It starts with just a "hello"

I don't know what I'm feeling, I don't know what to do. I think I'm jealous, but I'm not sure. I sometimes do not care, but when I do, it hurts. Am I confused? I think I am. Haih. I talk about him a lot, trust me. I told my friends, I'm not good enough for him. But I think I'm starting to like him a lot. What am I supposed to do? Oh god help me. Give me an answer on what I should do.

I'll update about Larian Mesra and my Sunday later tonight.
Not really in the mood.