I've made many mistakes in life. One of 'em is hating people which i didn't really know at first. But guess what! We're the best of friends now. I mean we're close and i trust them and i care about them as much as they care bout me. I'm lucky to have them as my close friend, as a shoulder for me lean on when I needed one. They are always there for me. They care about me, they helped me solve problems of mine and for that I can say that I'm a lucky person who was given a second chance to get to know them. I regret hating or in other ways; not liking them at first.
I still care about my best friends (Shaz & Shalma). But I just don't know if they care about me as much as how I cared about them. I mean, they moved and they left me alone. I don't blame them, it's their choice but hey, we're the best of friends or may i say used to. Whatever it is, I still do care bout the both of you, and I still take you guys as my best friend and somehow a sister to me. The both of you have been part of my life since forever. It doesn't mean that you guys moved, you are out of my life. and it doesn't mean you guys have your own friends now, you're out of my life. Hey! I understand you guys have your own life. I have my own life too. Doesn't mean I have other close friends, I don't take you guys as my close ones. I still do. I take all of you ; Shaz, Shalma, Tiqot, Qairul, Tasha, Teyra, Shasha & Wei ling as my close friends because all of you have helped me in my life. Don't matter to me if it's a small favor of a big one. You guys are always there for me.
Shaz, I didn't change. Not a little. I admit, I didn't like Qairul and others at first, but hey. I got to know them and I regretted not liking them. Because they are such a great friends. I like hanging out with them, texting them, chatting and talking. We're like ONE. But I still do care about you Shaz. It's just that, somehow, I don't know if YOU care about me. It's up to you. But I just want you to know that I'm always here for you and I have and always will care about you. You're my childhood friend. So yea.
To Qairul, Tiqot, Tasha, Teyra, & Shasha, I thank you guys for being such a great friend. To me, I don't really deserve a second chance to be friends with you guys because I've made mistake towards all of you which is not liking you all. But thank you so much for being there for me anytime and every time. I love you all so much that there's no words could describe how much i care and love all of you. I may not show or say it that often that I care and love you guys, but deep in my heart, I really do. ( Gosh! That part sounds kinda weird ) haha, whatever it is, you guys are my strength to live life in good ways. Thank you so much.
*The End*
To those who read this, hahaha. Thanks. It's long I know. But this is the only place I can express how I feel. :)
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