Dear bestfriend,

I know school's ending, life's changing, but i seriously hope that our friendship is not ending. It just hit me knowing that, we rarely hang out lately, we rarely talk, we rarely update each other about our lifes. I know, we have our own lifes right now but i seriously miss my bestfriend. I had a memory flash just a few seconds ago. I remembered when we used to hang out like everyday, we talk, we laugh. You were there when I was down. We were there for each other doing everything together.

What we've been through, is what I want to keep. I just hate the fact knowing that school's ending cause I know we'll be a part. Though i have a boyfriend and so do you, at times, I need my bestfriend. I need to talk to you, laugh with you, cry to you. Get what I mean? I just need you, my dearly bestfriend. I know I know, I'm being all mushy and sentimental, but heck (!) this is what I'm feeling right now. I'm just a girl who is missing her bestfriend.

Whom I've always done everything together with. I miss us. I miss the times when I was bored, down, or sad, I texted you and yea you accomponied me till I feel okay. Or the times when you were up late at night afraid or bored then you texted me. Get what I mean? I know all of you know that my bestfriend is girl. So just to make the facts clear, I'm not a lesbian aight. I have a boyfriend and I love him. (takut korang fikir lain la pulak kan haha)

Anyway, enough said. I just hope the friendship we've had for 2 years, wont stop here. I've made a promise once that even if I have a new life, that life would include the people I love. And yes, you are in it. Our 2 other girls are in it too. My loser boyfriend is in it too and of course the family la kan. Double Duh! So, yea. That's it for now. I've learned that, those people I'm afraid of losing are the people that I have made the decision that I want them in my life forever. Haa, get it? haha. Go figure if you don't!

Bye peeps!