Monday, February 23, 2009

I've tried my best to make things like how it was.

Do you know how it feels, when a guy whom you've known for quite sometime, you treat him as your best friend, you look up to him as one of the important people in your life, you trust him more than anything in your life, whom you've share a lot together with, but after one little tiny incident, you both are just not how you were before? It hurts. It's as if, I don't even know him anymore. Or I can say, I don't know what I did wrong that made us like this; far a part.

Just one thing I wanna say, I care about you, I trust you, I would not do anything to hurt you, or to pull your respects towards me. Now, you are acting as if you are disgust by me and I don't know why. I've explain the TRUE and ONLY story. But yet, we are still like this. Well, I hope, one day (soon), you'll realize what is right and I hope we'll be like how we were before. I care about you, weh. I really do.

Anyway, I've been going to the sauna for 3 days straight already. Hoping to loooooose some weight. Well, every body does something to lose weight, right? I didn't go to school today. y body was itchy and I was having a bad headache. I've written a letter for teacher, Dad just have to sign it. Oh, Mom's coming back TOMORROW night! Yeay, can't wait. I miss her so much. Now, I can be punctual in what I do, because with Mommy around me, I'm always punctual. :D

Oh, exam is in 10 days time. I'm still thinking if Mom would allow me to go to Jason Mraz concert with her. I just found out that, the concert is one day before my first term. Concert on the 4th of March, exam is on the 5th of march. HOW?! I really wanna go to Jason Mraz, because if there's any other concert this year, I know I won't go because I'll be concentrating on my studies. So, just one concert. PLEEASEEE *with a biiiigggg smile on the face

Bye, babies!

Sometimes, the only thing left to do, is wrap your arms around each other one last time, and then just, let go.

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