthday weh. I'll belanja you makan k, as promised. I don't care if you don't want. I won't take no as an answer. :D

Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Fajran yang baby sayang gila babi,
happy birthday to YOU! :)

I've been traveling on this road too long,

Lets continue baby!

Maulidullrasul
I woke up at 6.30am. Got up, and got ready. Sue came to my house first at 7am. Then Qairul Ain came, followed by Teyra and Tasha. :) We all got ready at my house. Pakai green baju kurung, and tudung. :) Aww, sweet kan. haha. Then, at 7.35am, Mummy dropped us at Masjid Al-Falaq Usj 9 where the meeting point is. So, met our schoolmates and teachers. Got in the line, and waited. :) The boys came. Many many names to mention, yet I'm lazy. haha.

So, then, we walked ramai-ramai to Surau USJ 18. :) The weather, i tell you. It was so peaceful. Seriously, I didn't feel any hotnest at all. It was cool. :) Then, we reached USJ 18. Waited for the results. There were 3 catogories ; Peringkat sekolah rendah, Peringkat Sekolah Menengah and Peringkat Sekolah Agama. Guess what, SMK USJ 13 WON PERINGKAT SEKOLAH MENENGAH! :) We were so proud. Then, they had this Juara keseluruhan. Means, the winner beats all the primary, high school and agama school and GUESS WHAT! SMK USJ 13 WON! :) I was so happy. We were all happy.

Took lots of pictures. Tasha then, had to go back. :( Takpe Tasha, Jumaat ni kita lepak. :) Then they gave like a break. So all of us went to Padang. Hang out there. Had a little drama. Shit you people lah okay, I am who I am. I know what I am. I don't care about what you idiotic people think about me. As long as the people around me knows me well, I'm fine with it. So, get a life please! Anyway, Syazwan's Mom sent Qairul, Sue, Teyra, and I to Taipan. Met yudesh there. Had our lunch. Talk talk. Waited for Araff, Putra and Aleef to come. But hey! They canceled, last minute. I'm not surprised. haha, :p

I was already tired. So, went back home at 2.45pm with Yudesh and Teyra. Got home and slept. I slept at 3.30pm till the next morning 6.30am. Cool huh? But I woke up for a little while around 8-ish. haha. Well, that's it. Will post some of the pictures later later lah. Malas.

bye, babies!

Cause when I'm with him, I am thinking of you

Lets update baby! :)

Safuan's birthday :)
We planned a little surprise for him. Qairul Ain and I went to Taipan early to buy the cake. Then, we went to Master Mind. Since the idea of surprising him was there. I made a deal with Sandy. But, some of the boys were really annoying which pisses Sandy off. So, we couldn't continue with our plan. But we still made the surprise there. So, we waited for Safuan like SO LONG! I went down with Rifdi. Jai was sitting downstairs alone. Pity him. Then, safuan came. He look pale. So, I texted Qairul and said we're coming up with Safuan. The minute we stepped in, Safuan just lay down on the sofa. He was sweating and coudln't breathe. Then, Aula brought the cake out. Safuan's reaction was like "haa, whatever lah" Well, what do you expect. He was sick. haha, but after that he was okay. We went down to Makbul to eat the cakes. :)
After that, we went back to Master Mind. BM class. Rifdi sorok my beg. haih. hahaha. I thought it was lost. Banyak sangat benda dah hilang. Stress! hahaha :p So, that's about it for Safuan's birthday. But it was seriously fun. Pictures are with Qairul Ain. Will post some of them when I get them.

Birthday cake

Rifdi

Qairul Ain, Sue, Babyfara
Kena buli dengan Aiman and Putra

Exam.
Exam started last week thursday. Man, it was tough. First paper was Bm and Sejarah. Shit oh. My Bm was so so, but sejarah? I'm really dissapointed in myself. haih, but whatever lah, that's the past. I can't do anything about it. Friday was Agama and Science. Agama was okay, I could do it. But science? Again, haih. Whatever lah. I can't do anything about it. Serves me right lah kan, cause I didn't study. haih.

Saturday - Awana Genting.
Woke up at 6.30am. Got ready. Went to Awana, Genting. Had Daddy's office family day. Honestly, I thought it was going to be like dead boring. But, hey! It was not bad. They had games, BBQ dinner with a theme Arabian Night. it was fun. Gotta know daddy's friends. hehe, I participated in one game. But hey, atleast I tagged along. Later that night, the dinner. I was really shy. I wore this blue genie in a bottle kinda outfit. :) And then, the host, Abang Farid, he was nice. He interviewed me. BUT! hahaha, I laughed the whole way. It was funny. He was speaking in the Arabian slang, and it was funny. I was all giggly, and everyone laughed! haha. whatever lah. But it was fun. Honestly. :)

Ain't this two baby cute? :)

Ayom and I

Sunday - continue of Awana, Genting.
Woke up at 8.30am. Had breakfast. Then, packed. Around 11 something we went up to Genting. We ride the cable car. It was scary, but Langkawi punya lagi scary. haha, I'm afraid of heights! What do you expect. hahaha. Genting was seriously full! Haih, can't imagine during the holidays. Like, gila full. There was this one lady, she was running and screaming her sons name "danial!" See, hold on to your kids next time. No matter the place is crouded or not, hold them. I don't know is she found her son, but I hope she did. Went back home around 3. Reach Subang at 4.30pm. Parent's sent me to MPSJ. Met up with Sue, then we went to Taipan. Hang out. Then, Tasha and Qairul Ain came. :)
Later that night, Qairul ain and Tasha followed me back. Then, we went to Carlos. Putra, Aiman, Desh, Imran, Araff came. Lepak lepak. I was stress about something. Friends tried to calm me down. It worked la a little. :) Thanks babies! I love you all!

