By the way

To Shar :- Justin Randall Timberlake is so mine. haha, he's so not your sampah, because he was never yours. ;p

By the way, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DANN SAYANG.
Sorry didn't wish you on your birthday and sorry I couldn't make it to you birthday celebration the other day. I hope you had a great time. Miss you lots. :)

The weekend.

Okay, I know I haven't update my blog for quite sometime. :) Been busy lah, with school and stuff. Anyway, nothing interesting for the past few days. Just had a family gathering for the March and Aprils birthday (Mummy's side of the family). It was fun. Okay here's the story :-

On friday (25th April), it was my beloved mothers 45th birthday. :) So yea, I went to school like normal. Went back late because I stayed back for choir. I went back at 2.30pm. As i was walking with Tiqot and Tasha heading out the school, I didn't see my mom (she was supposed to pick me up with our new car) But, there I saw her standing under a tree. So we went home (I'm not supposed to write how we went home as I will get killed by mother if I do) =/ haha, Anyway, went back home didn't even shower or eat my lunch. But Mummy called a cab for us to go to Cheras to pick up our new Fortuner Toyota Car. So we went to Cheras around 3 if I'm not mistaken.

The Texi was nice. He chatted with mother while I was listening to the songs from my phone. He was nice to ask us if he could turn on the radio. Somehow, he was talking to mother bout his family and he told us that his wife past away last year of Brest Cancer if I'm not mistaken. It was so sad, he showed us a picture of his family and also his late wife. He brings the picture everywhere he goes. Sweet huh? ;)

Anyway, got home from the shop to pick up the car around 5.30, picked up my sisters from College. We went to KLCC ate Korean BBQ for mothers 45th birthday. Met father there since he works at KLCC, Petronas. The food was nice and delicious. Seriously, the portion was little, but I was really full. Surprisingly huh. haha.

The next day, we went to my aunt's (Teh, Father's sister) house, to celebrate mothers birthday and also a going away dinner for my grandparents because they're going to Umrah on the 1st of May. :) Makan, makan and makan. Oh,! My cousin Faeetz, he got his license, so my sisters and I asked him to drive us around. hehe, It was fun. Faeetz, Kak Jee, My sisters and I went for a drink at Mamak near by. We all drank Teh O'Ais. =D Nothing much happened there. Just a family gathering by my fathers side.

Sunday ( 27th April ), this day was FUN! ;) Had a family gathering (Mothers side) It was fun. because I miss them too much. Tok ma, Tok pa, Khaleesa, everyone! Sadly, Ikram wasn't there. He couldn't come back home for his birthday celebration too. haih, miss him though. But never mind. We had lunch at Vistana Hotel. The food was not bad and it was cheap. :) Everyone ordered like a lot ! haha, it was funny. Anyway, met everyone. Dayuuum! I really really missed 'em so much. I talked and talked and talked with Khaleesa, since we didn't have the time before to update each other bout life. hahaha.

We went to my Grandparents after lunch. The cousins hang out.. yada yada yada.. Same old routine. We talked and laugh laugh laugh. =D Well, thats all I did for the weekend. lepas rindu oh dgn Khaleesa. hehe.

Oh, I didn't go to school today. Blame Wei Ling. Bad influence. hahaha, kidding.

No Hope.

I don't regret knowing you nor liking you. Because to me, there's only one person in this world who can make me happy in every way. And I guess it's you. Knowing you on that particular day, makes me never want to forget bout that day. The great day. I don't bother bout what people say nor by what they judge cause to me, it's me who's liking you now. Not them. So what's their problem if I like you? You can't control who you like nor love.

If they say I'm stupid or blind by loving you, then hello people! Look at yourself and your partner in the mirror and tell me, am I blind or are you the one who's blind here? Don't judge people by their looks, please. I once did that, and i regretted judging a person by their looks. They may be bad looking, but most probably they have a good heart. Good intention. Unlike certain guys who looks hot. They just have the looks but they don't have good hearts. So don't judge anyone by their looks.

I may be stupid by just liking him like that. Without getting to know him, but who cares. The way he talks to me just melts my heart even though it was just for a short while. Seriously, I feel different.

