Forgive & Forget.

There's a saying, which is "forgive and forget" Well, to me i may have forgiven you in everything you did to me, but I can't promise that i can forget what you did. The thing you did which hurt my feelings. I realize that after everything we've been through, you're not good enough for me. I deserve to be treated right and you, the guy who i fell for, YOU don't deserve to be treated well enough. Yea i know, people makes mistakes. No ones perfect.. But somehow, I think you don't deserve a 2nd chance. Not just in relationship, but also in being a friend to me. I hate you and i as hell will never forget what you did to me for the whole entire time we were together. Deal with it if i don't/won't forget what you did to me.
Trust me, i have forgiven you right after i knew the truth, but when i asked you and you denied, I was glad that you so-called told me "the truth". But hey! Now you're being all innocent, saying you've regret what you did and stuff. Well thats BULLSHIT to me. All those are just empty words you say. Think back dude. Do you really think that you deserve my forgiveness and do you really think i would forget everything you did by just telling me the truth now?! I may have forgotten bout all these drama if you would have at least consider telling me while we were still together. There's no point tell me the truth now, because I will never forget what you did. Forgive is a must in life, so i did. I've forgive you. BUT i can never forget. It's just not the time. Prove to me that i should just forget the past. Prove it!
FYI, there's no point regretting what you did. No need to regret for the things you lied to me. It won't change a thing. You obviously can't turn back time and you can't just think that everything will be okay after I've known the truth. Life's unfair. So, deal with it.