Will post some of the pictures later.

Okay, that's about it now. Will update the others later. Gotta take my bath and get ready for tuition. TOMORROW NO PAPER! Yeaaaayyyyy! Bye babies!

edited :-
Okay, I've posted some of the pictures. The Awana, Genting pictures ada banyak, so malas nak upload. hahaha. Bye!

Tired and Uninspired

haha, I'm in love with that song. Thanks to Yudesh. hahaha. Whatever, k I'll update more later. I'm just killing time. Will post more tomorrow. My bed is calling me, and the books are too. So which should I go to? Bed or books? Hmmm, BED! hahaaha,

bye, night babies! Love.

Boohoooo

I'll update about Safuan's birthday, exam, Genting, Hang out with Tasha, Maulidullrasul later on, alright? I'm very busy with exams. I'll probably update half of it tonight and the others when i have the time okay? Bye babies! :)

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Hey, I've been really busy and tired lately. Having my first term exams now. The first day is super hard. Science was tough. BM was so-so. But I don't think I can score for both of the subject. We'll just have to wait and see. Anyway, recap? I can't really recall what I did. But then, I'll try.

Larian Mesra.
It was okay, fun to be honest. Even though I was tired of running, jogging and walking, but it was fun. I didn't plan to join, but since Sue joined, I joined. :) Teyra? Photographer. I'm proud to say, my last year of school, I participated in this event. :) Anyway, after Larian Mesra, we went to Melur. Lepak bla bla bla. Got home, was really tired. Wanted to sleep and rest but we; Qairul, Teyra, Sue and I wanted to visit Safuan and Shahrul. So, Mom dropped us at SJMC. Rifdi, Sue and Syazwan came. Then, we visited Shahrul. Thank God they are both okay now. Well, Safuan is still sick la actually. :( But anyway, after that, went to Makbul with Rifdi and Teyra.
After that, went to Pyramid with the family. Got a new pair of pants. :)) I was really tired. Got home around 9 something. and I slept.

Safuan

Shahrul

Sunday
Went breakfast at Aunty Rubi's house. Nice food. Met my dearest cousins whom I've missed. :) After that, we went to Tok ma and Tok pa's house. It was just a block away. Played cards with the cousins. haha, fun! :) Hmm, I can't remember what we did after that. Blergh, whatever lah.

Khaleesa, I miss and love you :)

Monday
I went to school. BUT, around 8.30am , Pn.Sairah asked for help. Last minute thing. So, teyra, Wei Ling and I had to go to MSSD to be the photographers. So, the teacher drove us back home to change and take our stuff. It was tiring :( Around 11.30am, we had a break. They said the events will start again at 3pm. So, we went to Teyra's house. Took a shower, ate lunch, watch tv. Then, Wei Ling had tuition, so Yudesh took her place. We finished aroun 6.30pm. Went to tuition straight. I was super tired.

Tuesday
Woke up at 5.45am. Qairul woke me up. :\ Anyway, 6.30am teyra and Desh came to my house. Went to school to pick Qairul, Sue and Putra up. :) Went to Stadium Matsushita. Had a lil drama with one of the teacher. Whatever lah, she's so annoying. Anyway, SMK USJ 13 won first place for 4X100. :) PROUD! Congrats guys!
Went back by cab. We went to school. Had another drama. haha, but the police came. Then, teachers were busy chasing us away. Went to Mc'd with Yudesh, Qairul, Sue, Teyra and Adam. I was seriously feeling sick. Oh, then had another drama. Putra took my cincin. Then at tuition, I was sitting next to him, suddenly he asked if he has already given it back. He didn't. Then, Putra and Qairul went all over to look for it. lol, it's okay Putra. I forgive you. But, KHALEESA, I'm so sorry. I've kept that ring for about a year plus and now it's gone. I feel so bad. I'm sorry, yang! TRULY SORRY! I still do love you. I remember you said that , the ring is a sign of me loving you. And now it's gone. Sorry babe. I still do love you! ALWAYS.

Wednesday ? yesterday ? Hmm, I can't remember what I did. blergh, whatever!

Thursday - TODAY. FUN FUN DAY. Will update tomorrow, alright? I'm tired and I want to rest and study. :)

Night babies!

It starts with just a "hello"

I don't know what I'm feeling, I don't know what to do. I think I'm jealous, but I'm not sure. I sometimes do not care, but when I do, it hurts. Am I confused? I think I am. Haih. I talk about him a lot, trust me. I told my friends, I'm not good enough for him. But I think I'm starting to like him a lot. What am I supposed to do? Oh god help me. Give me an answer on what I should do.

I'll update about Larian Mesra and my Sunday later tonight.
Not really in the mood.