But whatever lah, I know that I don't have a chance. Like I always say to my friends, I always fall for the wrong guy. What to do. haihhh..

Madness

Madness ! Since the day 'she' planned the Futsal Tournament, everything falls apart. We fought, people get stressed out, yelling and stuff. And guess what, she didn't plan it with us. She planned it herself, and she expects people to follow routine but she keeps saying that we are all in this together. Bullshit ! She was being bossy & rude. I mean, come on la girl, if you want to be the 'boss' in the event, just say it! Stupid !

Anyway, the tournament was at first postponed, and then at the very last minute, it was CANCELED! And I had to take the blame. Shit! People yelling at me telling me that we are stupid, don't know how to organize an event yada yada.. I HAD TO TAKE THE BLAME! You pathetic loser! haih..

So, the thing here is that if you wanna plan an event, and if you wanna plan it with US, do discuss everything first before you make an action. And please do not be bossy and rude anymore. Not just to me, but to everyone. You've made me all hot-tempered and all. I've never 'tinggi kan suara' to anyone before. The first time was with you! So do not make me do it again. I hate being mad at anyone. Thank you. :)

Shit.

I know you may think I'm weird because it's easy for me to fall in love just like that. But let me tell you this, I may have fallen in love with him just like that, but I did not confess. I'm waiting for the right time. May be there's no right time. So yea, I'll just have to be patient. If there is no hope, then there is no hope. But honestly I say, I do fall in love easily. But I don't just simply say the 3 words just like that. " I LOVE YOU " I don't just say it if I don't mean it.
So it's not wrong to love anyone even if they don't love you, rite? (I have no idea what i'm typing here) Will post again later.

Missing .

KHALEESA ZAIDAN!
I MISS YOU LIKE GILA GILA.

Babe! It's been a while seen we last hang out. I miss you like gila gila. When are we going to hang out and be vain together? I miss you oh! Many story to tell. Message me whenever you're free babe. :) ngeeee! Can't wait to lepak-ing with you. Gossips, Vain-ing, and lots more. hahaha. :) LOVE YAH BIAAAATCH!

Think before saying something.

You know , for once I wanna say this to everyone. Think before you say anything to anyone. You'll never know what you say might cause a bad fight between a friends or what. May be to you, what you said was a joke. But jokes can turn to be a big problem and will effect others feelings or reputation.
I will not mention names here, but you should know who you are. I'm blogging this as a favor to you. A reminder NOT to do the same mistake again.
You said to me you've got prove of what the rumors spreading is true. So I told 'that' person. I yelled at her just to know the truth. But when I asked YOU, you said that it was a lie. You lied about having the prove. Come on la weh! Grow up! You might just think that you 'tipu' for fun, but hey! because of your 'tipu-ness' it has cause peoples feelings, reputation and friends fighting with friends.
You see, this things happens because YOU don't think before you joke around. Everyone has feelings. Yes, some of the rumors MIGHT be true. But it's not all true. And please, if you have the prove, then show it. But if you don't, then don't get involve in peoples relationship or personal life. Its their life, let them do whatever they wanna do with it. If what they're doing is wrong, then you just advice and if that person doesn't want to listen, then ignore. At least you've done your part as a friend.
So I'm telling you this, if you do not have the prove of the rumors spreading, please go to the person who you've offended their feelings and apologize. You'll never know when you're gonna die. And what happens if you die tomorrow but you didn't have the chance to say sorry to 'that' person? You'll go straight to hell for offending peoples feelings.
And I'm sorry if I mentioned your names to 'that' person. I am just telling the truth to the 'mangsa'. I pity her. I mentioned your names because YOU GUYS said you've seen the proves. So I asked 'her' for the truth because YOU GUYS said you've seen the prove. So its not wrong for me to mention your names. You shouldn't be the one mad at me. I'm the one who should be angry here. Because you guys lied to me, and you guys have made my friendship with 'that' person gone just like that. If you have seen the prove, why should you be angry and scared? If its true that you've seen the truth, STAND UP FOR WHAT IS RIGHT!

