You're still a part of everything I do,

Hey there. Sorry for the dull blog. I've been trying to make myself busy for this holiday. Holiday is such a .... As said, most of my friends were away, but thank god, on wednesday, Tasha and Sue got back. I don't really wanna update about my holidays, cause it was simple and boring. Hang out, tuition, home yadayada. Same old same old. BORING. Anyway, school's starting tomorrow. Know what, I haven't touch my books for exactly a week today. My english books are not complete. And I have english tomorrow. SHIT! Other subjects are, lets say 90% complete.

Will be getting our results. Mother F man! I can bet you, I'll only pass few of the subjects. I'll be thankful if half of the subjects that I'm taking, well, I'm taking 9 subjects so, do your maths. Anyway, back to what I was saying, I'll be thankful if I even pass half of what I'm taking. Honestly, I didn't really study for the first term exams. So , I guess it serves me right if I fail most of it, ain't it? Haih, I promise, starting tomorrow, I'll concentrate on my studies. I've decided that everything else comes seconds. STUDY is my PRIORITY now.

My grandma (TOKMA) left to Dubai last night. Before she left, she hugged me and said "Make sure you study. Get straight A's. Prove it to people that you can do it. Prove the everyone who looks down on you, prove to them that YOU CAN DO IT! Make your family, make me proud. I love you" Right after she said that, it hit me. I wanna prove to everyone, especially my family. I want them to be proud of me. So, I promise. I will study! No, I WANNA STUDY! I wanna set my priorities straight. I wanna study. Parties, hangouts, and sorts comes later. I'll party my ass off after the BIG EXAM (spm).

Anyway, I wanna get some rest now. I'm tired, and I seriously feel sick. Pening teruk gila. So, till next time babies.

Bye babies!