I need inspiration .

Yeap , I need inspiration to blog . I have a lot in my mind right now and I just can't think . Well , basically there's tons of things in my mind and I need to get them out because it's making me moody , hot tempered , and being all emotional . So here goes my story .

Firstly , I feel bad for making the wrong decision before this . I mean being in a relationship with someone whom I know I'm not ready for . Well , then to know that he actually is not ready too . Basically , I'm not sure if he truly wasn't ready or just to cover the sadness in his heart . And now , we barely talk or even making any eye contact . So yea , that's one thing that is on my mind . And by typing it here , somehow , I don't really feel relieved .

Secondly , I have made someone close fight because of a misunderstanding . Well , I didn't realized I did that . I just realized after that one person told me why she fought with the other person . So basically , I feel bad you know but I'm trying to clear that person whom is innocent . I'm sorry syg . But what I told my pet brother is not wrong right ? Because I told him those things because it's true . Not because I made it up . But anyway , I hope by tomorrow everything will be fine . I'll try to clear your name so that you and her can be close as normal . I do not mind if she wants to marah me , because what I did is what I knew . So yea .

Thirdly , this is sort of personal . No one knows except for one person . But I don't intend on writing it here . So yea , this is very personal . So once , I feel that it's no longer personal , I'll post it up here . I hope you guy understand .

But whatever it is , those are some of the things that are going up spinning in my mind . There's lots more but I just don't feel like typing it all here . So yea , I'll update about my Fathers Day celebration later . I'm too tired to update bout that . Am too sleepy . So yea , I'll go take a nap and I'll update about it later yea . :)