"You are my life now."
-Edward Cullen-
Hehe, I know I'm obsess with Twilight. But you can't blame me. LOL, Khaleesa doesn't like the movie. When I told her that I love the movie, she laughed and said "what happened to you, b?"
Hahaha, siot punya cousin. But it's okay, I love her. :) So, anyway enough about Twilight.
It was raining just now, and I was thinking about the past. HAHA. Okay, I'm being serious now. I was thinking about the past. About, how my life was early this year. It was perfect. Well, wait. Not perfect, but almost perfect? Ah, you get what I mean. I was happy with my friends, we were all together. We didn't backstab each other, we didn't say any bad things behind each others back. But now? When I come to this point, I keep thinking. What did I do wrong to be treated like this? When I think about "her" NO, not you! Why would I think about you? Scratch that. I was kidding. I do think about all of 'em. (Name's are not to be mentioned) This is my blog. So , it's up to me what I wanna blog about. If you have a problem with that, then STOP reading and get out from Babyfara-nabira.blogspot.com. :)
So, back to the story. Why did she talk crap behind my back? For all I know, I've respected her, looked up to her as one of the best girls I know. Who's talented and creative. That's my thought about you BEFORE i found out the truth. Well, now when I have known the truth, why should I call you "my girl" right? This thing, the thing that you talked about me, did not JUST happen. It was months ago! You don't know how I feel when I knew the truth. It hurts. I felt like crying, but I come to my senses that, why the hell should I cry over you? I should be angry and anxious to confront you. But a friend made me realize and remember about what YOU're going through, with your family and all. So, I decided to lay back and try to put it all behind me. But guess what, each and everyday I try to do that, it hurts me even more! It hurts me that A FRIEND could do that to anothet friend.
I still remember how my heart acted when I found out about the truth. I was having breakfast with friends (names are not to be mentioned again. You should know who you are). They said "B, we have to tell you something" and I'm like shit, this doesn't sound right. And BOOOOMMM, they said it. I was like .... SPEECHLESS. not in a good way okay! in a BAD way. I was like , in my heart i was like "shit, why the hell did she do that for? i didn't do anything bad to her." Well, that's what you get for being TOO nice to someone. Without you noticing it, they'll stab you from behind. And it hurts.
Well, now there's no need for me to talk about it. It hurts even more. So, I just hope that IF I see you, I won't burst out yelling. I hope I'll take it easy. Hopefully. But I doubt it. LOL. I'll post of some pictures that I really really miss the moments. :')
P/s : DON'T ASK ME WHO THIS PARTICULAR PERSON IS. If you know, keep your mouth shut and good for you. If you don't then keep guessing but I don't give a damn if you know or not. The ones who are close to me, should know who I'm talking about.
The first outing to Sunway Pyramid together
The lunch before practice
Hehe, I know I'm obsess with Twilight. But you can't blame me. LOL, Khaleesa doesn't like the movie. When I told her that I love the movie, she laughed and said "what happened to you, b?"
Hahaha, siot punya cousin. But it's okay, I love her. :) So, anyway enough about Twilight.
It was raining just now, and I was thinking about the past. HAHA. Okay, I'm being serious now. I was thinking about the past. About, how my life was early this year. It was perfect. Well, wait. Not perfect, but almost perfect? Ah, you get what I mean. I was happy with my friends, we were all together. We didn't backstab each other, we didn't say any bad things behind each others back. But now? When I come to this point, I keep thinking. What did I do wrong to be treated like this? When I think about "her" NO, not you! Why would I think about you? Scratch that. I was kidding. I do think about all of 'em. (Name's are not to be mentioned) This is my blog. So , it's up to me what I wanna blog about. If you have a problem with that, then STOP reading and get out from Babyfara-nabira.blogspot.com. :)
So, back to the story. Why did she talk crap behind my back? For all I know, I've respected her, looked up to her as one of the best girls I know. Who's talented and creative. That's my thought about you BEFORE i found out the truth. Well, now when I have known the truth, why should I call you "my girl" right? This thing, the thing that you talked about me, did not JUST happen. It was months ago! You don't know how I feel when I knew the truth. It hurts. I felt like crying, but I come to my senses that, why the hell should I cry over you? I should be angry and anxious to confront you. But a friend made me realize and remember about what YOU're going through, with your family and all. So, I decided to lay back and try to put it all behind me. But guess what, each and everyday I try to do that, it hurts me even more! It hurts me that A FRIEND could do that to anothet friend.
I still remember how my heart acted when I found out about the truth. I was having breakfast with friends (names are not to be mentioned again. You should know who you are). They said "B, we have to tell you something" and I'm like shit, this doesn't sound right. And BOOOOMMM, they said it. I was like .... SPEECHLESS. not in a good way okay! in a BAD way. I was like , in my heart i was like "shit, why the hell did she do that for? i didn't do anything bad to her." Well, that's what you get for being TOO nice to someone. Without you noticing it, they'll stab you from behind. And it hurts.
Well, now there's no need for me to talk about it. It hurts even more. So, I just hope that IF I see you, I won't burst out yelling. I hope I'll take it easy. Hopefully. But I doubt it. LOL. I'll post of some pictures that I really really miss the moments. :')
P/s : DON'T ASK ME WHO THIS PARTICULAR PERSON IS. If you know, keep your mouth shut and good for you. If you don't then keep guessing but I don't give a damn if you know or not. The ones who are close to me, should know who I'm talking about.
I miss these moments. -
The fun outing
The fun outing
The first outing to Sunway Pyramid together
The lunch before practice
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