Missing ;

Currently missing these people ;

Fara Nabiha
Azrin
Tasha
Teyra
Khaleesa
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Rifdi

Fajran

Seriously, I miss them. haih, I've been staying at home doing nothing now. Hmmm i'm pretty much lifeless right now. This is boring, my life is boring right now. I don't even have any idea on what to blog about. Can you spell BORING? Haih, bye!

I miss them ;(

P/s : Ignore the --- . That person has apparently pussssh me out of their life like for real, ey? haha

Happy 2010 !

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! :) 2009 has been a great year for me. I've realize who I need most in my life and who I don't. It has taught me to be brave, strong and independent. I love 2009 but I'm hoping for 2010 to be better.

So, new years celebration was fun I must say. Did my yearly routine. Checked in at Royale Bintang, The Curve. Hang out with the family. At 8pm went down. Meet up with Teyra. Had our xoxo moments. Then came the boyfriend, Sue, Haziq & the others. Didn't know what to do at first. Ended my 2009 with the people I love. The boyfriend for sure, the best & true friends, plus the pysco freaks. Hahaha.

Hand in hand, had a great start for the year 2010 :)

As for today, had our first official date. Hehe, just the two of us. For the first time in my entire life, he is my first date. Oh it shows that I love him so much cause I've saved my first date ever for him. haha, LAME i know. But I do love you syg. I had a wonderful time with you.

God, I miss you already baby. But it's okay. This situation works for me. We see each other ATLEAST once a week since we live far from each other. I'm okay with this. Once a week works for me although we know it's not enough. haha. but soon we'll get our entire life together kan? hehe

So, overall, I started my first week of 2010 pleasently.

To you my dear beloved friend, I love you & I hope we wont fall far a part from each other. The friendship we have, is the IMPORTANG friendship I want in my life. I plan to keep it for as long as I'm breathing. Same goes to the relationship I'm in. But my dear bitch, god I missss yoouuu so much. Reading your post, brings tears to my eyes. :)

Oh, I do realize that I've put my boyfriend first in my life right now. But hmm, the friendship i have with my true friends, are ALWAYS locked in my heart. I'm nothing without my first priority ; Family. Second priority ; the boyfriend. Third priority ; the true friends. Those three are the most important thing in my life. Without them, I'm nothing. :)

I'm done!

Sincerely, babyfara :)

And it's true that I love, and it's true you're the only one :)

Hey peeps! Sorry for not updating this dull blog. Been really busy lately. Well, I'mma update about my week aite? :)

Monday 21st Dec
- Mummy and I picked Azrin up at the Ktm. Went to Subang Parade for lunch. Then, mummy sent us to Sunway Pyramid. Hang out, met Helmi, Zaf, Hisyam, Fana, Sue & Syzwn. Had a great day with the boyfriend. We were suppose to celebrate our 3 month anniversary just the two of us, but our friends came. Hehe, it's okay though. Sent sayang to Kelana Jaya station. Had a wonderful day with him :D

Tuesday 22nd Dec
- Had lunch with Teyra. It's been a while since we last hang out. Had lunch at Strawberry Fields. It was great catching up with her. Hang out from 2pm - 5pm. At night, went to Food Garden taipan with the sisters. That's practically it.

Wednesday 23rd Dec
- First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIFDI! :D Alright, continue. Went to KLCC with Mum and sisters for lunch. Met up with Daddy there. It was too packed so we headed off to Pavilion to meet up with the boyfriend :) Went to see him work, then we walked for a while. Went to the food court for sayang's break. Then we walked around. Sayang went back to work at 4pm, my family and I went back home at 430pm.

Reached home at 645pm. Took my shower and headed off for rehearsal at Aswara. Sayang followed :D hee, sorry syg for being a burden and thanks for the support. I love you! :D Rehearsal ended at 10pm. Mum, Azrin and myself went to Wangsamaju :) hehe. Had dinner first with them. And sent sayang back home.

Thursday 24th Dec ; Today
- Had rehearsal just now at Putrajaya for Sehati Berdansa final. Rehearsal was from 1pm - 4pm. It was seriously tiring but fun :) Oh btw, Congrats to Lydia & Vernon for your great results in PMR :) Siti, Alfred and I were a bit worried for our SPM results next year :\ Got home ate my late lunch and now I'm here. hehe

Tomorrow will be the full dress rehearsal. It's from 230pm - late night. Saturday is the big day. I'm nervous and excited! Hehe, I guess that's it for now.