Kalau tau salah, lain kali jangan main reka cerita pasal orang lain.

No air No air No air

If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like livin in a world with no air

I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I could make you understand

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna breathe without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
Theres no air no air
No air air

I walked I ran I jumped I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
Theres no gravity to hold me down fareal

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air no air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna breathe without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
Theres no air no air
No air air

** I dedicate this song to YOU. I can't breathe without you. Without you there is no air for me to breathe.

Busy.

It's been a while since I post anything. Sorry though, been busy with things. Oh well, lets see I have not post in about 1/2 weeks. So let me try to recall what have happened in the past few weeks.
Oh, I didn't go to school for bout week because every one was busy wit sportts day. So didnn't wanna get dark and be bored in school, so I stayed home. :)
Hmm, onn the the 4th of April, I went to this event organized by Sunway College students. If I am not mistaken it was organized by the Students of Event. I think lah. Well, the name of the even was Coopaar Affair.? I'm not sure f it''s Coopar Affair or Copar Affair but whatever it is, it was a night to remember. The event was held at Marri Gras One Utama. It was fun I went with my second sistter, eldest sister and a friend of my second sis. We reached OU around 7pm. We had our dinner at BK. Then we went to Mardi Gras. I was quite scared or may I say terrified to go, because duh! I'm underage and it's like a club. Takt la kkn. ahaaa
But anynyway, went in, it was okay la. Tak ramai tak sikit. Was just ok. Then we sat bla3. We do whatever you do in clubs la okay. hahaha, dance, drink (but I don't drink!), and so on. Well, at one point, while I was dancing with my eldest sister, I saw my sister's friend Jowin, he was kinda drunk. Menari pon dah tak betul okay. hahaha. It was funny. Then we asked him to sit down. and guess what! He fell! It was seriously funny but I pity him =/
Oh at tht club, I spotted this one guy. Damn babe! I'm like madly In love with that dude. But guess what, I don't think there's any chance because... He doesn't show any interest. So, yea. :( But seriously, I like him. He's different. hmmm. I have his number, I know where he is studying, I know a lil bout him but ntah la. Macam takde chance je.
Anyway, got home around 2.00/2.30 a.m.. Slept around 5a.m

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The next day was my school's sports day. I was supposed to go around 7.30a.m but.! hahaha didn't I woke up late. I woke up around 8.40a.m. So I went to MPSJ at 9a.m. I was in charge for photography. Taking pictures of this and that. yadayadayada...
Nothing much happened thay. oy. oh! Kadet polis Sekolah won and Hulubalang ( red house ) won 1st place. heheh! Happy me! :)
Went to Taipan after that. Hang out with Tiqot, Qairul.. ala, the normal peeps la. Ate our lunch at Strawberry Fields. Then naik rooftop, but it was going to rain, so we all went to Mc'd.
I went back home around 4.30/5pm. Lepak at home. Tidur. Oh guess what! After the sports day, I was terribly sick. Had a high fever, flu, cough ( oh, i was like losing my voice ), and ya headache. But I was sick since before the sports day, but it wasn't that bad. So yea. =/ Am still having cough right now. Sakit okay!
Anyway, i guess that's it for now. Will post again later later. hee. :D

No more car

Hey, sorry for not posting this earlier. Been busy with my homeworks, I'm sick and oh! My laptop is out of space. So i had to burn all my pictures into a CD and delete 'em all from my laptop. *sob sob* Anyway, on the 31st March which was on Monday, my car was took away from all of us! It's sold! And on that day, the guy came and took the cars away. I took some pictures of the car before they were gone. = / No more BMW, and no more white Optra. Damn!

Optra

Back view

Side view BMW

Back view

BMW

So, it was Tiqot's birthday on the 31st. She went to the Stadium at Shah Alam. ;p 'padan muka!' Anyway, that's all for now. I mean, I'll post again later. I have to go continue and do my homeworks. I wanna finish 'em all so that when I go to school, I can just hand it to the teachers with a great big smile and confidence. =D "hahaha"
By the way, have not been to school for 3 days. Every one is busy with our upcoming sports day. But I'm not. :) I have other better things to do.