Why she had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say I know it's for only 11 months, but to me, 11 months is like few years. I truly can't live without her. I spend almost everyday with her. I share everything with her. I tell her everything. She knows me. When I'm down, she'll know how to cheer me up. When I'm sad, she'll lend me a pair of ears for her to listen to my problems, she'll lend me her shoulder for me to cry on. She'll give me a hug when I need them. When she's far away, who's gonna give me all that? hmm, I wonder.
We got close to each other early this year but we've knew each other few years back. I just can't imagine my days next year without her because this year, I spent almost everyday together with her. We hang out at each others houses, we hang out at our favorite spot which is Kopitiam, Strawberry fields - Taipan. We're in the same class this year. She's the class monitor. She's the laughing gas in the class. She's friendly, kind, loving and the list goes on and on.
There are tons of memory I have with her. We're like sisters. Ever since she told me she's leaving, the memories are all coming back. One by one. And it kills me knowing that she won't be here next year. It's our senior year, and we can't spend the time together. We can't do what seniors do together. I can give you my word that next year, I'll definitely be lost without her.
All the memories won't be erase, but I will treasure it. All our inside joke, our conversations, our pictures - Memories! I'll treasure it forever. I won't forget about it, but I know all of those memories will be kept and lock in my heart & mind.
I know I have other friends that I can share everything with, but it's not easy for me to replace her. She will never be replaced! No matter how far she is, she has the spot in my heart. That's for sure. Our friendship is Gold to me. I wouldn't want to replace it with anything in this world! Our friendship is tight. No one can break us apart.
Nurul Natasha, you will never be replaced. You will always have the spot in my heart. I know you're doing this for your future, and I have to accept the fact. It's hard, but it may take some time. I'm proud of you, I love you, I care about you. I do!
I told Teyra 2 days back. I said, I just can't treat Tasha the way I normally treat her because I know letting her go later will be hard. But Teyra said, I should spend and treasure the times I have with her now. So, yea. I realize that other than crying about Tasha leaving, I would definitely want to spend more time with her and make more memories so that when we finish our high school and we reunite, we can definitely have a blast from the past.
* Gosh, I cried while doing this. Aku sayang kau tasha! SAY, I love you. :)
We got close to each other early this year but we've knew each other few years back. I just can't imagine my days next year without her because this year, I spent almost everyday together with her. We hang out at each others houses, we hang out at our favorite spot which is Kopitiam, Strawberry fields - Taipan. We're in the same class this year. She's the class monitor. She's the laughing gas in the class. She's friendly, kind, loving and the list goes on and on.
There are tons of memory I have with her. We're like sisters. Ever since she told me she's leaving, the memories are all coming back. One by one. And it kills me knowing that she won't be here next year. It's our senior year, and we can't spend the time together. We can't do what seniors do together. I can give you my word that next year, I'll definitely be lost without her.
All the memories won't be erase, but I will treasure it. All our inside joke, our conversations, our pictures - Memories! I'll treasure it forever. I won't forget about it, but I know all of those memories will be kept and lock in my heart & mind.
I know I have other friends that I can share everything with, but it's not easy for me to replace her. She will never be replaced! No matter how far she is, she has the spot in my heart. That's for sure. Our friendship is Gold to me. I wouldn't want to replace it with anything in this world! Our friendship is tight. No one can break us apart.
Nurul Natasha, you will never be replaced. You will always have the spot in my heart. I know you're doing this for your future, and I have to accept the fact. It's hard, but it may take some time. I'm proud of you, I love you, I care about you. I do!
I told Teyra 2 days back. I said, I just can't treat Tasha the way I normally treat her because I know letting her go later will be hard. But Teyra said, I should spend and treasure the times I have with her now. So, yea. I realize that other than crying about Tasha leaving, I would definitely want to spend more time with her and make more memories so that when we finish our high school and we reunite, we can definitely have a blast from the past.
* Gosh, I cried while doing this. Aku sayang kau tasha! SAY, I love you. :)
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