flash back.

Okay , I'm gonna try and make this post short because it's already like 10 minutes to 3am and I have to wake up early . Anyway , I was chatting with Tee and I was telling her my problems . trust me , I cried actually telling her my problems about this one person I truly care and love but I just can't understand and help her anymore . But anyway while I was telling her , suddenly I had a memory flash back about me and one of my close friend . Well , I was really really close with him and I mean REALLY close . We used to like chat at MSN like nobody's business and we always text message each other every night . It's like a daily routine you know .

Well , since he moved , we weren't that close now . Oh wait , we were close at the beginning of this year , but then somewhere somehow , we just like lost contact ? no not lost contact but weren't that close anymore because we both have our own lives now . I mean I have a boyfriend and he has like a crush ? or something . but whatever , I just missed him and like really missing those times when we were really close and all you know .

You know , I don't wish to turn back time because I have the perfect True friends now but I just want to bring those moment I had with him to you know now? If you understand la , what i meant was I just want to turn back time and take that moment and keep it forever . I mean keep being close friends forever . Ahh , you know what I mean . But anyway , I'm sure some of you already know who I'm talking about right ? well , just keep it in mind . This is just me , blogging what I feel . hahaha ,

Anyway , I hope this post is short enough because it took me like what , 10 minutes to type ? haahaha , because I remembered I start at 2.50 am and now is like already 3am . so yea , exactly 10 minutes . Oh , sorry for any spelling error , I'm too sleepy to spell correctly . hahaha ;p Hope you guys understand yea . Anyway Good night !

So , until next time , you know you love me . xoxo ...