Feeling left out.

Lets just say, I really do feel left out lately. I just have to say, I am an almost anti social type of a person but you guys should have known that since the first day we started hanging out. I USED to be a fully anti social type of a person, but after I have known you guys, I'm a 50 50 now. *get what I mean?* But anyways, like my title says, "Feeling left out" You guys may not know or realize that I am feeling left out, but honestly, I am. But I just don't have the guts to say it.

Okay, you guys may say "ala, baby ni.. Orang tak layan, nak rasa left out pulak." Well, honestly, you guys can say whatever you want, but this is how I feel. I feel that, you guys are having your own life and not sharing it with me *I know everyone has their own life. but..* It's seems that you guys are sharing it among yourself. Meaning, you guys are telling me ONLY the minor details. It hurts you know. I mean, knowing that your best friends are not sharing stories with me. hmm. You guys always say *Oh, last one standing.* Well, all i can say it that, I AM THE LAST ONE STANDING!

MAYBE, after reading this you guys will realize that i'm feeling left out. and I hope you guys do realize. But, if you guys still don't realize and maybe you guys will think that this is just a small thing, then, I may not be hanging out with you guys that often anymore. IF la you guys don't realize. I don't know la. It's up to you guys if you wanna understand me or not. But this is what I'm feeling.

I'm hoping for a better day everyday, but it seems that it's not really getting any better.