Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Oh my God, I'm not in the mood.

I wasn't expecting yesterday to turn out SO BAD. I curse you, yesterday! Tears were pouring out of my eyes non-stop. I was crying to myself, I was crying to my friend. I was begging, I was pissed, I felt stupid, I felt disappointed, I felt depressed, I felt frustrated, I felt like kicking someone, I felt like punching someone, I felt like biting someone! Seriously, I'm not kidding. This is worse than the melt down I felt.

FYI, there are many reason why I'm not in the mood. Ther
e are many reason why I'm feeling like this. Not just one, but tons! I'm glad that everything is fine with him. I love him to death. I'll prove to you sayang. I'm sorry okay? Anyway, yesterday was NOT my day. I'm hoping that today will be a better day. Honestly, yesterday I felt lonely, and sorts. Thanks to Late MJ's song, it helped me so much. I listened to You are not alone, Heal the world, I can't stop loving you, man in the mirror and many more. Those songs helped me yesterday. Seriously, no joke.

Anyway, didn't go to school today. I had a massive headache due to yesterday. Am going to tuition later if I'm feeling better. I think, I'm not really in the mood to face the world. I feel like I wanna stay home, sit in my room and lock the door. I feel like hidding. All i want is for everything to be back as normal.
Some random pictures.

I like this picture. Babes, we had a tough time at a certain point, but hey, I'm glad that we're classmates. 5 Fitrah Class of '09 rocks, right? :)
Aleef Comel. Ah Fei in the back. :p
Somehow, I like this picture. Except yudesh's pose lah. hahaha. POYO!

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