Bye bye!

P/s : sorry no picture. Am using dad's laptop :)

Dear bestfriend,

I know school's ending, life's changing, but i seriously hope that our friendship is not ending. It just hit me knowing that, we rarely hang out lately, we rarely talk, we rarely update each other about our lifes. I know, we have our own lifes right now but i seriously miss my bestfriend. I had a memory flash just a few seconds ago. I remembered when we used to hang out like everyday, we talk, we laugh. You were there when I was down. We were there for each other doing everything together.

What we've been through, is what I want to keep. I just hate the fact knowing that school's ending cause I know we'll be a part. Though i have a boyfriend and so do you, at times, I need my bestfriend. I need to talk to you, laugh with you, cry to you. Get what I mean? I just need you, my dearly bestfriend. I know I know, I'm being all mushy and sentimental, but heck (!) this is what I'm feeling right now. I'm just a girl who is missing her bestfriend.

Whom I've always done everything together with. I miss us. I miss the times when I was bored, down, or sad, I texted you and yea you accomponied me till I feel okay. Or the times when you were up late at night afraid or bored then you texted me. Get what I mean? I know all of you know that my bestfriend is girl. So just to make the facts clear, I'm not a lesbian aight. I have a boyfriend and I love him. (takut korang fikir lain la pulak kan haha)

Anyway, enough said. I just hope the friendship we've had for 2 years, wont stop here. I've made a promise once that even if I have a new life, that life would include the people I love. And yes, you are in it. Our 2 other girls are in it too. My loser boyfriend is in it too and of course the family la kan. Double Duh! So, yea. That's it for now. I've learned that, those people I'm afraid of losing are the people that I have made the decision that I want them in my life forever. Haa, get it? haha. Go figure if you don't!

Bye peeps!

Happy birthday my one and only Sue Hani :)

SHOUT OUT!

Happy 17th birthday Suraya Hani (!)

baru turn 17 ey? Next month I 18. dah legal. HAHA, I love you sue gila! Putting a side all the fights we've had, I still do love you no matter what!

I know you had a simple birthday , but we'll celebrate it after SPM k. Just a few days away sue. Hang in there! I love you!

P/s : Sorry, post ni delayed. hehe, but you know I love you right sue? :D

Grow up and stop being immature

God, haih. There's this girl who is (trying to find the right word, but can't seem to find it) haih. I mean, come on la dear. You have a boyfriend but yet you're going crazy about your past lover which is my boyfriend. FYI, I'm NOT jealous. I'm just thinking about my beloved bestfriend who is your CURRENT BOYFRIED and I am also concerned about MY boyfriend. So, please dear. If you have a heart, think about your boyfriends feeling. He loves you, he really does cause I know, but then you're hurting him badly here dear. Don't just think about your feelings.

About your past with my boyfriend, there's a saying which is past is past. So just forget about it. Hey babe, it's not that I don't want you to be friends with my boyfriend, I don't mind seriously. But with your attitude and character like this, I'm reconsidering it. And just so you know, MY boyfriend didn't sent to me all the quotes or poems that you wrote for him. All he did was just gave me a song which you gave him. ONE song. That's it. I don't know la.

I think you're a nice person, i seriously do think so. But, hey! Stop being childish please. If you're acting this way and you don't change, I'm sorry but you'll gonna get it some day in the future. I don't hate you, but i dislike your attitude. Attitude which you have a boyfriend but you're blogging about my boyfriend saying oh you loved him and sort. Babe, if you tell your boyfriend that you love him, but you don't mean it, i suggest you stop! Cause your boyfriend which is my bestfriend, he loves you with all his heart. So don't hurt him if you don't love him. Don't just say you love him but deep down in your heart you know you love someone else. Please, that's pathetic.

Don't get me wrong, I don't wanna fight. I wanna get things straight. Your boyfriend loves you okay dear. I know that because he always talk about it, talk about loving you. So please, think about him. And about your past with my boyfriend, well, that's the past right dear? So, just get over it please.

P/s : I'm not trying to get into a fight. I'm just blogging about what I feel & i just wanna get things straight. So yea.