She has left me. Left us!

Yeap, the title says it all. Tasha has left for boarding school and I am super duper sad! :( She's my baby girl. She's always there to comfort me anytime I need it. She understands me well enough to know if I'm okay or not. She's just who she is. And I love her.

Two nights ago, we had a gathering. The girls reunite. Well, Sue was absent. She was away. So, it was not complete. But anyway, Qairul, Tasha, Shasha, Teyra, Tiqot and few other people were there. I mean we were hanging out at Nailis, Taipan. We took lots of pictures. We talk, we laugh, we cried! As you all know, Tasha and Shasha are moving. Tasha is away to bording school in Ipoh and Shasha's moving to Ampang. When I asked them whats their reason of moving, it's just the same answer. "I want to focus on my SPM." Well, atleast that's a good reason. :)

So, it was already 10.35pm. We were saying good bye to Shasha since she was going back. Qairul hugged her and they both cried. And I felt tears was falling down too. So, I went to Shasha hugged her and I cried! She said her goodbyes, she apologize for whatever she did and I cried even more! Then, we, Tasha Teyra Tiqot Dann Ashraf and I went to Mc'd. Waited for tasha's mom to come pick us up.

So, Tasha's mom sent Teyra and I home. We sent Teyra first since she was so scared that her mom will get all angry because it was already 11.35pm. Tasha and Teyra hugged and they cried. I was also crying but I hold back. I didn't want to show Tasha that I was sad. Because I want to be happy for her. But the second Tasha step down of the car to hug me, I cried. I was sobbing like hell. I still remember she hugged me and said "Thanks for everything, B" I was crying I couldn't say a word. All I could say was "take care, tasha" She went off, I went into my room and I cried even more! I couldn't do anything at that time. I coudln't accept that she was moving.

I texted her, and I was okay already. I knew that she's doing this for her own benefit. and that's good. I am so lucky to have a friend like her and TO BE a friend to her. I love you Tasha. I was just texting with her like 5 minutes ago, she's well and trying to fit in her place. She said she could not be as childish like how she is with us. It's okay Tasha. 10/11 months je. After that, we'll party harddd!

Anyway, pictures are still with Tiqot. Will post some of 'em when I get them. Oh, one thing CONGRATS tiqot and Danial. :)

P/s : I am missing Tasha badly! I can't bare with the fact that, 4/5 Fitrah's class monitor is no longer Tasha. I can't bare with the fact that, the noise that cheers me up everyday will no longer be heard in my last year of school. :(